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[srednjetemperaturni kamen

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instrumentalno sviranje]

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[klikovi]

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[statičko pucketanje]

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-[klikovi]

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-[statičko pucketanje]

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[statičko pucketanje]

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[završetak rock glazbe]

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[Muškarac]

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Mi smo na setu Lise Ann

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"Pume s velikim sisama."

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Vau. Šokantno da bih

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biti u filmu puma.

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[Muškarac]

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Koja je razlika sa

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puma i MILF?

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Moje mišljenje je,

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puma i MILF:

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MILF bi trebala biti

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"mama koju bih volio poševiti."

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Pa mislim da bi

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učiniti te mamom, zar ne?

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Mislim da puma jest

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ista starija zavodnica,

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ali bez djece.

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Tako da mi je drago reći

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ja sam puma,

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ili sam MILF bez djece,

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što god vam je draže.

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[Lisa Ann]

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Osjećam se kao da ne možeš

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uspjeti u pornografiji,

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nekako ne možeš

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uspjeti bilo gdje.

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Jer stvarno je

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nije tako teško.

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To je vještina koju svi imamo.

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Zajebavaš za život.

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Ljudi su kao,

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"Kako si najbolji?"

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Kao, hm, "Pojavio sam se

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svaki put na vrijeme."

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Prilično je teško

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propasti iz pornografije,

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ali čini se kao

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svi to rade.

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Moj zadnji cilj

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u mojem pismu o umirovljenju

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bio napisati ovu knjigu,

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i bit će

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jedna godina u utorak.

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Pa sam stigao

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svi moji ciljevi.

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To je to.

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Ovo je tako uzbudljivo.

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opa U redu.

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Ne želim ništa povrijediti.

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Ja ću ga otvoriti

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vrlo pažljivo.

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Sada, svi, ovo je

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tako jebena droga.

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[uzdah]

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Oh, pogledaj.

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Oh!

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Moje prve dvije godine

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Bio sam pod ugovorom

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s tvrtkom tzv

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Metro Home Video.

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I biti pod ugovorom

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bila idealna situacija za mene

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jer sam htio

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to feature dance.

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Tada, kad si ti bio

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ugovorna zvijezda,

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učinili su ove glamuroznim

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posteri i letci za vas,

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i dali su ti

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koliko god ste htjeli

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izaći na cestu

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i koristiti kao marketinški materijal.

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Znate, u '90-ima

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kad sam počeo pucati,

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Nisam bio svjestan

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da svi filmovi

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ugovorna djevojka puca

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prodaju se kabelskoj,

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a kabel je bio miran

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vrlo veliko mjesto gdje

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te su tvrtke zaradile novac.

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Kabelska nije kupila međurasni odnos.

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Tako da nisam mogao

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činiti međurasni

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kad sam bio pod ugovorom.

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Ljudi su mi govorili

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cijeli dan, kao,

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"Ako se baviš međurasnim odnosom,

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to će ti uništiti karijeru.

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“Nitko te neće zaposliti

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kao igrani plesač.

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ti ideš

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zaraditi manje novca."

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Mislim da zapravo ne bismo trebali

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birati boju kože

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jer bismo trebali pokazati

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svatko svoja seksualna iskustva

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koje imamo,

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i, naravno, ako postoji

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parovi koji su međurasni,

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možda žele

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gledati međurasnu pornografiju.

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I za vas da to ne stavljate

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van za njih, i oni su

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tvoj obožavatelj,

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sada imaju

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mišljenje za formiranje.

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To je uglavnom-- To je, naravno,

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uglavnom bijeli posao,

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svi vlasnici poduzeća

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i agenti,

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i svi su

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potajno rasist.

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Tako svi govore tim djevojkama

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ne raditi ovo.

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I onda sam ja taj

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govoreći ovim djevojkama,

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“Snimao sam više međurasnih

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redovite scene, i dobro sam."

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Ali to je faktor straha

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za mladu djevojku,

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i naravno, kada pogledate gore

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vašem agentu, on je bio

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podučavajući te stvarima,

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ti ćeš

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vjeruj što on kaže.

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Onda kada konačno učine

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raditi međurasni,

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kada ne dobivaju dovoljno

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raditi radeći druge stvari,

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za to dobivaju više novca.

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Idem osobno u poštu.

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Jer želim vas sve

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da dobijem svoje knjige.

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I želim da uživaš u njima.

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I želim čuti

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izvještaji o knjigama, eseji.

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Dakle, ako želite staviti

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kutije samo dolje,

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i ja ću ih staviti.

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Samo ću te fotografirati

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stavljam ih ovdje.

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Oh, sranje. Upravo sam slikao.

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-[čovjek se smije]

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-Ni od čega.

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U redu.

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Što mislite koliko

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Mogu li staviti odjednom?

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Više od toga.

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Nemojte ga zaglaviti.

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Nemojte ga zaglaviti.

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Trebalo je malo vremena nabaviti ove kutije

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naviknut na izradu, znaš

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što mislim

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Kao, prvih deset, ima

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toliko trake na njima.

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Onda sam pokrenuo sustav,

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znate.

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Što to znači?

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Je li zapelo?

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Je li puna?

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Što ćemo sad?

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Ima li još koji?

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Da, film "Paylin".

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prilično samostalno

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promijenio cijeli moj život.

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Dakle, dolaze mi obožavatelji

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ne zato što su obožavatelji pornografije,

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samo zato što su

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mislio da je to histerično.

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Imam ljude koji, kao,

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hodaj do mene sada mjesta,

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i oni su kao, "Tačno,"

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znaš, "To je bilo smiješno."

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Dakle, to je samo...

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Probilo je barijeru za mene.

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[Muškarac]

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Jeste li očekivali

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kad si ga prvi put snimio?

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Jeste li mislili

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išlo bi...

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Tako velik? br.

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2008. Bio sam na setu

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snimanje filma,

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i tijekom mog prekida rada

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Provjeravao sam svoje poruke,

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i bio je to Drew iz Hustlera,

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a Drew je rekao, "Hej,

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"Želimo snimiti film

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o Sarah Palin,

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i želimo ga nazvati

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"Nailin' Paylin."

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"Tko je Nailin' Paylin?"

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za koji sam mislio da je

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sjajno ime.

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Želimo te iskoristiti,

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ti si savršen za to.

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Ovo će nekako biti

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biti velika stvar.

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[zvoni na vratima]

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Privyet.

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Mrzimo vas gnjaviti,

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ali bojim se

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pukla nam je guma.

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[vjetar puše]

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Pitali smo se

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ako bismo mogli upotrijebiti tvoj telefon

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nazvati Kremlj.

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Oh, žao mi je, momci,

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Ne govorim ruski.

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Kremlj. znači...

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-Kako ti kažeš?

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- Kamion za vuču.

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Pa u duhu

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vanjskih odnosa,

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Sigurna sam da nema zla u meni

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puštajući vas dvoje unutra.

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Uđi unutra.

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Znate, posao

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navalio na mene.

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Djevojke su mislile

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Ukrao sam tu scenu

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jer je netko drugi dobio

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telefonski poziv u mojoj agenciji,

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ali ja sam inzistirao da to učinim.

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Bilo je stvarno čudno

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kako kad postaneš popularan,

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ljudi koji su bili

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lijepo ti prošli tjedan

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samo te, kao, otrovno mrzim

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i pričaju o tebi

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iza tvojih leđa.

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I u tom trenutku sam shvatio,

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"U redu, dobro,

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Imat ću ovo,

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"ovo će me zadržati

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nevjerojatno zauzet.

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“Jebeš sve ove ljude.

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"Moći ću

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naplatiti više novca.

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“Već me mrze.

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Znam svoju vrijednost.

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Znam što prodajem.

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Znam što radim."

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Kad sam išao u striptiz klubove,

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Sada sam imao

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starija publika,

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mlađa publika,

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politička publika,

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gay publika,

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muška publika, ženska publika.

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Moj raspon je bio tako nevjerojatan,

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ljudi su mi prilazili

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posvuda i oni su kao,

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“To je ona djevojka Sarah Palin.

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To je ona djevojka Sarah Palin."

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Bilo je kao, "To je to.

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Sljedećih četiri ili pet godina

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mogli postaviti ostatak

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mog jebenog života."

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Kao, vrijeme je za polazak.

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Bit ćemo na putu

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svaki vikend.

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Mi ćemo učiniti

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47 vikenda godišnje.

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Mi ćemo učiniti

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ludi osobni nastupi.

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Napravit ćemo gomilu PR-a.

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Svi su me nudili

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ove prilike, znaš?

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Sjećam se da su me pozvali

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otići na par dobrih golih

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premijere filmova,

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doći na neke događaje.

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Super su

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prilike za fotografije za mene.

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I znao sam da je tako

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način da ostanete relevantni,

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brendirati sebe

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različitim obožavateljima,

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i da se pokrenete

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tamo na društvenoj sceni,

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u drugačijem svjetlu

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sa svojom odjećom.

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Što bih mogao više koncerata

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gdje se nije radilo samo o meni

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jebati se ili biti gol,

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što sam više mogao

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unakrsno oprašiti

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i početi ulaziti u ono što je bilo

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bit će moja stvarnost jednog dana,

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biti odjeven.

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Sve ove emisije su na Siriusu,

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pa će me Sirius udariti,

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i jedna od emisija

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udarit će me i reći,

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„Hej, dolazi taj i taj

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kroz. Možeš li to srediti?"

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Jer znaju

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Tako sam blizu.

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Pa se samo istuširam,

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obuci se i idi.

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Ovo su prilike za mene

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koje su neprocjenjive, zar ne?

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I svi me samo tretiraju

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kao, ja sam dio obitelji

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jer tamo radim,

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i imam vlastite značke s imenom,

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i ne moraju brinuti

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o sigurnosti uopće.

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I osjećam se kao

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ovaj mali posao

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je postao najveći

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prilika mog života.

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U redu. Stavit ću ovo

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plan u pokretu.

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Bit će to jednogodišnji plan.

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Ja ću producirati

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ovoliko filmova

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tako da imam ovoliko sadržaja

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za svoju web stranicu kad odem u mirovinu.

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Počinjao sam

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posaditi sjeme

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da sam htio sportsku emisiju.

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Već sam radio za Sirius

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u to vrijeme ovdje u LA-u

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radeći vrlo zabavan, seksi show

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pod nazivom "Grad striptizeta".

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A do 9. rujna 2013.

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Započeo sam svoj vrlo

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prva emisija sa Siriusom.

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"Lisa Ann radi fantasy." Bilo je

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moja prva sportska emisija.

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Znaš, rekao sam

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svojoj današnjoj djevojci, bio sam

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objašnjavajući joj ovo,

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i rekao sam, "Znaš,

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ti imas djecu a ja nemam.

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To je kao da si ponosan roditelj.

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„Kad gledaš fantasy

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a jedan od vaših igrača to radi

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što si očekivao,

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"ili čak i više

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nego što si očekivao,

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osjećaš se kao ponosni roditelj."

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[Čovjek]

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Ako djevojka želi dobiti

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sada u posao za odrasle,

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što ćeš joj reći?

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Hm, razgovarao bih s njom

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o tome zašto.

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Znaš, ulazi li ona

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posao jer ona želi

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da se seksualno istražuje?

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Ona osjeća da je više

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jedinstven od nekog drugog?

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Je li ona samo

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izvođač plaća?

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Ako je tako, što ona traži

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učiniti, velika slika?

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Jer neke djevojke misle,

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znaš,

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“Radit ću godinu dana

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ili dva i zaraditi nešto novca

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i stavite ga na stranu i zatim

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Napravit ću nešto drugo."

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A ja kažem: "Da, nisi

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radeći nešto drugo.

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Imat ćeš bilo kada

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drugi posao, netko će

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znaj što si učinio."

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Moraš završiti s tobom

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posao prije posla

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gotovo je s tobom.

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I mnogim ljudima,

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Vidio sam posao

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završi s njima

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prije nego što su bili spremni,

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i to je porazno.

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Otkad sam u mirovini,

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Obećao sam

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da bih čitao

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barem jednu knjigu tjedno.

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I osjećam se kao moj mozak

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počeo je ići u kašu

394
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jer je bilo tako lako biti

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najuspješnija porno zvijezda

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u poslu

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jer sve što sam morao učiniti

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je slijediti neke stvarno

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osnovne upute.

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Mislim da ne bih mogao

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udaljiti se od bića

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Lisa Ann porno zvijezda.

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Mislim da ne postoji država

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u koje bih se mogao preseliti

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gdje bi to bilo moguće.

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Moram prihvatiti

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ono što sam stavio tamo,

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i količinu godina

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da sam to stavio vani,

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i spremnost

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da sam to stavio vani,

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postoji nešto za prihvatiti

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u zamjenu za sigurnost

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koju sam sebi dao,

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onako kako sam ja mogao

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živjeti, avanture

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koje sam imao.

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Bočna traka je, naravno,

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svi znaju tko sam ja,

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i svi osjećaju

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ugodno mi prići.

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Moraš nešto razumjeti.

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Postoji utjeha kad tip

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vidi me da je mnogo drugačije

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nego kad vidi nogometnu loptu

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igrač ili košarkaš.

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Masturbirao je prema meni.

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Kad me pogleda,

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i uspostavljamo kontakt očima,

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i to svjetlucanje se dogodi,

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i on se sjeća

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svi ti trenuci,

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to je osjećaj,

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to je navala adrenalina,

435
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to je stvar, zar ne?

436
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Moram biti tako svjestan

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da sam ga stavio vani.

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Tko bih ja bio da kažem,

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“Ne, ne želim nikoga od vas

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više razgovarati o ovome.

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Želim da ovo nestane.

442
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Ja više nisam ona."

443
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Ja sam još uvijek ona.

444
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Bio sam gol.

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Nema štita

446
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Nosio sam to

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prekrio me da ne budem ja.

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I koristio sam svoje pravo ime,

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pa, znaš.

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[živahno čavrljanje]

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[žena]

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U pornografiji sam, da,

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ali i ja sam za

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transrodna industrija,

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što je vrlo mala niša.

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Pa da bi se moglo

457
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isticati se i imati plan izlaza,

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morate proizvoditi,

459
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morate usmjeriti.

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Morate preuzeti kontrolu

461
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vlastitog brenda

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i moći diktirati

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vlastitu budućnost.

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Dakle, uz to rečeno,

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zato sam se toliko trudio

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dobiti ova priznanja

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i moći se brendirati

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kao vrhunski izvođač.

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I na kraju

470
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moći razvijati

471
00:11:43,454 --> 00:11:47,999
moja vlastita agencija za modele,

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i ući i izaći, zar ne?

473
00:11:50,835 --> 00:11:53,130
I imati vlastitu obitelj.

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Sada imam 25 godina,

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pa sam dobio par

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još godina

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prije nego što definitivno želim

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da imam svoju djecu.

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[zujanje filmske rolne]

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[žena]

481
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Kad bih imao život nadživjeti...

482
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[Muškarac]

483
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Ne dolazi u obzir.

484
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Oh, znam.

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Ali samo kažem, ako jesam

486
00:12:17,946 --> 00:12:20,282
moram preživjeti svoj život--

487
00:12:20,324 --> 00:12:22,367
Što biste učinili?

488
00:12:22,409 --> 00:12:25,663
Živio bih život ispunjen...

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progutao...

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potrošeno...

491
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požudom.

492
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-Bi li?

493
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-Da.

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Progutao?

495
00:12:36,674 --> 00:12:38,133
Potrošeno.

496
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Sa požudom?

497
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Da.

498
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Što, dovraga, zašto ne?

499
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Malo je dovoljno

500
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raditi ovdje.

501
00:12:43,847 --> 00:12:46,517
Razbit će monotoniju.

502
00:12:46,558 --> 00:12:47,643
Oh, mogu li?

503
00:12:47,685 --> 00:12:48,810
Samo nakratko.

504
00:12:48,852 --> 00:12:50,061
Dogovoreno.

505
00:12:50,103 --> 00:12:51,605
Gledat ću te.

506
00:12:51,647 --> 00:12:53,190
Čim osjetim

507
00:12:51,647 --> 00:12:53,190
da ti je dosta,

508
00:12:53,231 --> 00:12:54,816
nazvat ću te,

509
00:12:53,231 --> 00:12:54,816
i bez gluposti.

510
00:12:54,858 --> 00:12:55,942
Oh, slažem se.

511
00:12:55,984 --> 00:12:58,111
Kada mogu početi?

512
00:12:59,363 --> 00:13:00,572
Sada.

513
00:13:01,948 --> 00:13:04,493
Samo prođi kroz ta vrata.

514
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[Spelvin]

515
00:13:17,589 --> 00:13:20,718
Bio sam spreman na sve

516
00:13:17,589 --> 00:13:20,718
do trenutka kada sam otišao u New York.

517
00:13:24,929 --> 00:13:28,808
Prijavio sam se da radim povjerenik

518
00:13:24,929 --> 00:13:28,808
za "Đavo u gospođici Jones".

519
00:13:28,850 --> 00:13:31,353
Pa kad sam otišao gore po

520
00:13:28,850 --> 00:13:31,353
novac za kupnju hrane,

521
00:13:31,395 --> 00:13:35,399
Jerry kaže,

522
00:13:31,395 --> 00:13:35,399
“Došao mi je tip da čita

523
00:13:31,395 --> 00:13:35,399
za vraga u ovom filmu.

524
00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:37,693
"bi li ti smetalo

525
00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:37,693
čitajući nasuprot njemu?

526
00:13:37,735 --> 00:13:39,444
„Jeste li ikada imali

527
00:13:37,735 --> 00:13:39,444
ima li glumačkog iskustva?"

528
00:13:39,486 --> 00:13:41,405
Rekao sam: "O, da."

529
00:13:39,486 --> 00:13:41,405
Bila sam glumica.

530
00:13:41,446 --> 00:13:43,323
– Ja sam glumica.

531
00:13:43,365 --> 00:13:45,242
A on je rekao: "Bi li ti smetalo

532
00:13:43,365 --> 00:13:45,242
čitati s njim?"

533
00:13:45,283 --> 00:13:47,244
– Naravno da nisam.

534
00:13:45,283 --> 00:13:47,244
Pa sam sjeo,

535
00:13:45,283 --> 00:13:47,244
čitamo scenu.

536
00:13:47,285 --> 00:13:49,329
I žvačem scenarij,

537
00:13:49,371 --> 00:13:51,498
znaš, imam

538
00:13:49,371 --> 00:13:51,498
sjajno vrijeme s ovim.

539
00:13:51,540 --> 00:13:53,208
I nakon što tip ode,

540
00:13:53,250 --> 00:13:54,376
on se naginje,

541
00:13:53,250 --> 00:13:54,376
rekao je,

542
00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:57,212
„Biste li htjeli

543
00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:57,212
igrati ulogu?"

544
00:13:57,254 --> 00:14:03,260
Glavna uloga u pravom filmu?

545
00:13:57,254 --> 00:14:03,260
Pa valjda je tako.

546
00:14:03,301 --> 00:14:05,929
Rekao sam: "Mogu li i ja kuhati?"

547
00:14:03,301 --> 00:14:05,929
Rekao je: "Da."

548
00:14:05,970 --> 00:14:07,681
Rekao je: "Platit ću ti

549
00:14:05,970 --> 00:14:07,681
100 dnevno za glumu,

550
00:14:07,723 --> 00:14:09,349
i 45 dnevno za kuhanje."

551
00:14:09,391 --> 00:14:12,561
To je za nas bilo ubijanje

552
00:14:09,391 --> 00:14:12,561
tih dana, da ti kažem.

553
00:14:12,603 --> 00:14:16,481
Pa smo otišli čačkati van

554
00:14:12,603 --> 00:14:16,481
u neko mjesto u New Jerseyju.

555
00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:18,900
I zato mi pomozite, časni sude,

556
00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:18,900
Mislim da je to bio New Jersey.

557
00:14:18,942 --> 00:14:22,362
Mogao je biti New York.

558
00:14:18,942 --> 00:14:22,362
Nemam pojma gdje je to bilo.

559
00:14:22,404 --> 00:14:26,991
Bila je to velika stara napuštena farma,

560
00:14:22,404 --> 00:14:26,991
s velikom starom stajom.

561
00:14:27,033 --> 00:14:31,037
I pomaknuli su film

562
00:14:27,033 --> 00:14:31,037
oprema u štalu,

563
00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:33,582
i živjeli smo u štaglju,

564
00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:33,582
i pucali smo u staju,

565
00:14:33,624 --> 00:14:35,751
i sjeli smo u aute

566
00:14:33,624 --> 00:14:35,751
i otišli smo kući.

567
00:14:35,793 --> 00:14:39,170
I tako sam i učinio

568
00:14:35,793 --> 00:14:39,170
"Đavo u gospođici Jones".

569
00:14:39,212 --> 00:14:44,175
Nemam pojma zašto

570
00:14:39,212 --> 00:14:44,175
"Đavo u gospođici Jones",

571
00:14:44,217 --> 00:14:48,388
jebeni film, priznajmo,

572
00:14:44,217 --> 00:14:48,388
porno, pornografski film,

573
00:14:48,430 --> 00:14:50,641
odjeknula kao što je

574
00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:55,353
s tako velikim rasponom

575
00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:55,353
Američko društvo tog vremena.

576
00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:58,189
Ali iz nekog razloga, dečko,

577
00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:58,189
samo je poprskalo

578
00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:03,654
u nešto što Judith Crist

579
00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:03,654
nazvan "porno šik".

580
00:15:03,695 --> 00:15:05,823
Ako me dodirneš, mogu sići.

581
00:15:05,864 --> 00:15:08,492
Sići ćemo zajedno.

582
00:15:05,864 --> 00:15:08,492
[dihtanje]

583
00:15:08,533 --> 00:15:12,287
Ako samo...

584
00:15:08,533 --> 00:15:12,287
samo stavi svoj kurac u mene.

585
00:15:12,329 --> 00:15:15,915
Želite li staviti

586
00:15:12,329 --> 00:15:15,915
tvoj kurac u meni?

587
00:15:12,329 --> 00:15:15,915
Onda možemo sići.

588
00:15:15,957 --> 00:15:20,128
[smijeh]

589
00:15:15,957 --> 00:15:20,128
Ljudi su išli kao parovi

590
00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:23,173
vidjeti hardcore

591
00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:23,173
pornografski filmovi,

592
00:15:23,214 --> 00:15:24,299
gledati filmove o seksu.

593
00:15:26,217 --> 00:15:28,637
Mislim, lijepi parovi.

594
00:15:28,679 --> 00:15:31,931
U to vrijeme nisam imao pojma

595
00:15:28,679 --> 00:15:31,931
da bilo tko koga sam poznavao,

596
00:15:31,973 --> 00:15:34,142
a još manje bilo tko da

597
00:15:31,973 --> 00:15:34,142
Bio sam u rodu s

598
00:15:34,184 --> 00:15:35,935
bi ikada pogledao ovaj film.

599
00:15:37,103 --> 00:15:39,481
I, hm, jesu.

600
00:15:39,523 --> 00:15:40,774
[smijeh]

601
00:15:40,816 --> 00:15:43,151
I morao sam reći,

602
00:15:40,816 --> 00:15:43,151
"Da, to sam bio ja."

603
00:15:43,193 --> 00:15:46,488
"Da, brate dragi,

604
00:15:43,193 --> 00:15:46,488
to je bila tvoja sestra."

605
00:15:46,530 --> 00:15:50,074
Bio je to trenutak istine

606
00:15:46,530 --> 00:15:50,074
u mom životu.

607
00:15:52,661 --> 00:15:55,288
i rekao sam,

608
00:15:52,661 --> 00:15:55,288
"Kako mama to podnosi?"

609
00:15:55,330 --> 00:15:57,165
A on je rekao,

610
00:15:55,330 --> 00:15:57,165
„Pa, znaš mamu.

611
00:15:57,207 --> 00:16:00,084
Ona se kotrlja s bilo kojim udarcem

612
00:15:57,207 --> 00:16:00,084
to joj dođe na put,"

613
00:16:00,126 --> 00:16:01,920
i ona je, znaš.

614
00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:10,011
Uh, nikad nije rekla

615
00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:10,011
— Opraštam ti.

616
00:16:10,053 --> 00:16:15,183
Ali skoro je rekla,

617
00:16:10,053 --> 00:16:15,183
"Razumijem" prije nego što je umrla.

618
00:16:17,895 --> 00:16:20,397
Nisam baš

619
00:16:17,895 --> 00:16:20,397
izaći iz posla.

620
00:16:20,438 --> 00:16:22,566
Posao

621
00:16:20,438 --> 00:16:22,566
nekako me izišlo.

622
00:16:22,607 --> 00:16:26,361
Svaki film koji sam snimio bio je posljednji

623
00:16:22,607 --> 00:16:26,361
film koji sam ikada namjeravao raditi.

624
00:16:26,403 --> 00:16:28,446
I never sought out the films.

625
00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:31,533
Ljudi bi me zvali i pitali

626
00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:31,533
kad bih radila, kad bih bila zaposlena.

627
00:16:31,575 --> 00:16:33,159
I obično bih rekao,

628
00:16:33,201 --> 00:16:37,038
"Pa, stvarno ne želim,

629
00:16:33,201 --> 00:16:37,038
ali dobro, još jedan."

630
00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:41,543
Pa sam dobio ovaj jako dobar posao,

631
00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:41,543
and it was a nine-to-five job

632
00:16:41,585 --> 00:16:42,836
i oduzeo mi vrijeme.

633
00:16:42,878 --> 00:16:45,547
Tu i tamo bih

634
00:16:42,878 --> 00:16:45,547
dobiti poziv za snimanje filma,

635
00:16:45,589 --> 00:16:49,050
i ja bih uzeo

636
00:16:45,589 --> 00:16:49,050
tjedan dana odmora

637
00:16:49,092 --> 00:16:51,052
i pobjeći i snimiti film.

638
00:16:51,094 --> 00:16:54,138
I jednog dana, moj šef

639
00:16:51,094 --> 00:16:54,138
pozvao me i rekao,

640
00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:57,726
„Ideš li

641
00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:57,726
snimiti jedan od tih filmova?"

642
00:16:57,768 --> 00:17:00,270
A ja sam rekao, "Pa, da."

643
00:17:00,311 --> 00:17:02,689
Rekao je: "Doneseno je

644
00:17:00,311 --> 00:17:02,689
na moju pozornost

645
00:17:02,731 --> 00:17:06,568
„da neki od odbora

646
00:17:02,731 --> 00:17:06,568
redatelja su svjesni

647
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:08,570
da ste učinili

648
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:08,570
neki od ovih filmova."

649
00:17:08,612 --> 00:17:12,198
A ja sam rekao: "Ovo je

650
00:17:08,612 --> 00:17:12,198
posljednji, obećavam."

651
00:17:12,240 --> 00:17:14,952
Rekao je: "Oh, u redu.

652
00:17:12,240 --> 00:17:14,952
Ja ću im to reći."

653
00:17:14,993 --> 00:17:18,329
I bilo je.

654
00:17:14,993 --> 00:17:18,329
[smijeh]

655
00:17:18,371 --> 00:17:21,291
ne znam što

656
00:17:18,371 --> 00:17:21,291
današnji filmovi za odrasle su.

657
00:17:21,332 --> 00:17:24,586
pretpostavljam

658
00:17:21,332 --> 00:17:24,586
sve je na webu.

659
00:17:24,628 --> 00:17:29,299
Ili na video kaseti

660
00:17:24,628 --> 00:17:29,299
ili kazete ili neki medij.

661
00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:33,720
Sumnjam da ih ima

662
00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:33,720
kako smo to zvali

663
00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:33,720
"kuće za moždani udar"

664
00:17:33,762 --> 00:17:37,307
više okolo.

665
00:17:33,762 --> 00:17:37,307
[smijeh]

666
00:17:37,348 --> 00:17:39,601
Znate, kad ste kupili

667
00:17:37,348 --> 00:17:39,601
kutija za kokice

668
00:17:39,643 --> 00:17:42,646
i izvadio dno

669
00:17:39,643 --> 00:17:42,646
i bacio kokice.

670
00:17:42,687 --> 00:17:45,023
[čovjek se smije]

671
00:17:45,106 --> 00:17:46,817
Ili ste ponijeli cilindar.

672
00:17:46,858 --> 00:17:49,319
[oboje se smiju]

673
00:17:49,360 --> 00:17:52,781
Uglavnom,

674
00:17:49,360 --> 00:17:52,781
bilo je to divno putovanje.

675
00:17:52,823 --> 00:17:55,784
Ja tu i tamo

676
00:17:52,823 --> 00:17:55,784
dobiti osjećaj,

677
00:17:55,826 --> 00:17:59,454
da, vjerojatno postoji veliki

678
00:17:55,826 --> 00:17:59,454
vodopad negdje

679
00:17:59,496 --> 00:18:00,831
tamo u daljini.

680
00:18:00,872 --> 00:18:03,416
Nekako to mogu čuti

681
00:18:00,872 --> 00:18:03,416
tutnjava tu i tamo,

682
00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:06,628
ali što ću

683
00:18:03,458 --> 00:18:06,628
učiniti s tim?

684
00:18:06,670 --> 00:18:09,130
Stvari koje jesam

685
00:18:06,670 --> 00:18:09,130
najzahvalniji za

686
00:18:09,172 --> 00:18:11,675
susreli su se

687
00:18:09,172 --> 00:18:11,675
ljubav mog života--

688
00:18:11,716 --> 00:18:14,218
ne može svatko to učiniti--

689
00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:16,721
i ne samo upoznavši

690
00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:16,721
ljubav mog života,

691
00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:19,975
imajući ga osjetiti

692
00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:19,975
isto o meni,

693
00:18:20,017 --> 00:18:22,853
kako bismo mogli

694
00:18:20,017 --> 00:18:22,853
izgraditi zajednički život

695
00:18:22,894 --> 00:18:25,981
u ovome apsolutno

696
00:18:22,894 --> 00:18:25,981
divan mali raj

697
00:18:26,023 --> 00:18:27,899
koje možemo zvati kući,

698
00:18:27,941 --> 00:18:30,735
ovdje pod slavnim

699
00:18:27,941 --> 00:18:30,735
Hollywood znak.

700
00:18:35,949 --> 00:18:38,910
U mom svijetu-- i ja sam

701
00:18:35,949 --> 00:18:38,910
psihički čitač za život--

702
00:18:38,952 --> 00:18:41,454
tako da nemamo vremenske linije

703
00:18:41,496 --> 00:18:44,290
jer vrijeme je beskonačno

704
00:18:41,496 --> 00:18:44,290
u mom svijetu.

705
00:18:44,332 --> 00:18:46,751
Dakle, nema ni izlaza ni ulaza.

706
00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:50,714
Sve je to samo veliki div

707
00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:50,714
konglomerat radosti i ljubavi.

708
00:18:50,755 --> 00:18:52,757
Dakle, ne, nemam

709
00:18:50,755 --> 00:18:52,757
odgovor na to pitanje.

710
00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:56,386
Ali planiram plesati, nastupati,

711
00:18:56,427 --> 00:18:59,347
ples sa zmijama i igranje,

712
00:18:56,427 --> 00:18:59,347
dok ne osjetim

713
00:18:59,389 --> 00:19:01,683
da mi srce kaže

714
00:18:59,389 --> 00:19:01,683
učiniti nešto drugačije.

715
00:19:01,725 --> 00:19:03,852
Dakle, može biti beskonačno,

716
00:19:03,894 --> 00:19:05,478
moglo bi biti sutra,

717
00:19:03,894 --> 00:19:05,478
moglo je biti jučer,

718
00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:07,313
moglo bi biti

719
00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:07,313
pet godina od sada,

720
00:19:07,355 --> 00:19:08,940
moglo bi biti mjesec dana.

721
00:19:12,694 --> 00:19:16,031
Oh, vidiš? Darren James.

722
00:19:16,073 --> 00:19:18,157
Upravo sada imamo

723
00:19:16,073 --> 00:19:18,157
lijepa dama.

724
00:19:18,199 --> 00:19:20,077
Natrag malo

725
00:19:18,199 --> 00:19:20,077
i pogledajte je.

726
00:19:20,118 --> 00:19:21,536
Pogledaj ovo tijelo.

727
00:19:21,578 --> 00:19:23,121
kako se zoves

728
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,248
-Lara.

729
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,248
-Lara.

730
00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:27,625
koliko imaš godina

731
00:19:27,667 --> 00:19:29,335
Hm, 19?

732
00:19:29,377 --> 00:19:31,421
19. Sviđa mi se to.

733
00:19:49,981 --> 00:19:53,110
[Emiter 1]

734
00:19:49,981 --> 00:19:53,110
I strah od HIV-a je navodno

735
00:19:49,981 --> 00:19:53,110
zatvoriti porno industriju

736
00:19:53,151 --> 00:19:54,986
nakon Darrena Jamesa

737
00:19:53,151 --> 00:19:54,986
zaražen virusom

738
00:19:55,028 --> 00:19:57,280
nakon povratka u SAD,

739
00:19:55,028 --> 00:19:57,280
nakon snimanja u Brazilu.

740
00:19:57,321 --> 00:19:59,157
[Emiter 2]

741
00:19:57,321 --> 00:19:59,157
Otkriveno je

742
00:19:57,321 --> 00:19:59,157
da tri glumice

743
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,159
koji je radio s Jamesom

744
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,159
nedugo nakon njegova povratka

745
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:02,326
u Sjedinjene Države

746
00:20:02,368 --> 00:20:04,245
također se zarazio.

747
00:20:04,287 --> 00:20:06,706
[Emiter 3]

748
00:20:04,287 --> 00:20:06,706
Tjedan dana kasnije, pojavio se

749
00:20:04,287 --> 00:20:06,706
u bolnici okruga San Diego

750
00:20:06,748 --> 00:20:08,541
oporavljajući se od

751
00:20:06,748 --> 00:20:08,541
očigledan pokušaj samoubojstva.

752
00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:10,293
[Emiter 4]

753
00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:10,293
Sredovječan je

754
00:20:08,583 --> 00:20:10,293
crni porno glumac

755
00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:11,711
koji je htio biti policajac.

756
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:19,510
[James]

757
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:19,510
Ovo neće biti

758
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:19,510
tragedija za mene.

759
00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:21,471
To je početak.

760
00:20:26,184 --> 00:20:27,936
Imaš razlog biti ovdje.

761
00:20:27,978 --> 00:20:29,604
Imat ćeš

762
00:20:27,978 --> 00:20:29,604
da to shvatim.

763
00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:36,402
Pretpostavljam da sam bio prestar

764
00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:36,402
i ružno je umrijeti,

765
00:20:36,444 --> 00:20:41,407
ali preživio sam,

766
00:20:36,444 --> 00:20:41,407
i vratio sam se.

767
00:20:51,501 --> 00:20:55,797
[svirati

768
00:20:51,501 --> 00:20:55,797
"Zvjezdani stijeg"]

769
00:21:01,011 --> 00:21:02,762
Ja sam iz Detroita.

770
00:21:02,804 --> 00:21:07,266
I počeo sam prije mnogo godina,

771
00:21:02,804 --> 00:21:07,266
Mornarica Sjedinjenih Država, 1982.

772
00:21:07,308 --> 00:21:11,021
Budući da sam Seabee, to me naučilo

773
00:21:07,308 --> 00:21:11,021
puno o... ekipi,

774
00:21:11,062 --> 00:21:12,396
samo biti tim.

775
00:21:12,438 --> 00:21:15,233
Turneje po cijelom svijetu.

776
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:18,028
I kad sam bio u Portoriku,

777
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:18,028
Upoznao sam neke Navy SEAL-e

778
00:21:18,069 --> 00:21:20,822
u to vrijeme,

779
00:21:18,069 --> 00:21:20,822
jer smo imali kamp za obuku

780
00:21:18,069 --> 00:21:20,822
tik do tih momaka.

781
00:21:20,864 --> 00:21:23,616
I ti dečki

782
00:21:20,864 --> 00:21:23,616
upravo me provalio.

783
00:21:23,658 --> 00:21:26,577
Mislim, školovali su me

784
00:21:23,658 --> 00:21:26,577
o sebi, svom životu.

785
00:21:26,619 --> 00:21:28,412
Bilo je to kao bratstvo.

786
00:21:28,454 --> 00:21:30,581
I to me nečemu naučilo.

787
00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:34,794
Što se tiče mjesta gdje sam sada,

788
00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:34,794
to je kao...

789
00:21:34,836 --> 00:21:39,841
Ne mogu ostaviti svoju braću

790
00:21:34,836 --> 00:21:39,841
koji su bili u pornografiji

791
00:21:34,836 --> 00:21:39,841
industrija iza.

792
00:21:39,883 --> 00:21:42,802
Zato govorim o,

793
00:21:39,883 --> 00:21:42,802
znaš,

794
00:21:42,844 --> 00:21:44,929
biti s pitanjem kondoma

795
00:21:42,844 --> 00:21:44,929
i sve ostalo.

796
00:21:44,971 --> 00:21:49,184
I dajem sve od sebe

797
00:21:44,971 --> 00:21:49,184
podržati ove tipove.

798
00:21:49,226 --> 00:21:51,769
Čestitam, regrut.

799
00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:54,064
- Dobar posao.

800
00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:54,064
- Hvala, gospodine.

801
00:21:55,148 --> 00:21:56,733
Čestitam, regrut.

802
00:21:56,774 --> 00:21:57,901
Hvala.

803
00:21:57,942 --> 00:22:00,070
Dobar posao.

804
00:21:57,942 --> 00:22:00,070
Mmm.

805
00:22:00,111 --> 00:22:02,655
Onda, kad se popnete

806
00:22:00,111 --> 00:22:02,655
izvana, to je kao,

807
00:22:00,111 --> 00:22:02,655
“Čekaj malo.

808
00:22:02,697 --> 00:22:04,949
“Ovo je bila stvarnost.

809
00:22:02,697 --> 00:22:04,949
Trebam posao."

810
00:22:04,991 --> 00:22:06,701
Upao sam u porno industriju

811
00:22:06,743 --> 00:22:09,370
i bilo je samo

812
00:22:06,743 --> 00:22:09,370
jedna svirka za drugom.

813
00:22:09,412 --> 00:22:13,708
-[brza paljba]

814
00:22:09,412 --> 00:22:13,708
-[brujanje motora aviona]

815
00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:16,502
Otprilike u vrijeme

816
00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:16,502
kad sam radio,

817
00:22:16,544 --> 00:22:19,089
Nisam se mogao sjetiti

818
00:22:16,544 --> 00:22:19,089
ako sam ga tamo dobio.

819
00:22:19,130 --> 00:22:21,632
Ne bih ti mogao ni reći je li

820
00:22:19,130 --> 00:22:21,632
Dobio sam ga prije nego što sam otišao.

821
00:22:21,674 --> 00:22:23,593
Jednostavno ne znamo

822
00:22:21,674 --> 00:22:23,593
jer sam toliko radio

823
00:22:23,634 --> 00:22:26,763
u tom vremenskom razdoblju

824
00:22:23,634 --> 00:22:26,763
kad sam bila zaražena.

825
00:22:26,804 --> 00:22:31,101
Ali sjećam se da nisam osjećao

826
00:22:26,804 --> 00:22:31,101
kao vruće kad sam stigao u Brazil

827
00:22:31,142 --> 00:22:33,477
kod ovog posebnog

828
00:22:31,142 --> 00:22:33,477
vrijeme kad sam radio.

829
00:22:33,519 --> 00:22:35,980
Radili smo veliku orgiju.

830
00:22:36,022 --> 00:22:38,566
Vjerojatno je bio moj

831
00:22:36,022 --> 00:22:38,566
druga orgija kad sam stigao.

832
00:22:38,608 --> 00:22:40,235
Bila sam tako umorna i iscrpljena.

833
00:22:40,277 --> 00:22:42,153
Mislio sam da jest

834
00:22:40,277 --> 00:22:42,153
samo sam bio prezaposlen.

835
00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:45,115
Učenje kako ovaj virus radi,

836
00:22:45,156 --> 00:22:48,118
to je vjerojatno u to vrijeme

837
00:22:45,156 --> 00:22:48,118
gdje sam se vjerojatno zarazio

838
00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:49,702
a nije ni znao.

839
00:22:49,744 --> 00:22:51,871
Teško je zaključiti

840
00:22:49,744 --> 00:22:51,871
i doći do zaključka

841
00:22:51,913 --> 00:22:53,998
gdje sam ga nabavio.

842
00:22:51,913 --> 00:22:53,998
To je problem.

843
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:55,792
To je siva zona.

844
00:22:55,833 --> 00:22:57,501
Ja samo-- Znaš,

845
00:22:55,833 --> 00:22:57,501
da imam kondom,

846
00:22:57,543 --> 00:22:59,837
ovo vjerojatno

847
00:22:57,543 --> 00:22:59,837
ne bi se dogodilo.

848
00:22:59,879 --> 00:23:01,923
Razdoblje. Ovo vjerojatno

849
00:22:59,879 --> 00:23:01,923
ne bi se dogodilo.

850
00:23:06,219 --> 00:23:08,638
Znaš, ne razmišljam

851
00:23:06,219 --> 00:23:08,638
ovo bi se ikada dogodilo.

852
00:23:08,679 --> 00:23:11,057
Porno industrija, ovo bi

853
00:23:08,679 --> 00:23:11,057
nikad-- ovo nikad ne bih dobio.

854
00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:13,559
Ali način na koji moj

855
00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:13,559
karijera je završila

856
00:23:13,601 --> 00:23:15,603
moja je obitelj bila u crkvi.

857
00:23:17,188 --> 00:23:19,316
Dobivam dijagnozu, u isto vrijeme,

858
00:23:19,357 --> 00:23:21,025
sve je gotovo

859
00:23:19,357 --> 00:23:21,025
vijesti u Detroitu.

860
00:23:22,319 --> 00:23:24,237
Dakle ljudi

861
00:23:22,319 --> 00:23:24,237
doznavši upravo tamo.

862
00:23:25,696 --> 00:23:27,365
Ali iz nekog razloga,

863
00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:28,992
crkva

864
00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:28,992
bio dovoljno pametan--

865
00:23:29,033 --> 00:23:30,534
Nisam vidio ove

866
00:23:29,033 --> 00:23:30,534
ljudi u godinama--

867
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,495
sad imaj na umu,

868
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,495
Nije me bilo godinama.

869
00:23:32,536 --> 00:23:34,789
I've been gone from home,

870
00:23:34,831 --> 00:23:37,917
i ovi ljudi

871
00:23:34,831 --> 00:23:37,917
zaštitio me i tada.

872
00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:41,045
Zauzeli su se za mene

873
00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:41,045
čak i tada.

874
00:23:41,087 --> 00:23:42,880
Nisam znala

875
00:23:41,087 --> 00:23:42,880
dok nisam čuo kasnije.

876
00:23:46,009 --> 00:23:47,927
They stood up by me even then.

877
00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:57,937
If it wasn't for the individuals

878
00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:57,937
Sreo sam u svojoj prošlosti,

879
00:23:57,979 --> 00:24:00,898
Još uvijek sam imao to sjećanje, kao,

880
00:23:57,979 --> 00:24:00,898
svi ovi Navy SEAL-i koje sam upoznao

881
00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:03,193
ili vojnici koje sam upoznao

882
00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:03,193
koji se bavio borilačkim vještinama.

883
00:24:03,234 --> 00:24:05,236
Dotjerali su me.

884
00:24:03,234 --> 00:24:05,236
Upravo sam to vratio.

885
00:24:05,278 --> 00:24:08,072
Donio sam to kući

886
00:24:05,278 --> 00:24:08,072
i upravo sišao s mog dupeta.

887
00:24:08,114 --> 00:24:10,574
Ustao s kauča jednog dana.

888
00:24:08,114 --> 00:24:10,574
Vrati se u teretanu.

889
00:24:10,616 --> 00:24:13,370
Jer, znaš, ne mogu

890
00:24:10,616 --> 00:24:13,370
pomoći nikome ako ja nisam

891
00:24:10,616 --> 00:24:13,370
pomažući sebi.

892
00:24:13,411 --> 00:24:16,539
Jer biti javni govornik,

893
00:24:13,411 --> 00:24:16,539
moraš moći sigurnosno kopirati

894
00:24:13,411 --> 00:24:16,539
što propovijedaš.

895
00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:19,292
Znate, oni ne žele

896
00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:19,292
pogledati nekoga

897
00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:19,292
to se sve raspada,

898
00:24:19,334 --> 00:24:22,086
tipična stigma

899
00:24:19,334 --> 00:24:22,086
biti pozitivan.

900
00:24:22,128 --> 00:24:24,214
"Oh, ovaj tip izgleda bolesno."

901
00:24:22,128 --> 00:24:24,214
Zajebi to.

902
00:24:24,255 --> 00:24:25,798
Znaš, moram to učiniti, čovječe.

903
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:27,550
Moraš izaći

904
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:27,550
i učiniti nešto.

905
00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:29,260
znate I nastavi davati.

906
00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:32,471
Koliko mogu

907
00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:32,471
dok još imam vremena

908
00:24:29,302 --> 00:24:32,471
na satu.

909
00:24:32,513 --> 00:24:35,392
I dobio sam puno više posla

910
00:24:32,513 --> 00:24:35,392
učiniti. znate

911
00:24:35,433 --> 00:24:37,018
tko zna

912
00:24:35,433 --> 00:24:37,018
Možda me netko vidi,

913
00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:39,187
i samo učini isto da pomogneš

914
00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:39,187
netko drugi, to je sve.

915
00:24:39,229 --> 00:24:41,939
-U pomoć, taj bar?

916
00:24:39,229 --> 00:24:41,939
-Da.

917
00:24:41,981 --> 00:24:44,442
Rich Piano mi je to pokazao.

918
00:24:41,981 --> 00:24:44,442
Samo odradi ono brzo.

919
00:24:44,483 --> 00:24:46,027
[smijeh]

920
00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:48,029
[James]

921
00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:48,029
Puno puta kada

922
00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:48,029
postavili ste dijagnozu,

923
00:24:48,071 --> 00:24:49,447
ljudi, znate,

924
00:24:48,071 --> 00:24:49,447
dobivamo poricanje.

925
00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:50,990
Bio sam tamo.

926
00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:50,990
Ne želiš ništa učiniti.

927
00:24:51,032 --> 00:24:52,533
Ah, samo odustani.

928
00:24:51,032 --> 00:24:52,533
Ne možete.

929
00:24:52,575 --> 00:24:56,787
Kao i rak, bilo koji

930
00:24:52,575 --> 00:24:56,787
bolesti koju dobiješ,

931
00:24:56,829 --> 00:24:58,373
čovječe, moraš ustati

932
00:24:56,829 --> 00:24:58,373
i krenuti dalje.

933
00:24:58,415 --> 00:25:02,043
Postaješ bolji radeći

934
00:24:58,415 --> 00:25:02,043
nešto za sebe,

935
00:24:58,415 --> 00:25:02,043
znaš?

936
00:25:02,085 --> 00:25:05,255
Reći ću još nekome,

937
00:25:02,085 --> 00:25:05,255
svi mi preživjeli

938
00:25:02,085 --> 00:25:05,255
kad je ovo u pitanju.

939
00:25:05,296 --> 00:25:09,217
Znaš, ovo nije

940
00:25:05,296 --> 00:25:09,217
bit će tragedija za mene.

941
00:25:09,259 --> 00:25:10,301
To je početak.

942
00:25:13,346 --> 00:25:17,475
Žalim zbog toga

943
00:25:13,346 --> 00:25:17,475
U to vrijeme nisam izašao

944
00:25:13,346 --> 00:25:17,475
kad sam trebao.

945
00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:19,685
Jer bilo je jedno razdoblje

946
00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:19,685
Izašao sam. dao sam otkaz.

947
00:25:19,727 --> 00:25:22,813
Jednostavno nisam to htio učiniti.

948
00:25:19,727 --> 00:25:22,813
Znaš, proradio mi je moral.

949
00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:27,318
A onda me netko ponovno nazvao

950
00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:27,318
s pristojnim proračunom.

951
00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:29,362
A vjerojatno bismo mogli

952
00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:29,362
dobiti te u ugovoru.

953
00:25:29,404 --> 00:25:30,863
skočio sam na njega.

954
00:25:31,989 --> 00:25:33,950
Trebao sam izaći.

955
00:25:33,991 --> 00:25:37,995
Zbog toga žalim.

956
00:25:33,991 --> 00:25:37,995
Nisam napravio taj potez.

957
00:25:38,037 --> 00:25:40,831
Kao i sve drugo, nedostaje mi

958
00:25:38,037 --> 00:25:40,831
putovanja i ljudi.

959
00:25:40,873 --> 00:25:42,750
Iza scene, ekipa.

960
00:25:42,792 --> 00:25:45,711
Znaš, neke sam stvarno upoznao

961
00:25:42,792 --> 00:25:45,711
zanimljivi ljudi koji

962
00:25:42,792 --> 00:25:45,711
otvorila mi oči.

963
00:25:45,753 --> 00:25:47,671
Ima dobrih ljudi

964
00:25:45,753 --> 00:25:47,671
u industriji.

965
00:25:47,713 --> 00:25:49,006
Ima puno toga

966
00:25:47,713 --> 00:25:49,006
dobrih ljudi.

967
00:25:49,048 --> 00:25:51,050
Ali ne možeš razgovarati, znaš?

968
00:25:51,092 --> 00:25:52,843
Idete protiv

969
00:25:51,092 --> 00:25:52,843
zrno, ispao si.

970
00:25:52,885 --> 00:25:56,097
To je bio njihov prihod.

971
00:25:52,885 --> 00:25:56,097
Kao i svi drugi, i mi smo

972
00:25:52,885 --> 00:25:56,097
svi zarađujući za život.

973
00:25:56,139 --> 00:26:00,143
Ali moći ustati

974
00:25:56,139 --> 00:26:00,143
protiv toga,

975
00:26:00,184 --> 00:26:02,312
prvi u povijesti

976
00:26:00,184 --> 00:26:02,312
suprotstaviti se...

977
00:26:02,353 --> 00:26:05,440
Mislim ići tako hardcore

978
00:26:02,353 --> 00:26:05,440
protiv industrije,

979
00:26:05,482 --> 00:26:08,692
kako bi pokazali da su imali neke

980
00:26:05,482 --> 00:26:08,692
stvari koje su bile pogrešne

981
00:26:05,482 --> 00:26:08,692
a onda se pozabavi...

982
00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:12,029
Ne žalim zbog toga.

983
00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:16,409
Jer ne možete štedjeti

984
00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:16,409
svi, ali mogu pokušati.

985
00:26:16,451 --> 00:26:18,702
Neće im se svidjeti,

986
00:26:16,451 --> 00:26:18,702
ali nastavit ću pokušavati.

987
00:26:26,627 --> 00:26:28,712
U Kaliforniji postoji

988
00:26:26,627 --> 00:26:28,712
guranje upravo sada,

989
00:26:28,754 --> 00:26:30,507
prvenstveno iz jedne organizacije,

990
00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:33,717
pokušati natjerati izvođače

991
00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:33,717
nositi kondome

992
00:26:33,759 --> 00:26:36,387
među ostalom sigurnosnom opremom,

993
00:26:33,759 --> 00:26:36,387
u svakom trenutku.

994
00:26:36,429 --> 00:26:38,264
A istina je

995
00:26:38,306 --> 00:26:40,641
postoje negativni

996
00:26:38,306 --> 00:26:40,641
učinci kondoma.

997
00:26:40,683 --> 00:26:42,601
Ali nije nam dopušteno

998
00:26:40,683 --> 00:26:42,601
govoriti o njima

999
00:26:42,643 --> 00:26:45,688
jer je tako teško

1000
00:26:42,643 --> 00:26:45,688
kako bi ih ljudi koristili

1001
00:26:42,643 --> 00:26:45,688
na prvom mjestu.

1002
00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:48,399
Možete zamisliti da nije

1003
00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:48,399
vrlo popularna tema.

1004
00:26:48,441 --> 00:26:51,777
Istina je

1005
00:26:48,441 --> 00:26:51,777
kada ljudi koriste kondome,

1006
00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:53,488
u usporedbi

1007
00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:53,488
ne koristiti kondome,

1008
00:26:53,530 --> 00:26:56,157
to je testirano na ljudima

1009
00:26:53,530 --> 00:26:56,157
unutar istog partnera,

1010
00:26:56,199 --> 00:26:58,784
da korištenje kondoma čini

1011
00:26:56,199 --> 00:26:58,784
povećati prisutnost

1012
00:26:58,826 --> 00:27:01,329
od tri različite vrste

1013
00:26:58,826 --> 00:27:01,329
barem bakterija,

1014
00:26:58,826 --> 00:27:01,329
u vagini,

1015
00:27:01,371 --> 00:27:04,040
a također uzrokuje eritem,

1016
00:27:01,371 --> 00:27:04,040
ili crvenilo u vulvi,

1017
00:27:04,081 --> 00:27:06,584
koji je dosljedan

1018
00:27:04,081 --> 00:27:06,584
s više kidanja.

1019
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:09,295
Dakle ako izvođači

1020
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:09,295
testiraju,

1021
00:27:09,337 --> 00:27:11,130
i znaju

1022
00:27:09,337 --> 00:27:11,130
da su čisti,

1023
00:27:11,172 --> 00:27:12,840
korištenjem kondoma,

1024
00:27:11,172 --> 00:27:12,840
vjerojatno su

1025
00:27:12,882 --> 00:27:15,134
povećavajući njihov rizik

1026
00:27:12,882 --> 00:27:15,134
bakterijske infekcije.

1027
00:27:15,176 --> 00:27:18,762
Dakle, oni zapravo imaju stvarno

1028
00:27:15,176 --> 00:27:18,762
dobra osnova za argumentiranje

1029
00:27:18,804 --> 00:27:21,015
korištenje kondoma,

1030
00:27:18,804 --> 00:27:21,015
posebno u kontekstu,

1031
00:27:21,057 --> 00:27:22,600
na način da

1032
00:27:21,057 --> 00:27:22,600
oni ih koriste.

1033
00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:25,686
Jer postoji neki povezan

1034
00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:25,686
povećani rizik s njim.

1035
00:27:25,728 --> 00:27:28,022
Međutim, možete

1036
00:27:25,728 --> 00:27:28,022
zamislite trzaj koljena

1037
00:27:28,064 --> 00:27:30,233
na takvu vrstu odgovora.

1038
00:27:30,274 --> 00:27:34,028
Pogotovo, znaš, ja radim

1039
00:27:30,274 --> 00:27:34,028
s puno istraživača HIV-a.

1040
00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:36,447
ne želimo

1041
00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:36,447
voditi ovaj razgovor.

1042
00:27:36,489 --> 00:27:40,618
Samo zato što je tako teško

1043
00:27:36,489 --> 00:27:40,618
dobiti ljude koji nisu

1044
00:27:36,489 --> 00:27:40,618
testiran kao i izvođači

1045
00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:42,412
koristiti kondome

1046
00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:42,412
na prvom mjestu.

1047
00:27:42,453 --> 00:27:44,163
Mrzili bismo

1048
00:27:42,453 --> 00:27:44,163
obeshrabriti njihovu upotrebu

1049
00:27:44,205 --> 00:27:45,956
među tom vrstom ljudi.

1050
00:27:45,998 --> 00:27:48,042
Ali mislim da među izvođačima,

1051
00:27:48,084 --> 00:27:50,836
vjerojatno je vrlo razumno

1052
00:27:48,084 --> 00:27:50,836
dopustiti im da donesu tu odluku.

1053
00:28:02,848 --> 00:28:07,186
Ova slika je najbrža

1054
00:28:02,848 --> 00:28:07,186
slikanje koje sam ikad radio.

1055
00:28:07,228 --> 00:28:09,146
Moj dečko i ja smo bili...

1056
00:28:09,188 --> 00:28:11,232
Znaš kako ulaziš

1057
00:28:09,188 --> 00:28:11,232
male svađe, male svađe?

1058
00:28:11,274 --> 00:28:13,234
Svađali smo se

1059
00:28:11,274 --> 00:28:13,234
i otišao sam u krevet,

1060
00:28:13,276 --> 00:28:16,279
i nisam mogao spavati.

1061
00:28:13,276 --> 00:28:16,279
Bila sam bijesna na njega.

1062
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:18,739
I ustao sam, bilo je

1063
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:18,739
tri sata ujutro,

1064
00:28:18,781 --> 00:28:21,700
i sišao sam i zgrabio sam

1065
00:28:18,781 --> 00:28:21,700
moje najveće platno koje sam imao,

1066
00:28:21,742 --> 00:28:24,287
i samo pusti sve van.

1067
00:28:24,328 --> 00:28:25,913
Tako je većina

1068
00:28:24,328 --> 00:28:25,913
mojih slika idu.

1069
00:28:25,955 --> 00:28:28,916
Znaš, ja ih nemam

1070
00:28:25,955 --> 00:28:28,916
trening, to je ono što osjećam.

1071
00:28:28,958 --> 00:28:31,210
Dakle, ovaj

1072
00:28:28,958 --> 00:28:31,210
zove se "Mad Love".

1073
00:28:31,252 --> 00:28:32,836
[smijeh]

1074
00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:35,172
I zapravo je

1075
00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:35,172
jedan od mojih omiljenih.

1076
00:28:44,807 --> 00:28:48,144
Grr. Arf. Arf.

1077
00:28:44,807 --> 00:28:48,144
Odustani od toga.

1078
00:28:48,185 --> 00:28:50,438
[Ginger Lynn]

1079
00:28:48,185 --> 00:28:50,438
Porijeklom sam iz

1080
00:28:48,185 --> 00:28:50,438
Rockford, Illinois.

1081
00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:53,983
A postoje dvije stvari

1082
00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:53,983
koji je došao iz Rockforda

1083
00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:53,983
koji su poznati.

1084
00:28:54,024 --> 00:28:56,235
Jeftini trik i Ginger Lynn.

1085
00:28:56,277 --> 00:29:00,239
[svira rock glazba]

1086
00:29:07,163 --> 00:29:10,207
Pornografija, otišla je iz

1087
00:29:07,163 --> 00:29:10,207
mjesto gdje

1088
00:29:10,249 --> 00:29:12,627
sjedili ste u kazalištu

1089
00:29:10,249 --> 00:29:12,627
u kabanici i izdrkao

1090
00:29:12,669 --> 00:29:16,172
da ste kupili videorekorder, a vi

1091
00:29:12,669 --> 00:29:16,172
dobio film Ginger Lynn.

1092
00:29:17,214 --> 00:29:19,967
Bila sam jedna od prvih djevojaka

1093
00:29:20,009 --> 00:29:22,428
to nije izgledalo

1094
00:29:20,009 --> 00:29:22,428
Učinio sam što sam učinio.

1095
00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:25,306
postao sam

1096
00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:25,306
tako dobro poznato tako brzo.

1097
00:29:25,348 --> 00:29:28,392
Puno glavnih glumaca

1098
00:29:25,348 --> 00:29:28,392
znao tko sam.

1099
00:29:28,434 --> 00:29:32,062
Bili su uzbuđeni što će me upoznati

1100
00:29:28,434 --> 00:29:32,062
kao što sam ih trebao upoznati.

1101
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:34,649
Bio sam, znaš,

1102
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:34,649
njihova prva pornografija.

1103
00:29:38,361 --> 00:29:41,155
-Osamdesetih kad je bilo

1104
00:29:38,361 --> 00:29:41,155
super je biti porno zvijezda...

1105
00:29:38,361 --> 00:29:41,155
- [Muškarac] Da.

1106
00:29:41,197 --> 00:29:44,325
...i slavne osobe

1107
00:29:41,197 --> 00:29:44,325
htio sam te upoznati,

1108
00:29:44,367 --> 00:29:47,786
Otišao sam na ručak

1109
00:29:44,367 --> 00:29:47,786
sa svojim odvjetnikom,

1110
00:29:47,828 --> 00:29:49,455
i Milton Berle...

1111
00:29:50,707 --> 00:29:52,542
imam 21 godinu,

1112
00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:54,251
Sjedim unutra

1113
00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:54,251
ovaj stari Hollywood,

1114
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:57,838
tamno drvo,

1115
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:57,838
restoran s crvenim kožnim sjedalima,

1116
00:29:57,880 --> 00:30:01,300
a ja sam između

1117
00:29:57,880 --> 00:30:01,300
moj odvjetnik i Milton Berle,

1118
00:30:01,342 --> 00:30:05,638
a Milton Berle otkopča svoj

1119
00:30:01,342 --> 00:30:05,638
hlače i izbija kurac.

1120
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,224
Samo ga odmah izbaci

1121
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,224
u restoranu

1122
00:30:08,265 --> 00:30:10,309
točno ispred mene.

1123
00:30:10,351 --> 00:30:13,354
I trudim se

1124
00:30:10,351 --> 00:30:13,354
održavati kontakt očima,

1125
00:30:13,396 --> 00:30:15,690
ali jako je teško.

1126
00:30:13,396 --> 00:30:15,690
Stalno sam gledao dolje u to.

1127
00:30:15,732 --> 00:30:18,693
Nikad ništa nije pokušao,

1128
00:30:15,732 --> 00:30:18,693
nije me pokušao dodirnuti,

1129
00:30:18,735 --> 00:30:20,986
nisam se igrao s tim,

1130
00:30:18,735 --> 00:30:20,986
samo ga je izbacio

1131
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:23,947
i neka cijela visi

1132
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:23,947
večera-- cijeli ručak.

1133
00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:25,366
[Muškarac]

1134
00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:25,366
Jesu li priče istinite?

1135
00:30:25,408 --> 00:30:28,035
Oh, ogroman je! Ogromno je!

1136
00:30:28,077 --> 00:30:30,621
Dao bi Johnu Holmesu

1137
00:30:28,077 --> 00:30:30,621
trčanje za novcem.

1138
00:30:30,663 --> 00:30:34,375
Veliki, ogromni, trubeći kurac.

1139
00:30:30,663 --> 00:30:34,375
[smijeh]

1140
00:30:34,417 --> 00:30:39,838
Započeo sam filmsku karijeru za odrasle

1141
00:30:34,417 --> 00:30:39,838
9. prosinca 1983.

1142
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:44,051
Pet dana kasnije napunio sam 21 godinu

1143
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:44,051
14. prosinca.

1144
00:30:44,093 --> 00:30:47,638
Snimao sam do

1145
00:30:44,093 --> 00:30:47,638
11. veljače 1986.

1146
00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:50,015
Ali ono čega se sjećam

1147
00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:50,015
o tom zadnjem danu--

1148
00:30:50,057 --> 00:30:52,351
Bilo je to nekoliko tjedana

1149
00:30:50,057 --> 00:30:52,351
prije nego što odustanem,

1150
00:30:52,393 --> 00:30:53,477
probudio sam se,

1151
00:30:53,519 --> 00:30:55,479
i većinu dana bih

1152
00:30:53,519 --> 00:30:55,479
probudi se i idi,

1153
00:30:55,521 --> 00:30:57,690
"Da! Imat ću

1154
00:30:55,521 --> 00:30:57,690
seks s ovom osobom danas!

1155
00:30:57,732 --> 00:30:59,776
"Pojebat ću tu osobu,

1156
00:30:57,732 --> 00:30:59,776
pojedi ovu macu,"

1157
00:30:59,817 --> 00:31:01,318
i bio bih tako uzbuđen.

1158
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:04,154
Probudio sam ovo

1159
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:04,154
jednog posebnog jutra

1160
00:31:04,196 --> 00:31:05,782
i rekao sam sebi,

1161
00:31:05,823 --> 00:31:08,909
Ne želim se zajebavati danas.

1162
00:31:05,823 --> 00:31:08,909
gotov sam."

1163
00:31:08,951 --> 00:31:11,829
Dakle, bio sam pod ugovorom

1164
00:31:08,951 --> 00:31:11,829
s Vivid Videoom u to vrijeme.

1165
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,497
Ušao sam u Vivid i rekao,

1166
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,497
znaš,

1167
00:31:13,539 --> 00:31:15,458
Razgovarao sam s vlasnikom i rekao:

1168
00:31:15,499 --> 00:31:19,169
“Glava mi nije na desnoj strani

1169
00:31:15,499 --> 00:31:19,169
mjesto i ne mogu to učiniti."

1170
00:31:19,211 --> 00:31:21,589
Rekao je: "Kul, razumijem.

1171
00:31:21,631 --> 00:31:23,215
„Ima li načina

1172
00:31:21,631 --> 00:31:23,215
da bi mogao završiti

1173
00:31:23,257 --> 00:31:25,384
"tvoja zadnja dva

1174
00:31:23,257 --> 00:31:25,384
filmovi pod ugovorom?"

1175
00:31:25,426 --> 00:31:27,303
I rekla sam da.

1176
00:31:27,344 --> 00:31:30,180
I 11. veljače,

1177
00:31:27,344 --> 00:31:30,180
došao sam kući,

1178
00:31:30,222 --> 00:31:32,224
i moj dečko

1179
00:31:30,222 --> 00:31:32,224
uzeo našu kadu

1180
00:31:32,266 --> 00:31:36,520
i napuni ga galonima

1181
00:31:32,266 --> 00:31:36,520
i galoni i galoni mlijeka

1182
00:31:36,562 --> 00:31:38,272
i latice bijele ruže.

1183
00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:42,276
I to sam imala kupku za čišćenje

1184
00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:42,276
Završio sam s poslom.

1185
00:31:42,318 --> 00:31:46,071
A bilo je nečega

1186
00:31:42,318 --> 00:31:46,071
stvarno romantično u vezi toga.

1187
00:31:46,113 --> 00:31:48,282
Bilo je kao,

1188
00:31:46,113 --> 00:31:48,282
to je stvarno bilo čišćenje.

1189
00:31:48,324 --> 00:31:50,451
A nije da ima nešto

1190
00:31:48,324 --> 00:31:50,451
loše zbog onoga što sam učinio,

1191
00:31:50,493 --> 00:31:53,412
ali ja sam išao dalje

1192
00:31:50,493 --> 00:31:53,412
u drugu fazu mog života.

1193
00:31:53,454 --> 00:31:55,581
Kad sam dao otkaz, nisam razmišljao

1194
00:31:53,454 --> 00:31:55,581
o velikoj slici.

1195
00:31:55,623 --> 00:31:56,707
Što ću sljedeće učiniti?

1196
00:31:56,749 --> 00:31:58,334
Posjedovao sam kuću

1197
00:31:56,749 --> 00:31:58,334
u Beverly Hillsu.

1198
00:31:58,375 --> 00:31:59,960
Morao sam platiti hipoteku.

1199
00:32:02,963 --> 00:32:05,842
Pretpostavljam da bih rekao da,

1200
00:32:05,883 --> 00:32:08,135
Uvijek sam želio biti unutra

1201
00:32:05,883 --> 00:32:08,135
posao zabave

1202
00:32:08,177 --> 00:32:10,929
a da to zapravo ne shvaća.

1203
00:32:10,971 --> 00:32:13,098
I sada jesam.

1204
00:32:13,140 --> 00:32:15,142
Pa sam provalio

1205
00:32:13,140 --> 00:32:15,142
mainstream arena.

1206
00:32:15,184 --> 00:32:17,603
Radio sam na desetke filmova.

1207
00:32:17,645 --> 00:32:20,022
Stiže mi novi film

1208
00:32:17,645 --> 00:32:20,022
pod nazivom "Izgubljene duše".

1209
00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:22,399
-Oh, vau.

1210
00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:22,399
-Trebao bi biti vani za Noć vještica.

1211
00:32:22,441 --> 00:32:24,276
Još jedan film.

1212
00:32:24,318 --> 00:32:26,779
Imam vrlo malu ulogu u

1213
00:32:24,318 --> 00:32:26,779
novi film braće Coen

1214
00:32:24,318 --> 00:32:26,779
"Veliki Lebowski".

1215
00:32:26,821 --> 00:32:28,572
- Što još?

1216
00:32:26,821 --> 00:32:28,572
-Oh, vau.

1217
00:32:28,614 --> 00:32:30,949
"Wing Commander: Prophecy"

1218
00:32:28,614 --> 00:32:30,949
s Markom Hamillom

1219
00:32:28,614 --> 00:32:30,949
izaći će za Božić.

1220
00:32:30,991 --> 00:32:34,286
I "Božji usamljeni čovjek"

1221
00:32:30,991 --> 00:32:34,286
s Justine Bateman

1222
00:32:30,991 --> 00:32:34,286
uskoro će izaći.

1223
00:32:34,328 --> 00:32:35,788
Wow!

1224
00:32:35,830 --> 00:32:39,166
Ovo će zvučati užasno.

1225
00:32:35,830 --> 00:32:39,166
Imao sam stvarno usran seks.

1226
00:32:39,208 --> 00:32:41,711
Nisam mogla naći ljubavnika

1227
00:32:39,208 --> 00:32:41,711
to bi me moglo zadovoljiti

1228
00:32:41,752 --> 00:32:43,671
da mi spasi život godinama.

1229
00:32:43,713 --> 00:32:46,173
Samo sam htjela

1230
00:32:43,713 --> 00:32:46,173
dobro se pojebati.

1231
00:32:46,215 --> 00:32:49,092
Samo sam stvarno želio...

1232
00:32:46,215 --> 00:32:49,092
Želio sam se seksati s djevojkama.

1233
00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:50,594
Željela sam da me jebu dečki.

1234
00:32:50,636 --> 00:32:52,638
htio sam...

1235
00:32:50,636 --> 00:32:52,638
Htio sam dobar seks.

1236
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,516
Pa sam otišao u Vivid,

1237
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,516
Otišao sam u Wicked,

1238
00:32:55,558 --> 00:33:00,062
i otišao sam na VCA,

1239
00:32:55,558 --> 00:33:00,062
i postavljao pretjerane zahtjeve.

1240
00:33:00,103 --> 00:33:02,022
Povratak,

1241
00:33:00,103 --> 00:33:02,022
ovo je ono što želim.

1242
00:33:02,064 --> 00:33:04,650
Uzmite sve tri tvrtke,

1243
00:33:02,064 --> 00:33:04,650
dao mi ponudu,

1244
00:33:04,692 --> 00:33:06,819
i odlučio sam

1245
00:33:04,692 --> 00:33:06,819
ići s VCA.

1246
00:33:06,861 --> 00:33:08,696
A tu je i film koji sam snimio

1247
00:33:06,861 --> 00:33:08,696
pod nazivom "Taken".

1248
00:33:08,738 --> 00:33:12,449
Redateljica je bila Veronica Hart.

1249
00:33:08,738 --> 00:33:12,449
Došla mi je i rekla,

1250
00:33:12,491 --> 00:33:15,369
“Ginger, znaš, jednostavno ne

1251
00:33:12,491 --> 00:33:15,369
mislim da će se ovo dogoditi.

1252
00:33:15,411 --> 00:33:17,955
„A ja mislim da si ti jedina

1253
00:33:15,411 --> 00:33:17,955
glumica koja ovo može izvesti.

1254
00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:19,707
"Želim od toga napraviti pornografiju,

1255
00:33:19,749 --> 00:33:21,876
i želim tebe

1256
00:33:19,749 --> 00:33:21,876
biti zvijezda u tome."

1257
00:33:21,918 --> 00:33:23,794
Dobila sam najbolju glumicu za

1258
00:33:21,918 --> 00:33:23,794
taj film te godine.

1259
00:33:23,836 --> 00:33:27,965
I to je jedino

1260
00:33:23,836 --> 00:33:27,965
nagradu za najbolju glumicu koju sam osvojila

1261
00:33:23,836 --> 00:33:27,965
koju sam mislio da zaslužujem.

1262
00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:30,300
Postala bih glumica.

1263
00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:33,971
Puno ljudi

1264
00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:33,971
koje ulaze u pornografiju,

1265
00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:35,681
nema života poslije pornografije.

1266
00:33:35,723 --> 00:33:37,641
Oni ne znaju

1267
00:33:35,723 --> 00:33:37,641
što da rade sa sobom.

1268
00:33:37,683 --> 00:33:40,603
A ako ste poznati kao

1269
00:33:37,683 --> 00:33:40,603
seksualni objekt cijeli život

1270
00:33:40,644 --> 00:33:42,563
i seks je sve što znaš,

1271
00:33:42,605 --> 00:33:44,565
gdje ideš

1272
00:33:42,605 --> 00:33:44,565
Kako se prijaviti za posao?

1273
00:33:44,607 --> 00:33:48,235
Znaš, jebao sam se

1274
00:33:44,607 --> 00:33:48,235
na filmu zadnjih 30 godina?

1275
00:33:48,277 --> 00:33:50,863
I važno je da ti

1276
00:33:48,277 --> 00:33:50,863
razmisli o svojoj budućnosti.

1277
00:33:50,905 --> 00:33:54,283
Razmišljate o tome što je

1278
00:33:50,905 --> 00:33:54,283
će se dogoditi poslije.

1279
00:33:54,324 --> 00:33:55,868
Stvarno sam imao sreće s...

1280
00:33:55,910 --> 00:33:57,661
znaš,

1281
00:33:55,910 --> 00:33:57,661
Pokrenuo sam tri web stranice

1282
00:33:57,703 --> 00:34:01,331
kao i radim svoje slike

1283
00:34:01,373 --> 00:34:03,375
i sve,

1284
00:34:01,373 --> 00:34:03,375
Imam svoje aukcijsko mjesto.

1285
00:34:03,417 --> 00:34:06,503
Ginger Lynn Auctions dot com,

1286
00:34:03,417 --> 00:34:06,503
Ginger Lynn dot com,

1287
00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:09,757
i moje umjetničko mjesto, koje je

1288
00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:09,757
Ginger Lynn Art točka kom.

1289
00:34:09,799 --> 00:34:12,802
Tako da uvijek imam puno

1290
00:34:09,799 --> 00:34:12,802
različitih jaja u košari

1291
00:34:12,843 --> 00:34:15,012
i stvari na koje se treba osloniti.

1292
00:34:15,053 --> 00:34:16,513
Jer me to plaši.

1293
00:34:16,555 --> 00:34:18,432
Znaš, ne želim imati 60 godina

1294
00:34:18,474 --> 00:34:20,935
i nemaju što pokazati

1295
00:34:18,474 --> 00:34:20,935
za što sam radio.

1296
00:34:23,771 --> 00:34:27,733
Snimio sam pola tuceta filmova

1297
00:34:23,771 --> 00:34:27,733
u, recimo, 2005.

1298
00:34:29,652 --> 00:34:32,529
Ne bih nikome preporučio

1299
00:34:29,652 --> 00:34:32,529
ući u posao već danas.

1300
00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:36,199
jednostavno ne bih.

1301
00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:36,199
Toliko se promijenilo.

1302
00:34:36,241 --> 00:34:38,702
Dobio sam ulogu za film,

1303
00:34:38,744 --> 00:34:41,622
a bio je još netko

1304
00:34:38,744 --> 00:34:41,622
radeći scenu preda mnom,

1305
00:34:41,664 --> 00:34:45,459
vrlo poznat, vrlo poznat

1306
00:34:41,664 --> 00:34:45,459
glumica u poslu,

1307
00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:47,044
moj dobar prijatelj.

1308
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:49,630
I bila je

1309
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:49,630
sjediti na sofi,

1310
00:34:49,672 --> 00:34:51,924
a tu je bio i njezin kostar

1311
00:34:49,672 --> 00:34:51,924
na drugom kraju sofe.

1312
00:34:51,966 --> 00:34:53,592
Ovo je prije snimanja.

1313
00:34:53,634 --> 00:34:56,386
Znao sam upasti u nevolje

1314
00:34:53,634 --> 00:34:56,386
na svakom pojedinom skupu.

1315
00:34:56,428 --> 00:34:59,181
Nakon što sam se našminkala,

1316
00:34:56,428 --> 00:34:59,181
Ja sam na tebi.

1317
00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:01,391
Pusio bih ti kurac,

1318
00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:01,391
Poljubio bih te, znaš,

1319
00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:03,060
a onda se moram ponovno našminkati.

1320
00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:06,355
Stalno bih bio u nevolji

1321
00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:06,355
jer sam želio biti tamo.

1322
00:35:06,396 --> 00:35:10,985
Ovo dvoje ljudi sjedilo je

1323
00:35:06,396 --> 00:35:10,985
na suprotnim krajevima sofe

1324
00:35:06,396 --> 00:35:10,985
na svojim telefonima.

1325
00:35:11,027 --> 00:35:14,154
I onda su pozvali, znaš,

1326
00:35:11,027 --> 00:35:14,154
"Spremni smo za vas na setu,"

1327
00:35:11,027 --> 00:35:14,154
i samo su otišli i zajebavali se.

1328
00:35:14,196 --> 00:35:17,574
Nije bilo veze,

1329
00:35:14,196 --> 00:35:17,574
ne ništa.

1330
00:35:17,616 --> 00:35:21,912
Seks je takav

1331
00:35:17,616 --> 00:35:21,912
intimna stvar, za mene,

1332
00:35:21,954 --> 00:35:24,373
da mi se moraš sviđati

1333
00:35:21,954 --> 00:35:24,373
da te jebem.

1334
00:35:24,414 --> 00:35:26,917
moram htjeti

1335
00:35:24,414 --> 00:35:26,917
biti s tobom.

1336
00:35:26,959 --> 00:35:29,670
Želim to nakupljanje,

1337
00:35:26,959 --> 00:35:29,670
to iščekivanje,

1338
00:35:29,712 --> 00:35:31,047
ono "jedva čekam".

1339
00:35:29,712 --> 00:35:31,047
znate

1340
00:35:31,088 --> 00:35:34,466
Ako ste u industriji

1341
00:35:31,088 --> 00:35:34,466
to je tako intimno,

1342
00:35:34,508 --> 00:35:36,969
trebate voljeti

1343
00:35:34,508 --> 00:35:36,969
što radiš.

1344
00:35:37,011 --> 00:35:39,055
Uvijek sam govorio

1345
00:35:39,096 --> 00:35:41,515
ako me nazoveš kurvom,

1346
00:35:39,096 --> 00:35:41,515
Ja ću te, kao, htjeti udariti.

1347
00:35:41,557 --> 00:35:43,976
Možete me nazvati

1348
00:35:41,557 --> 00:35:43,976
drolja po cijeli dan.

1349
00:35:44,018 --> 00:35:46,979
Volim se ševiti, i jesam

1350
00:35:44,018 --> 00:35:46,979
pojebao mnogo ljudi.

1351
00:35:47,021 --> 00:35:48,438
Ali nikad nisam bila kurva.

1352
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:52,192
I da radim u McDonald'su

1353
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:52,192
i nije mi se svidjelo,

1354
00:35:52,234 --> 00:35:53,569
Bila bih kurva.

1355
00:35:53,610 --> 00:35:55,445
Ne mora nužno

1356
00:35:53,610 --> 00:35:55,445
imaju veze sa seksom.

1357
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,241
Radeći nešto

1358
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,241
ne želiš zbog novca

1359
00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,241
je kurva po mom mišljenju.

1360
00:36:08,876 --> 00:36:11,962
Puno žena

1361
00:36:08,876 --> 00:36:11,962
u industriji filmova za odrasle

1362
00:36:12,004 --> 00:36:16,759
potpuno odvojiti njihovu pornografiju

1363
00:36:12,004 --> 00:36:16,759
živi od svojih osobnih života.

1364
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:19,386
Ne miješaju se,

1365
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:19,386
imaju različita imena.

1366
00:36:19,428 --> 00:36:26,184
I oni postanu porno zvijezde

1367
00:36:19,428 --> 00:36:26,184
uključivanje i isključivanje prema potrebi.

1368
00:36:26,226 --> 00:36:27,978
Ono što sam izabrao učiniti...

1369
00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:30,188
Ne znam jesam li to izabrao

1370
00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:30,188
ili se samo dogodilo--

1371
00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:34,777
jesam li donio Ginger--

1372
00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:34,777
Ginger Lynn Allen-- na set.

1373
00:36:34,818 --> 00:36:38,030
Sve što me vidiš

1374
00:36:34,818 --> 00:36:38,030
učiniti na filmu sam ja.

1375
00:36:38,072 --> 00:36:40,616
Moja energija, moji mjehurići,

1376
00:36:38,072 --> 00:36:40,616
moj entuzijazam.

1377
00:36:40,657 --> 00:36:44,411
To sam ja. Ne postoji

1378
00:36:40,657 --> 00:36:44,411
Ginger Lynn i Ginger Allen.

1379
00:36:44,453 --> 00:36:45,621
Oni su ista osoba.

1380
00:36:45,662 --> 00:36:47,539
Imam porno zvijezdu Tourette.

1381
00:36:47,581 --> 00:36:49,666
Govorim stvari koje ne bih smio reći

1382
00:36:47,581 --> 00:36:49,666
kad ih ne bih trebao izgovoriti.

1383
00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:52,628
Posjedujem svaki izbor

1384
00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:52,628
koje sam ikad napravio.

1385
00:36:52,669 --> 00:36:55,172
nije me sram

1386
00:36:52,669 --> 00:36:55,172
bilo čega što sam učinio.

1387
00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:58,175
Ja sam živio

1388
00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:58,175
nevjerojatan život.

1389
00:36:58,216 --> 00:37:00,094
Apsolutno ne žalim.

1390
00:37:00,136 --> 00:37:04,765
I sviđa mi se Ginger Lynn.

1391
00:37:00,136 --> 00:37:04,765
I sviđa mi se Ginger Allen.

1392
00:37:04,807 --> 00:37:06,892
Zato što su ista osoba.

1393
00:37:06,934 --> 00:37:09,311
[svira rock glazba]

1394
00:37:17,486 --> 00:37:20,030
[škljocanje zatvarača fotoaparata]

1395
00:37:20,072 --> 00:37:22,574
[bučno čavrljanje]

1396
00:37:24,367 --> 00:37:26,912
Hm, ušao sam jer sam htio

1397
00:37:24,367 --> 00:37:26,912
probati nešto novo.

1398
00:37:26,954 --> 00:37:28,789
Jer, znaš, ja sam samo,

1399
00:37:26,954 --> 00:37:28,789
kao, student.

1400
00:37:28,831 --> 00:37:30,666
Ići na nastavu, raditi.

1401
00:37:30,707 --> 00:37:33,460
Cijeli taj, kao, život,

1402
00:37:30,707 --> 00:37:33,460
pokušavajući jedva živjeti.

1403
00:37:33,502 --> 00:37:35,212
I tako sam bio kao,

1404
00:37:33,502 --> 00:37:35,212
"Da, snimat ću porniće.

1405
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,089
“Volim seks.

1406
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,089
Zašto ne? Jebi ga."

1407
00:37:37,131 --> 00:37:38,966
Pa sam ušao u to,

1408
00:37:39,008 --> 00:37:40,759
i kao, ja stvarno

1409
00:37:39,008 --> 00:37:40,759
sviđa mi se do sada.

1410
00:37:40,801 --> 00:37:43,846
Još uvijek sam u školi, znaš.

1411
00:37:40,801 --> 00:37:43,846
Moj smjer je posao,

1412
00:37:43,887 --> 00:37:47,016
pa ću kad diplomiram

1413
00:37:43,887 --> 00:37:47,016
ući u nekretnine.

1414
00:37:47,057 --> 00:37:50,352
Dakle, ako još uvijek radim pornografiju,

1415
00:37:47,057 --> 00:37:50,352
kao, da, kako god, posao sa strane.

1416
00:37:50,393 --> 00:37:52,021
Ali kao, znaš.

1417
00:37:52,062 --> 00:37:54,106
Takav sam ja,

1418
00:37:52,062 --> 00:37:54,106
upravo sada.

1419
00:37:54,148 --> 00:37:55,191
[smijeh]

1420
00:37:55,232 --> 00:37:57,359
[zujanje filmske rolne]

1421
00:38:05,575 --> 00:38:07,410
Ja sam Johnnie Keyes, čovječe.

1422
00:38:05,575 --> 00:38:07,410
tko si ti

1423
00:38:07,452 --> 00:38:10,330
[svira rock glazba]

1424
00:38:13,709 --> 00:38:15,211
[žena stenje]

1425
00:38:15,252 --> 00:38:17,004
[žena]

1426
00:38:15,252 --> 00:38:17,004
Jesmo li u raju?

1427
00:38:17,046 --> 00:38:20,549
Dušo, ti si na stražnjem sjedalu

1428
00:38:17,046 --> 00:38:20,549
Cadillaca Broughama.

1429
00:38:20,590 --> 00:38:22,718
To je najbliže nebu

1430
00:38:20,590 --> 00:38:22,718
kao što ćeš i dobiti.

1431
00:38:27,264 --> 00:38:31,601
[Tipke]

1432
00:38:27,264 --> 00:38:31,601
Najsretniji

1433
00:38:27,264 --> 00:38:31,601
Ja sam na ovoj planeti:

1434
00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:35,689
grleći sina ili unuku,

1435
00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:35,689
pjevanje jazza,

1436
00:38:35,731 --> 00:38:38,692
i dobivanje svega

1437
00:38:35,731 --> 00:38:38,692
maca koju mogu dobiti.

1438
00:38:38,734 --> 00:38:39,902
To je to.

1439
00:38:59,629 --> 00:39:03,466
Odgojen sam

1440
00:38:59,629 --> 00:39:03,466
tijekom '40-ih i '50-ih

1441
00:39:03,508 --> 00:39:05,510
kada je ova zemlja

1442
00:39:03,508 --> 00:39:05,510
bilo drugačije mjesto,

1443
00:39:07,429 --> 00:39:10,348
kada su Talijani

1444
00:39:07,429 --> 00:39:10,348
zvao me "jig",

1445
00:39:10,390 --> 00:39:13,269
koji je

1446
00:39:10,390 --> 00:39:13,269
tip pleše, zar ne?

1447
00:39:13,310 --> 00:39:16,021
Odrastao sam u getu,

1448
00:39:13,310 --> 00:39:16,021
gdje je bila sirotinja, zar ne?

1449
00:39:16,063 --> 00:39:19,900
znate. katolička škola,

1450
00:39:16,063 --> 00:39:19,900
sve to.

1451
00:39:19,942 --> 00:39:22,444
Ali ja uvijek

1452
00:39:19,942 --> 00:39:22,444
htjela biti pjevačica.

1453
00:39:23,737 --> 00:39:26,531
♪ A-jedan, dva,

1454
00:39:23,737 --> 00:39:26,531
a-jedan, dva, tri, četiri ♪

1455
00:39:26,573 --> 00:39:29,367
[Tipke]

1456
00:39:26,573 --> 00:39:29,367
Uvijek sam pjevao

1457
00:39:26,573 --> 00:39:29,367
kutak s mojim dečkima,

1458
00:39:29,409 --> 00:39:32,495
znaš, radim kopije

1459
00:39:29,409 --> 00:39:32,495
od svih hit glazbe,

1460
00:39:32,537 --> 00:39:34,372
Little Richard

1461
00:39:32,537 --> 00:39:34,372
i svi oni dečki.

1462
00:39:34,414 --> 00:39:36,458
♪ Ja sam jedina

1463
00:39:34,414 --> 00:39:36,458
drugi vidiš ♪

1464
00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:39,461
♪ Moram dati priliku

1465
00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:39,461
uzdrmati njezin svijet večeras ♪

1466
00:39:39,502 --> 00:39:41,713
♪ Vau! ♪

1467
00:39:45,217 --> 00:39:49,721
[Tipke]

1468
00:39:45,217 --> 00:39:49,721
Bio sam sretan tinejdžer osim

1469
00:39:45,217 --> 00:39:49,721
kad sam bio kod kuće, u redu.

1470
00:39:49,763 --> 00:39:53,934
Kad sam napunio 16 godina,

1471
00:39:49,763 --> 00:39:53,934
Spakirao sam svoja sranja i otišao,

1472
00:39:53,976 --> 00:39:55,978
da se izvuče iz te situacije.

1473
00:39:56,019 --> 00:39:59,731
Moj tata je bio alkoholičar. Koristio se

1474
00:39:56,019 --> 00:39:59,731
tuci zene i tuci mene,

1475
00:39:59,773 --> 00:40:01,483
i morao sam se izvući iz toga.

1476
00:40:04,069 --> 00:40:05,237
Hmm.

1477
00:40:07,197 --> 00:40:08,698
[prekidanje glasa]

1478
00:40:07,197 --> 00:40:08,698
i...

1479
00:40:11,785 --> 00:40:14,997
I to je kao,

1480
00:40:11,785 --> 00:40:14,997
ovaj drkadžija, moj tata,

1481
00:40:15,038 --> 00:40:17,582
jebeno nije

1482
00:40:15,038 --> 00:40:17,582
znati što je bila ljubav.

1483
00:40:17,624 --> 00:40:19,542
Nije znao

1484
00:40:17,624 --> 00:40:19,542
o tome, znaš?

1485
00:40:19,584 --> 00:40:23,088
I ne mogu ga kriviti

1486
00:40:19,584 --> 00:40:23,088
jer kako je odgojen.

1487
00:40:23,130 --> 00:40:26,300
Odgajan je za vrijeme ropstva.

1488
00:40:23,130 --> 00:40:26,300
Mogu to razumjeti.

1489
00:40:26,342 --> 00:40:29,303
Ali nisam mogao razumjeti

1490
00:40:26,342 --> 00:40:29,303
kako je mogao pobijediti svog dječaka?

1491
00:40:29,345 --> 00:40:31,847
Kako bi mogao pobijediti

1492
00:40:29,345 --> 00:40:31,847
njegov jebeni sin?

1493
00:40:31,888 --> 00:40:34,224
I rekao sam, "Moram ići.

1494
00:40:31,888 --> 00:40:34,224
Moram otići odavde,"

1495
00:40:34,266 --> 00:40:35,351
pa sam otišao od kuće.

1496
00:40:35,392 --> 00:40:37,686
Bože, mogu li dobiti

1497
00:40:35,392 --> 00:40:37,686
ubrus? Jebati.

1498
00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:43,483
Znaš, svaki put kad pričam

1499
00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:43,483
što se toga tiče, zajebava me.

1500
00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:47,112
Morao sam otići. Izvukao sam se.

1501
00:40:49,698 --> 00:40:51,491
Pa sam se pridružio vojsci,

1502
00:40:51,533 --> 00:40:54,661
i postao sam

1503
00:40:51,533 --> 00:40:54,661
prvak u boksu,

1504
00:40:54,703 --> 00:40:56,663
lagani

1505
00:40:54,703 --> 00:40:56,663
prvak svijeta.

1506
00:40:56,705 --> 00:41:00,167
Vojska Sjedinjenih Država

1507
00:40:56,705 --> 00:41:00,167
poslao me u 37 zemalja.

1508
00:41:00,209 --> 00:41:02,378
I sve što sam učinio bilo je

1509
00:41:00,209 --> 00:41:02,378
razbijati guzicu i uzimati imena

1510
00:41:02,419 --> 00:41:03,920
jer sam imao puno ljutnje.

1511
00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:07,132
I tako kad bih ušao

1512
00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:07,132
ring s drugim protivnikom,

1513
00:41:07,174 --> 00:41:09,343
nije imao šanse.

1514
00:41:12,054 --> 00:41:15,015
[svira sparna jazz glazba]

1515
00:41:19,853 --> 00:41:21,146
Kad sam dobio

1516
00:41:19,853 --> 00:41:21,146
u "Zelena vrata".

1517
00:41:21,188 --> 00:41:22,314
Ušao sam

1518
00:41:21,188 --> 00:41:22,314
poput "Zelenih vrata".

1519
00:41:22,356 --> 00:41:24,691
Spotakla sam se o to

1520
00:41:22,356 --> 00:41:24,691
pada unatrag, zar ne?

1521
00:41:24,733 --> 00:41:26,402
"Zelena vrata",

1522
00:41:24,733 --> 00:41:26,402
kad sam radio taj film.

1523
00:41:26,443 --> 00:41:28,611
Sada, kada su ljudi došli

1524
00:41:26,443 --> 00:41:28,611
meni sa "Zelenim vratima,"

1525
00:41:28,653 --> 00:41:30,197
evo što se dogodilo.

1526
00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:32,366
Pa smo otišli dolje. Bilo je

1527
00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:32,366
kazalište Mitchell Brothers

1528
00:41:32,408 --> 00:41:33,909
koji je proizveo "Zelena vrata".

1529
00:41:33,950 --> 00:41:36,286
Otišao sam dolje, jesam

1530
00:41:33,950 --> 00:41:36,286
audicija i sve.

1531
00:41:36,328 --> 00:41:38,788
A onda kad su došli

1532
00:41:36,328 --> 00:41:38,788
natrag meni, rekli su,

1533
00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:41,375
"Pa, slušaj čovječe,

1534
00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:41,375
snimamo erotski film."

1535
00:41:41,417 --> 00:41:42,792
Rekao sam: "Što ti

1536
00:41:41,417 --> 00:41:42,792
zlobno, erotično?"

1537
00:41:42,834 --> 00:41:44,086
"Jebeni film."

1538
00:41:44,127 --> 00:41:45,712
Kažem, "Oh, da. U redu, cool."

1539
00:41:45,754 --> 00:41:48,006
Jim Mitchell, Art Mitchell,

1540
00:41:45,754 --> 00:41:48,006
oni su gore,

1541
00:41:48,048 --> 00:41:49,716
u kazalištu O'Farrell.

1542
00:41:48,048 --> 00:41:49,716
Kažu, "Johnnie,

1543
00:41:49,758 --> 00:41:51,343
"ti ćeš biti

1544
00:41:49,758 --> 00:41:51,343
čovjek iza vrata,

1545
00:41:51,385 --> 00:41:55,722
i ti ćeš

1546
00:41:51,385 --> 00:41:55,722
imati scenu seksa

1547
00:41:51,385 --> 00:41:55,722
s Marilyn Chambers."

1548
00:41:55,764 --> 00:41:57,933
Pa, kažem, "U redu. u redu."

1549
00:41:57,974 --> 00:41:59,809
Dakle, dovode me

1550
00:41:57,974 --> 00:41:59,809
van na kraju.

1551
00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:03,521
Ona ima 20 godina,

1552
00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:03,521
izgledajući kao malo

1553
00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:03,521
svježi bijeli cvijet, zar ne?

1554
00:42:03,563 --> 00:42:05,107
Kažem, "Da, točno."

1555
00:42:05,148 --> 00:42:07,609
Dođi dan

1556
00:42:05,148 --> 00:42:07,609
snimanja, točno,

1557
00:42:07,650 --> 00:42:09,986
a braća Mitchell su imala

1558
00:42:07,650 --> 00:42:09,986
sasvim druga stvar postavljena.

1559
00:42:10,028 --> 00:42:11,613
Rekao sam, "Stani, čovječe."

1560
00:42:11,654 --> 00:42:14,908
Budući da sam i sam glumica,

1561
00:42:11,654 --> 00:42:14,908
Kažem, "Stani.

1562
00:42:14,950 --> 00:42:17,327
"Evo što ću učiniti.

1563
00:42:14,950 --> 00:42:17,327
Evo kako ću

1564
00:42:14,950 --> 00:42:17,327
pucaj.

1565
00:42:17,369 --> 00:42:20,497
"Imat ću svoje

1566
00:42:17,369 --> 00:42:20,497
Afrička ogrlica na, desno,

1567
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:23,250
"i kad hodam

1568
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:23,250
iza zelenih vrata,

1569
00:42:23,292 --> 00:42:25,919
"tamo su žene

1570
00:42:23,292 --> 00:42:25,919
i pokušavaju me dodirnuti,

1571
00:42:25,961 --> 00:42:28,046
ali neću im dopustiti

1572
00:42:25,961 --> 00:42:28,046
dodirni me jer sam fokusiran."

1573
00:42:28,088 --> 00:42:30,590
A Marilyn Chambers jest

1574
00:42:28,088 --> 00:42:30,590
ležeći vani ovako.

1575
00:42:30,632 --> 00:42:33,551
Moje je oko usredotočeno na to

1576
00:42:30,632 --> 00:42:33,551
muffin, zar ne? znate

1577
00:42:30,632 --> 00:42:33,551
što govorim?

1578
00:42:33,593 --> 00:42:35,220
Dakle, gledam to.

1579
00:42:35,262 --> 00:42:37,431
A sada, kad počinjemo

1580
00:42:35,262 --> 00:42:37,431
raditi scenu seksa,

1581
00:42:37,473 --> 00:42:39,933
Pojedem joj macu, a onda

1582
00:42:37,473 --> 00:42:39,933
Počeo sam je jebati, zar ne?

1583
00:42:39,975 --> 00:42:43,645
Ali budući da sam sportaš,

1584
00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:47,732
Ševio sam Marilyn 43 minute

1585
00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:47,732
bez zaustavljanja,

1586
00:42:47,774 --> 00:42:51,820
i zadnji put kad je došla,

1587
00:42:47,774 --> 00:42:51,820
onesvijestila se.

1588
00:42:51,861 --> 00:42:53,989
I tražim

1589
00:42:51,861 --> 00:42:53,989
dolje na ovu ženu,

1590
00:42:54,030 --> 00:42:56,199
oči su joj se zakolutale

1591
00:42:54,030 --> 00:42:56,199
potiljak,

1592
00:42:56,241 --> 00:42:57,826
i otišao sam,

1593
00:42:56,241 --> 00:42:57,826
"Što dovraga?

1594
00:42:57,867 --> 00:42:59,702
"Ubio sam bijelu ženu,

1595
00:42:57,867 --> 00:42:59,702
idem u zatvor.

1596
00:42:59,744 --> 00:43:02,498
Ubio sam bijelu ženu s

1597
00:42:59,744 --> 00:43:02,498
moj kurac! Koji kurac?"

1598
00:43:02,539 --> 00:43:04,207
Evo što se događa

1599
00:43:02,539 --> 00:43:04,207
u mom mozgu

1600
00:43:04,249 --> 00:43:05,875
dok gledam dolje u nju,

1601
00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:08,253
a ona je kao...

1602
00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:08,253
"Eh," zar ne?

1603
00:43:08,295 --> 00:43:10,297
Pa su rekli: "U redu, Johnnie.

1604
00:43:10,339 --> 00:43:12,674
„Skini s pičke

1605
00:43:10,339 --> 00:43:12,674
i hodati natrag kroz

1606
00:43:10,339 --> 00:43:12,674
zelena vrata."

1607
00:43:12,715 --> 00:43:15,260
Pokupe Marilyn

1608
00:43:12,715 --> 00:43:15,260
i dovedite je sa strane

1609
00:43:15,302 --> 00:43:18,054
i staviti mirisne soli

1610
00:43:15,302 --> 00:43:18,054
u nos i sranje

1611
00:43:15,302 --> 00:43:18,054
dovesti je okolo.

1612
00:43:18,096 --> 00:43:20,682
Sagnem se, idem,

1613
00:43:18,096 --> 00:43:20,682
"Marilyn, jesi li dobro?"

1614
00:43:20,723 --> 00:43:22,309
I pogledala me, ode,

1615
00:43:22,351 --> 00:43:25,562
"Oh, Johnnie, oh..."

1616
00:43:22,351 --> 00:43:25,562
Ona kaže, "Oh, Johnnie." idem...

1617
00:43:25,603 --> 00:43:28,023
Kažem, "Što se dogodilo?"

1618
00:43:25,603 --> 00:43:28,023
Ona kaže: "Ne znam."

1619
00:43:28,064 --> 00:43:30,984
Ona kaže: "Došla sam i onda

1620
00:43:28,064 --> 00:43:30,984
Otišao sam negdje."

1621
00:43:31,026 --> 00:43:32,735
I kažem, "Isuse Kriste!"

1622
00:43:32,777 --> 00:43:36,448
Sada sam se vratio na Broadway

1623
00:43:32,777 --> 00:43:36,448
izvodi "Isus Krist Superstar".

1624
00:43:36,490 --> 00:43:38,492
Dobijem poziv.

1625
00:43:36,490 --> 00:43:38,492
"Hej, Johnnie, što ima?

1626
00:43:38,534 --> 00:43:40,536
"Kako si? Da."

1627
00:43:38,534 --> 00:43:40,536
od braće Mitchell.

1628
00:43:40,577 --> 00:43:42,454
Kažu: "Znaš

1629
00:43:40,577 --> 00:43:42,454
ti si zvijezda ovog filma."

1630
00:43:42,496 --> 00:43:44,039
Kažem, "Što pričaš

1631
00:43:42,496 --> 00:43:44,039
o tome, čovječe?"

1632
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,957
Rekao sam, "Ja sam u kazalištu,

1633
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,957
Bavim se legitimnim kazalištem.

1634
00:43:45,999 --> 00:43:48,043
Nisam porno zvijezda."

1635
00:43:48,084 --> 00:43:49,711
oni idu,

1636
00:43:48,084 --> 00:43:49,711
"Da, jesi."

1637
00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:51,171
Kažem, "Što su

1638
00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:51,171
o čemu pričaš?"

1639
00:43:51,213 --> 00:43:54,841
Kažu: "Imamo ček od 50.000 dolara

1640
00:43:51,213 --> 00:43:54,841
čekam te,

1641
00:43:54,883 --> 00:43:57,344
"i moraš ići

1642
00:43:54,883 --> 00:43:57,344
na filmski festival u Cannesu

1643
00:43:57,386 --> 00:43:59,304
jer oni su

1644
00:43:57,386 --> 00:43:59,304
umirem od želje da te upoznam."

1645
00:43:59,346 --> 00:44:02,765
A ja sam rekao: "Koliko?

1646
00:43:59,346 --> 00:44:02,765
50 000? u redu."

1647
00:44:02,807 --> 00:44:04,184
[zvuci blagajne]

1648
00:44:04,226 --> 00:44:07,521
Tako je to postao mit

1649
00:44:04,226 --> 00:44:07,521
crni frajer s velikim kurcem

1650
00:44:07,563 --> 00:44:10,690
u bjelačkom društvu,

1651
00:44:07,563 --> 00:44:10,690
to ga je učinilo stvarnim.

1652
00:44:10,732 --> 00:44:15,028
To je postalo stvarnim za društvo,

1653
00:44:10,732 --> 00:44:15,028
i rekli su, "Što?"

1654
00:44:15,070 --> 00:44:16,446
Izađem iz aviona, čovječe,

1655
00:44:16,488 --> 00:44:19,074
a žene bacaju

1656
00:44:16,488 --> 00:44:19,074
njihove gaćice i ključeve,

1657
00:44:19,115 --> 00:44:20,950
i sve. "Oh, Johnnie!"

1658
00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:24,204
Naš je paviljon bio

1659
00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:24,204
traje 24 sata.

1660
00:44:24,246 --> 00:44:26,331
Svi su ostali

1661
00:44:24,246 --> 00:44:26,331
otvoreno oko osam sati.

1662
00:44:26,373 --> 00:44:29,209
"Zelena vrata"

1663
00:44:26,373 --> 00:44:29,209
radio je 24/7.

1664
00:44:29,251 --> 00:44:32,421
Tako da dobivam nagradu za

1665
00:44:29,251 --> 00:44:32,421
najbolji erotski film ikada snimljen

1666
00:44:32,462 --> 00:44:34,047
i sve te stvari.

1667
00:44:34,089 --> 00:44:37,008
I vratim se kući

1668
00:44:34,089 --> 00:44:37,008
u Sjedinjene Države,

1669
00:44:37,050 --> 00:44:39,386
i mislim da je to to, zar ne?

1670
00:44:39,428 --> 00:44:41,304
Mislim, "U redu,

1671
00:44:39,428 --> 00:44:41,304
Završio sam s tim."

1672
00:44:41,346 --> 00:44:43,265
Ali onda sve

1673
00:44:41,346 --> 00:44:43,265
ovo se dogodilo.

1674
00:44:43,306 --> 00:44:45,100
Žele me

1675
00:44:43,306 --> 00:44:45,100
doći u New York,

1676
00:44:45,141 --> 00:44:47,185
žele me

1677
00:44:45,141 --> 00:44:47,185
doći u Detroit

1678
00:44:47,227 --> 00:44:49,104
učiniti sve ove otvore

1679
00:44:47,227 --> 00:44:49,104
za "Zelena vrata"

1680
00:44:49,145 --> 00:44:50,939
gdje sjedim

1681
00:44:49,145 --> 00:44:50,939
i davanje autograma.

1682
00:44:50,980 --> 00:44:53,275
Cijeli taj dogovor, zar ne?

1683
00:44:50,980 --> 00:44:53,275
To je bilo super.

1684
00:44:53,316 --> 00:44:55,652
Onda nakon toga ja i Marilyn

1685
00:44:53,316 --> 00:44:55,652
zajedno su snimili još dva filma.

1686
00:44:55,693 --> 00:44:58,113
"Unutar Marilyn Chambers,"

1687
00:44:58,154 --> 00:45:00,156
i nju

1688
00:44:58,154 --> 00:45:00,156
"Uskrsnuće Eve".

1689
00:45:00,198 --> 00:45:03,701
Kasnije, kad sam išao

1690
00:45:00,198 --> 00:45:03,701
na dodjelu nagrada za erotski film,

1691
00:45:03,743 --> 00:45:06,121
sva bi me braća vidjela,

1692
00:45:03,743 --> 00:45:06,121
išli bi ovako.

1693
00:45:06,162 --> 00:45:07,997
[smijeh]

1694
00:45:08,039 --> 00:45:10,708
Jer da nije bilo mene,

1695
00:45:08,039 --> 00:45:10,708
oni ne bi bili tamo.

1696
00:45:11,751 --> 00:45:13,420
Otvorio sam im vrata.

1697
00:45:14,879 --> 00:45:16,298
Što je bilo super.

1698
00:45:16,339 --> 00:45:18,133
U to vrijeme nisam

1699
00:45:16,339 --> 00:45:18,133
znam što sam radio.

1700
00:45:18,174 --> 00:45:19,635
Samo sam bio

1701
00:45:18,174 --> 00:45:19,635
radeći ono što sam radio.

1702
00:45:22,762 --> 00:45:25,348
Radio sam ovaj snimak

1703
00:45:22,762 --> 00:45:25,348
za braću Mitchell

1704
00:45:25,390 --> 00:45:27,183
u kazalištu

1705
00:45:25,390 --> 00:45:27,183
dolje na Market Streetu,

1706
00:45:27,225 --> 00:45:30,145
Market Street

1707
00:45:27,225 --> 00:45:30,145
u San Franciscu.

1708
00:45:30,186 --> 00:45:33,148
Radio sam rekonstrukciju

1709
00:45:30,186 --> 00:45:33,148
od "Zelenih vrata"

1710
00:45:33,189 --> 00:45:35,358
za živu publiku.

1711
00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:38,903
U međuvremenu su dobili

1712
00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:38,903
sedam policajaca u publici.

1713
00:45:38,945 --> 00:45:40,989
A kad izvučem kurac

1714
00:45:38,945 --> 00:45:40,989
i idi to učiniti,

1715
00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:44,534
svi su, policajci su upravo ušli

1716
00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:44,534
i uhapsio me. Odveo me u zatvor.

1717
00:45:44,576 --> 00:45:46,536
Naravno da su me Mitchellovi dobili

1718
00:45:44,576 --> 00:45:46,536
izvan insto-presto.

1719
00:45:46,578 --> 00:45:48,330
Ali onda sam otišao

1720
00:45:46,578 --> 00:45:48,330
pred sudom.

1721
00:45:48,371 --> 00:45:51,458
Pa smo ga morali pomaknuti gore

1722
00:45:48,371 --> 00:45:51,458
Vrhovnom sudu Kalifornije.

1723
00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:55,712
Blud na javnom mjestu,

1724
00:45:51,500 --> 00:45:55,712
to je bila optužba.

1725
00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:57,797
A ja sam rekao: "Čovječe, nisam

1726
00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:57,797
zabijam kurac u te žene.

1727
00:45:57,839 --> 00:46:00,383
Pomičem ga u stranu.

1728
00:45:57,839 --> 00:46:00,383
To je stvar glume."

1729
00:46:00,425 --> 00:46:03,470
'Naravno, znaš, ti policajci,

1730
00:46:00,425 --> 00:46:03,470
te drkadžije. [smijeh]

1731
00:46:03,512 --> 00:46:06,431
Dakle, idem prije

1732
00:46:03,512 --> 00:46:06,431
Vrhovni sud.

1733
00:46:06,473 --> 00:46:08,308
Dakle, zovu me

1734
00:46:06,473 --> 00:46:08,308
i oni odu,

1735
00:46:08,350 --> 00:46:10,893
„Dobro, Johnnie, što ti

1736
00:46:08,350 --> 00:46:10,893
moram reći?"

1737
00:46:10,935 --> 00:46:14,564
Svi ti starci sa svojim

1738
00:46:10,935 --> 00:46:14,564
sijede kose i njihovih mekih kuraca.

1739
00:46:14,606 --> 00:46:18,694
Pa kažem, "Bi li radije

1740
00:46:14,606 --> 00:46:18,694
za svoju djecu

1741
00:46:18,735 --> 00:46:22,698
"vidjeti kako ljudi režu jedni druge

1742
00:46:18,735 --> 00:46:22,698
gore, dižu u zrak jedni druge,

1743
00:46:22,739 --> 00:46:24,741
"ubijati jedni druge,

1744
00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:27,118
"ili bi radije

1745
00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:27,118
da vaša djeca vide

1746
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:30,372
"ljudi se grle i ljube

1747
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:30,372
i voditi ljubav?

1748
00:46:30,413 --> 00:46:33,958
Što biste radije

1749
00:46:30,413 --> 00:46:33,958
da tvoja djeca vide?"

1750
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:38,796
Naravno, ne mogu reći.

1751
00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:38,796
Moraju reći ovo drugo,

1752
00:46:38,838 --> 00:46:40,882
grljenje i ljubljenje.

1753
00:46:40,923 --> 00:46:44,386
I moje je svjedočenje pomoglo u promjeni

1754
00:46:44,427 --> 00:46:47,805
seksualni običaji

1755
00:46:44,427 --> 00:46:47,805
ove zemlje.

1756
00:46:49,307 --> 00:46:54,771
To je učinilo legalnim za ljude

1757
00:46:49,307 --> 00:46:54,771
bića da odu u trgovinu

1758
00:46:54,812 --> 00:46:59,067
i najamnina

1759
00:46:54,812 --> 00:46:59,067
legalno film s ocjenom X.

1760
00:46:59,108 --> 00:47:02,862
I pomogao sam napraviti tu stvar

1761
00:46:59,108 --> 00:47:02,862
realnost u ovoj zemlji.

1762
00:47:02,904 --> 00:47:05,657
Dakle, dosta sam se oslobodio

1763
00:47:02,904 --> 00:47:05,657
kuraca i pičkica.

1764
00:47:05,699 --> 00:47:07,576
Tako se osjećam

1765
00:47:05,699 --> 00:47:07,576
o tome. Znaš što mislim?

1766
00:47:07,617 --> 00:47:10,078
Pravi razgovor. To je pravi razgovor.

1767
00:47:13,289 --> 00:47:17,919
Prije mnogo godina radio sam predstavu

1768
00:47:13,289 --> 00:47:17,919
Broadway pod nazivom "The Wiz",

1769
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:21,089
a to je crna proizvodnja

1770
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:21,089
iz "Čarobnjaka iz Oza"

1771
00:47:21,130 --> 00:47:23,550
ako vi ljudi ne znate.

1772
00:47:23,592 --> 00:47:25,677
Jedne noći,

1773
00:47:25,719 --> 00:47:30,181
glavni pjevač u emisiji

1774
00:47:25,719 --> 00:47:30,181
imao laringitis.

1775
00:47:30,223 --> 00:47:32,267
I producenti su došli,

1776
00:47:32,308 --> 00:47:34,102
„Johnnie, možeš li

1777
00:47:32,308 --> 00:47:34,102
pjevati 'Over the Rainbow'?

1778
00:47:34,143 --> 00:47:35,853
– Zato što ona to ne zna pjevati.

1779
00:47:35,895 --> 00:47:37,522
I nikad nisam

1780
00:47:35,895 --> 00:47:37,522
"Iznad duge"

1781
00:47:37,564 --> 00:47:39,190
jer to nije bilo

1782
00:47:37,564 --> 00:47:39,190
moj dio emisije.

1783
00:47:39,232 --> 00:47:41,526
Jer jesam

1784
00:47:39,232 --> 00:47:41,526
Limeni čovjek, zar ne?

1785
00:47:41,568 --> 00:47:43,820
Pa kažem, "U redu,

1786
00:47:41,568 --> 00:47:43,820
da, probat ću."

1787
00:47:43,861 --> 00:47:45,739
I tako je ovo

1788
00:47:43,861 --> 00:47:45,739
način na koji sam ja to učinio.

1789
00:47:48,157 --> 00:47:51,745
[melodija sviranja klavira]

1790
00:47:58,042 --> 00:48:03,465
♪ Negdje iznad duge ♪

1791
00:48:03,506 --> 00:48:06,259
[Tipke]

1792
00:48:03,506 --> 00:48:06,259
Dakle, nakon toga sam dobio sina.

1793
00:48:06,301 --> 00:48:08,470
I znate što se događa

1794
00:48:06,301 --> 00:48:08,470
muškarcima kad imaju dječake.

1795
00:48:09,929 --> 00:48:10,888
Pravo?

1796
00:48:11,889 --> 00:48:14,016
Ova žena je pobjegla s mojim dječakom.

1797
00:48:14,058 --> 00:48:15,811
Vidiš, predavao sam u školi.

1798
00:48:14,058 --> 00:48:15,811
Kao, rekao sam,

1799
00:48:15,852 --> 00:48:17,771
Robin Williams bio je jedan

1800
00:48:15,852 --> 00:48:17,771
mojih učenika i ljudi.

1801
00:48:17,813 --> 00:48:20,440
Ona kaže: "Imaš doktorat.

1802
00:48:20,482 --> 00:48:23,151
„Idi učiti školu. Ne trebaš

1803
00:48:20,482 --> 00:48:23,151
snimati ove jebene filmove."

1804
00:48:23,192 --> 00:48:26,028
Rekao sam, "Da ti kažem,

1805
00:48:23,192 --> 00:48:26,028
kad sam te upoznao

1806
00:48:23,192 --> 00:48:26,028
Snimao sam jebene filmove.

1807
00:48:26,070 --> 00:48:27,697
“To je razlog

1808
00:48:26,070 --> 00:48:27,697
zašto si došao k meni,

1809
00:48:27,739 --> 00:48:29,282
"'jer si htio

1810
00:48:27,739 --> 00:48:29,282
taj veliki kurac, kučko.

1811
00:48:29,324 --> 00:48:31,367
„Dakle, nemoj mi reći

1812
00:48:29,324 --> 00:48:31,367
o, znaš,

1813
00:48:31,409 --> 00:48:33,495
"Želiš promijeniti moj život?

1814
00:48:33,536 --> 00:48:37,332
“Sada ćeš ući u moj život

1815
00:48:33,536 --> 00:48:37,332
i pokušaš me promijeniti?"

1816
00:48:37,373 --> 00:48:39,501
rekao sam,

1817
00:48:37,373 --> 00:48:39,501
„Nemaš

1818
00:48:37,373 --> 00:48:39,501
ta moć, ženo."

1819
00:48:39,542 --> 00:48:41,961
Dakle, prvo što je učinila

1820
00:48:39,542 --> 00:48:41,961
je ugrabio mog sina

1821
00:48:42,003 --> 00:48:43,630
i odvedi ga od mene,

1822
00:48:43,672 --> 00:48:45,298
koji mi je slomio srce.

1823
00:48:47,342 --> 00:48:51,137
I tada sam otišao

1824
00:48:47,342 --> 00:48:51,137
i došao do Washingtona

1825
00:48:47,342 --> 00:48:51,137
da podignem svog dječaka.

1826
00:48:51,179 --> 00:48:54,098
I odgojila sam svog dječaka,

1827
00:48:51,179 --> 00:48:54,098
postao je Globetrotter.

1828
00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:56,601
Postao je jedan od najboljih

1829
00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:56,601
sportaša u Washingtonu.

1830
00:48:56,643 --> 00:48:59,103
Dakle, ponosan sam na to.

1831
00:48:59,145 --> 00:49:02,273
razgovarao sam s njim

1832
00:48:59,145 --> 00:49:02,273
sinoć, zar ne?

1833
00:49:02,315 --> 00:49:04,025
Rekao je, "Slušaj,

1834
00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:07,320
"svi pederi

1835
00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:07,320
moram ići na Wikipediju

1836
00:49:04,066 --> 00:49:07,320
and they see you.

1837
00:49:07,362 --> 00:49:08,822
– I znaju da sam ja tvoj sin.

1838
00:49:08,864 --> 00:49:11,073
Rekao je: "Dakle, nemate

1839
00:49:08,864 --> 00:49:11,073
da to više ne radiš, tata."

1840
00:49:11,115 --> 00:49:13,117
Rekao je: "Tata, ne znaš

1841
00:49:11,115 --> 00:49:13,117
ne moram to više raditi."

1842
00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:17,121
Rekao je: "Jer jesi

1843
00:49:13,159 --> 00:49:17,121
what you are,

1844
00:49:17,163 --> 00:49:19,791
"and I am what I am,

1845
00:49:19,833 --> 00:49:23,586
"i bez obzira na sve

1846
00:49:19,833 --> 00:49:23,586
izlazi u pranju,

1847
00:49:23,628 --> 00:49:25,213
prelijepi smo."

1848
00:49:26,673 --> 00:49:28,257
That's my boy

1849
00:49:26,673 --> 00:49:28,257
telling me.

1850
00:49:28,299 --> 00:49:32,303
♪ Gdje se nevolja topi

1851
00:49:28,299 --> 00:49:32,303
like lemon drops ♪

1852
00:49:34,055 --> 00:49:35,932
Ne kažem da želim

1853
00:49:34,055 --> 00:49:35,932
izaći iz pornografije.

1854
00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:39,686
Volim porniće zbog onoga što jest

1855
00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:39,686
i kako se može razviti.

1856
00:49:39,728 --> 00:49:41,521
i stvarno mi se sviđa, kao,

1857
00:49:41,563 --> 00:49:44,315
pushing the boundaries

1858
00:49:41,563 --> 00:49:44,315
buduće pornografije,

1859
00:49:44,357 --> 00:49:46,526
od, kao, ne znam,

1860
00:49:44,357 --> 00:49:46,526
tehnologije i ostalo.

1861
00:49:46,568 --> 00:49:48,236
Stvarno mi se sviđa, kao,

1862
00:49:46,568 --> 00:49:48,236
pornografija virtualne stvarnosti

1863
00:49:48,277 --> 00:49:49,821
i takve stvari

1864
00:49:48,277 --> 00:49:49,821
trenutno.

1865
00:49:49,863 --> 00:49:51,489
Dakle, da, sretan sam

1866
00:49:49,863 --> 00:49:51,489
s onim što radim,

1867
00:49:51,531 --> 00:49:54,200
ali na kraju želim

1868
00:49:51,531 --> 00:49:54,200
režirati i producirati filmove.

1869
00:49:54,242 --> 00:49:55,911
I u osnovi

1870
00:49:54,242 --> 00:49:55,911
pomicati granice

1871
00:49:55,952 --> 00:49:58,621
onoga što je vani na

1872
00:49:55,952 --> 00:49:58,621
trenutak tehnološki.

1873
00:49:58,663 --> 00:50:01,165
znate I'm doing a bit with

1874
00:49:58,663 --> 00:50:01,165
360 video rad u ovom trenutku,

1875
00:50:01,207 --> 00:50:02,751
samo testiranje i tako to.

1876
00:50:02,792 --> 00:50:04,711
I nadam se, mislim,

1877
00:50:02,792 --> 00:50:04,711
to ima puno izgleda.

1878
00:50:04,753 --> 00:50:07,714
Ali, da, pornografija

1879
00:50:04,753 --> 00:50:07,714
jedan od tih svjetova, čovječe.

1880
00:50:07,756 --> 00:50:10,049
Stalno se razvija

1881
00:50:07,756 --> 00:50:10,049
i, znaš,

1882
00:50:10,091 --> 00:50:11,593
sve nove tehnologije

1883
00:50:10,091 --> 00:50:11,593
uvijek se nalaze,

1884
00:50:11,634 --> 00:50:13,595
a neki dolaze a neki odlaze.

1885
00:50:13,636 --> 00:50:15,764
I jednostavno sam zahvalna

1886
00:50:13,636 --> 00:50:15,764
biti tu gdje jesam

1887
00:50:15,805 --> 00:50:18,391
i nekako napreduje

1888
00:50:15,805 --> 00:50:18,391
s tim, znaš na što mislim?

1889
00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:21,394
Dakle, nadamo se jednog dana,

1890
00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:21,394
Moći ću režirati

1891
00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:21,394
i proizvoditi filmove

1892
00:50:21,436 --> 00:50:23,980
i nađi drugu

1893
00:50:21,436 --> 00:50:23,980
veliki kurac poput mene

1894
00:50:21,436 --> 00:50:23,980
i promijeniti svoj život, čovječe.

1895
00:50:24,021 --> 00:50:26,190
To je sve što želim učiniti.

1896
00:50:27,316 --> 00:50:30,695
[svira elektronska glazba]

1897
00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:51,674
[Brittany Andrews]

1898
00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:51,674
Koja je razlika između

1899
00:50:49,380 --> 00:50:51,674
dječak igračka, rob,

1900
00:50:51,716 --> 00:50:54,427
i jebeni prijatelj

1901
00:50:51,716 --> 00:50:54,427
i dečko?

1902
00:50:54,469 --> 00:50:57,430
Zapravo sam jeo

1903
00:50:54,469 --> 00:50:57,430
pokušati ovo objasniti

1904
00:50:54,469 --> 00:50:57,430
mojim psihijatrima prije.

1905
00:50:57,472 --> 00:50:59,140
[smijeh]

1906
00:50:59,181 --> 00:51:02,393
Dečki robovi, uživaju

1907
00:50:59,181 --> 00:51:02,393
okovna strana stvari.

1908
00:51:02,435 --> 00:51:07,189
Jebeni prijatelji su ljudi koji

1909
00:51:02,435 --> 00:51:07,189
bili bi dečki

1910
00:51:07,231 --> 00:51:08,858
kad bi bili bolji.

1911
00:51:08,900 --> 00:51:10,318
[smijeh]

1912
00:51:10,359 --> 00:51:12,695
I onda su dečki ljudi

1913
00:51:10,359 --> 00:51:12,695
koje imaš,

1914
00:51:12,737 --> 00:51:17,867
znaš, duhovno, seksualno,

1915
00:51:12,737 --> 00:51:17,867
emocionalni odnosi sa,

1916
00:51:17,909 --> 00:51:20,202
i, znaš, jesi

1917
00:51:17,909 --> 00:51:20,202
intimna i ranjiva,

1918
00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:21,913
i sve to

1919
00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:21,913
neke zabavne stvari.

1920
00:51:21,955 --> 00:51:23,957
A igračke za dječake su samo

1921
00:51:21,955 --> 00:51:23,957
trebao začepiti jebote,

1922
00:51:23,999 --> 00:51:26,626
budi slatka i lijepa i učini

1923
00:51:23,999 --> 00:51:26,626
kako im gospodarica mama kaže.

1924
00:51:33,424 --> 00:51:40,056
Uvijek sam želio nesmetan rad

1925
00:51:33,424 --> 00:51:40,056
stroj za posao,

1926
00:51:40,097 --> 00:51:41,599
kao da je to bilo

1927
00:51:40,097 --> 00:51:41,599
uvijek moj cilj.

1928
00:51:41,641 --> 00:51:43,434
Sjećam se, kao,

1929
00:51:41,641 --> 00:51:43,434
pitati ljude, kao,

1930
00:51:43,476 --> 00:51:45,436
"Kako ulaziš u pornografiju?

1931
00:51:43,476 --> 00:51:45,436
Kako ulaziš u pornografiju?"

1932
00:51:45,478 --> 00:51:48,773
I onda sam završio

1933
00:51:45,478 --> 00:51:48,773
snimajući fotografije

1934
00:51:48,815 --> 00:51:51,818
s visokim društvom

1935
00:51:48,815 --> 00:51:51,818
i Cherry Magazine na Jamajci.

1936
00:51:51,860 --> 00:51:54,988
A tko je bio moj cimer?

1937
00:51:51,860 --> 00:51:54,988
Jenna Jameson je bila.

1938
00:51:55,030 --> 00:51:58,074
Dakle, ona je kao,

1939
00:51:55,030 --> 00:51:58,074
"Moraš se preseliti u LA

1940
00:51:55,030 --> 00:51:58,074
i živi sa mnom,

1941
00:51:58,115 --> 00:51:59,659
a ja ću te spojiti."

1942
00:51:59,701 --> 00:52:02,161
I, znaš, uzimao sam

1943
00:51:59,701 --> 00:52:02,161
brigu o mojoj majci u to vrijeme.

1944
00:52:02,203 --> 00:52:04,205
I rekla sam mami

1945
00:52:02,203 --> 00:52:04,205
da smo bili

1946
00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:06,582
kretati se

1947
00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:06,582
u Hollywood, Florida.

1948
00:52:06,624 --> 00:52:10,294
Dakle, ja sam na Jamajci

1949
00:52:06,624 --> 00:52:10,294
i zovem mamu,

1950
00:52:10,336 --> 00:52:12,588
a ja kažem, "Mama,

1951
00:52:10,336 --> 00:52:12,588
selimo se u Hollywood!"

1952
00:52:12,630 --> 00:52:14,966
A ona je rekla: "Da, znam."

1953
00:52:12,630 --> 00:52:14,966
Ja sam kao, "Scratch."

1954
00:52:15,008 --> 00:52:17,426
[smijeh]

1955
00:52:15,008 --> 00:52:17,426
"Hollywood, Kalifornija."

1956
00:52:17,468 --> 00:52:18,678
Ona je kao, "Što?"

1957
00:52:18,720 --> 00:52:21,806
Imao sam 23 godine i odlučio sam

1958
00:52:18,720 --> 00:52:21,806
otvoriti se,

1959
00:52:21,848 --> 00:52:24,517
znaš,

1960
00:52:21,848 --> 00:52:24,517
studio od 5000 četvornih metara,

1961
00:52:24,559 --> 00:52:26,185
učiniti objektom za iznajmljivanje.

1962
00:52:26,227 --> 00:52:28,270
I počela sam

1963
00:52:26,227 --> 00:52:28,270
odmah nakon toga

1964
00:52:28,312 --> 00:52:30,606
moja prva web stranica

1965
00:52:28,312 --> 00:52:30,606
i onda, znaš,

1966
00:52:30,648 --> 00:52:32,483
odlučio napraviti cjelinu

1967
00:52:30,648 --> 00:52:32,483
mreža njih

1968
00:52:32,525 --> 00:52:34,443
i sve drugačije

1969
00:52:32,525 --> 00:52:34,443
vrste fetiša.

1970
00:52:34,485 --> 00:52:36,112
Zvalo se

1971
00:52:34,485 --> 00:52:36,112
"Kučka Niša."

1972
00:52:36,153 --> 00:52:37,864
Imao sam mrežu Niche Bitch.

1973
00:52:37,906 --> 00:52:39,323
I krenulo je od tamo.

1974
00:52:39,365 --> 00:52:41,576
Zatim cijela stvar s gonzom

1975
00:52:39,365 --> 00:52:41,576
nekako počelo

1976
00:52:41,617 --> 00:52:44,037
kada si počeo imati, kao,

1977
00:52:41,617 --> 00:52:44,037
digitalne kamere.

1978
00:52:44,079 --> 00:52:46,915
I svi ostali

1979
00:52:44,079 --> 00:52:46,915
nazivao to,

1980
00:52:46,956 --> 00:52:51,544
hm, pravi civil

1981
00:52:46,956 --> 00:52:51,544
izraz za to... [smijeh]--

1982
00:52:51,586 --> 00:52:53,588
"civil" znači vi ljudi--

1983
00:52:53,629 --> 00:52:56,674
...hm, ne porno zvijezde,

1984
00:52:56,716 --> 00:52:58,342
uh, zvao se Pro-Am.

1985
00:52:58,384 --> 00:53:01,470
Što je zapravo sve značilo

1986
00:52:58,384 --> 00:53:01,470
bila je hrpa idiota

1987
00:53:01,512 --> 00:53:02,972
koje su nekad bile porno zvijezde

1988
00:53:03,014 --> 00:53:05,558
koji je uzeo kameru,

1989
00:53:03,014 --> 00:53:05,558
uključujući i mene...

1990
00:53:05,600 --> 00:53:07,309
[smijeh]

1991
00:53:07,351 --> 00:53:09,104
...ali uglavnom su to bili samo dečki.

1992
00:53:09,145 --> 00:53:12,398
Jer, opet je bilo

1993
00:53:09,145 --> 00:53:12,398
vrlo, vrlo

1994
00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:15,443
muški školski posao

1995
00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:15,443
tada.

1996
00:53:15,484 --> 00:53:19,196
Mislim, sve je to bila talijanska mafija

1997
00:53:15,484 --> 00:53:19,196
koja je radila distribuciju,

1998
00:53:19,238 --> 00:53:21,950
a sve je to bila židovska mafija

1999
00:53:19,238 --> 00:53:21,950
koja je radila proizvodnju,

2000
00:53:21,991 --> 00:53:25,870
a žene nisu smjele

2001
00:53:21,991 --> 00:53:25,870
na neki način ući tamo,

2002
00:53:25,912 --> 00:53:27,747
posebno distribucija,

2003
00:53:25,912 --> 00:53:27,747
znate.

2004
00:53:27,789 --> 00:53:31,793
Dakle, ali svejedno,

2005
00:53:27,789 --> 00:53:31,793
bio je film,

2006
00:53:31,834 --> 00:53:34,087
Mislim da se zvao "Erocity,"

2007
00:53:34,129 --> 00:53:39,550
gdje sam silovao

2008
00:53:34,129 --> 00:53:39,550
odjebi s ovim

2009
00:53:34,129 --> 00:53:39,550
muško dupe u mojoj tamnici,

2010
00:53:39,592 --> 00:53:42,637
i bilo je stvarno urnebesno

2011
00:53:42,678 --> 00:53:44,680
jer sam slomio

2012
00:53:42,678 --> 00:53:44,680
moj disciplinirani konj.

2013
00:53:44,722 --> 00:53:48,726
I samo sam to nastavio lupati

2014
00:53:44,722 --> 00:53:48,726
majku mu u zemlju.

2015
00:53:48,768 --> 00:53:51,771
I bilo je tako smiješno

2016
00:53:48,768 --> 00:53:51,771
jer redatelj

2017
00:53:48,768 --> 00:53:51,771
poslije je bilo kao,

2018
00:53:51,813 --> 00:53:54,649
– Nisi promašio.

2019
00:53:51,813 --> 00:53:54,649
[smijeh]

2020
00:53:54,690 --> 00:53:58,694
I uvijek bih, znaš,

2021
00:53:54,690 --> 00:53:58,694
ove večeri,

2022
00:53:58,736 --> 00:54:02,239
a imao bih i kustosa

2023
00:53:58,736 --> 00:54:02,239
sve te fetiš vrste umjetnosti,

2024
00:54:02,281 --> 00:54:04,325
a ja bih ove

2025
00:54:02,281 --> 00:54:04,325
odjeća po narudžbi,

2026
00:54:04,366 --> 00:54:05,743
a ja bih imao otvoreni bar.

2027
00:54:05,785 --> 00:54:08,496
I onda, znaš, bio bih

2028
00:54:05,785 --> 00:54:08,496
dvostruko fisting nekoga

2029
00:54:08,537 --> 00:54:11,207
u tamnici dolje.

2030
00:54:11,248 --> 00:54:13,417
I, znaš, moja mama

2031
00:54:11,248 --> 00:54:13,417
bio bi gore,

2032
00:54:13,459 --> 00:54:15,670
a ona je kao,

2033
00:54:13,459 --> 00:54:15,670
– Tako sam ponosan na svoju kćer.

2034
00:54:15,711 --> 00:54:18,214
A oni su kao: "Znaš li

2035
00:54:15,711 --> 00:54:18,214
što ona radi dolje?"

2036
00:54:18,255 --> 00:54:20,008
“Nije me briga, samo sam

2037
00:54:18,255 --> 00:54:20,008
jako ponosan na nju."

2038
00:54:20,049 --> 00:54:23,719
[smijeh]

2039
00:54:20,049 --> 00:54:23,719
Znam da sam licemjerna

2040
00:54:23,761 --> 00:54:27,056
jer ja sam domina

2041
00:54:23,761 --> 00:54:27,056
i prebio sam sranje

2042
00:54:23,761 --> 00:54:27,056
od muškaraca,

2043
00:54:27,098 --> 00:54:30,226
ali jednostavno osjećam da jest

2044
00:54:27,098 --> 00:54:30,226
prikladno to učiniti čovjeku

2045
00:54:27,098 --> 00:54:30,226
ali ne žena.

2046
00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:32,269
Zovite me ludo,

2047
00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:32,269
to je feministica u meni.

2048
00:54:36,565 --> 00:54:38,776
-Sam?

2049
00:54:36,565 --> 00:54:38,776
-Da?

2050
00:54:38,818 --> 00:54:41,988
Kako bi bilo da dođeš ovamo

2051
00:54:38,818 --> 00:54:41,988
i sjedi pored mene na ovom kauču

2052
00:54:42,030 --> 00:54:47,368
i pokaži mi nešto od toga

2053
00:54:42,030 --> 00:54:47,368
Sam Slate privatni kurac?

2054
00:54:47,409 --> 00:54:48,744
Mislio sam da me nikad nećeš pitati.

2055
00:54:50,329 --> 00:54:52,748
[oboje stenju]

2056
00:54:54,876 --> 00:54:57,003
Osjećam se kao sada

2057
00:54:54,876 --> 00:54:57,003
kad gledam porniće,

2058
00:54:57,045 --> 00:54:58,713
to je kao, znaš,

2059
00:54:57,045 --> 00:54:58,713
jebem je u dupe,

2060
00:54:58,754 --> 00:55:00,256
i gušeći je

2061
00:54:58,754 --> 00:55:00,256
i, znaš,

2062
00:55:00,297 --> 00:55:03,259
imajući što više pijetlova

2063
00:55:00,297 --> 00:55:03,259
koliko god možeš,

2064
00:55:03,300 --> 00:55:06,095
i sve je to pljuvanje

2065
00:55:03,300 --> 00:55:06,095
i stavila glavu u WC školjku.

2066
00:55:06,137 --> 00:55:09,224
I nisam dolje

2067
00:55:06,137 --> 00:55:09,224
s tim programom.

2068
00:55:09,265 --> 00:55:11,893
Pa kad sam imao

2069
00:55:09,265 --> 00:55:11,893
prvotno u mirovini,

2070
00:55:11,934 --> 00:55:15,104
jer sve porno zvijezde, mi dolazimo

2071
00:55:11,934 --> 00:55:15,104
natrag i mi... [smijeh]

2072
00:55:15,146 --> 00:55:16,814
To je ono što mi radimo,

2073
00:55:15,146 --> 00:55:16,814
odlazimo i vraćamo se.

2074
00:55:16,856 --> 00:55:18,941
Ali kad sam otišao u mirovinu,

2075
00:55:18,983 --> 00:55:24,113
Nisam imao problema s tim

2076
00:55:18,983 --> 00:55:24,113
jer posao koji sam poznavao

2077
00:55:24,155 --> 00:55:28,659
gdje si zapravo imao seks,

2078
00:55:24,155 --> 00:55:28,659
kao na krevetima i stolovima,

2079
00:55:28,701 --> 00:55:31,204
i, znaš, i bilo je kao,

2080
00:55:28,701 --> 00:55:31,204
seksali ste se.

2081
00:55:31,246 --> 00:55:33,581
Bilo je, kao, dobro.

2082
00:55:31,246 --> 00:55:33,581
[smijeh]

2083
00:55:33,622 --> 00:55:37,710
Sada, o moj Bože, moram to učiniti

2084
00:55:33,622 --> 00:55:37,710
sjedeća kupka nakon toga.

2085
00:55:37,752 --> 00:55:39,795
Mislim, jebeno te ubiju.

2086
00:55:39,837 --> 00:55:42,965
To je kao, sve je u pitanju

2087
00:55:39,837 --> 00:55:42,965
nabija te u susjednu sobu,

2088
00:55:43,007 --> 00:55:44,425
i davi te.

2089
00:55:44,466 --> 00:55:46,010
Ne rade

2090
00:55:44,466 --> 00:55:46,010
to sranje meni.

2091
00:55:46,052 --> 00:55:48,345
Jer ja ću se okrenuti

2092
00:55:46,052 --> 00:55:48,345
i sat mamojebač.

2093
00:55:48,387 --> 00:55:50,639
Jer ja sam dominantna žena

2094
00:55:48,387 --> 00:55:50,639
a ja sam starija.

2095
00:55:50,681 --> 00:55:52,850
Poštuj starije, zaboga.

2096
00:55:52,892 --> 00:55:54,602
[smijeh]

2097
00:55:56,312 --> 00:55:58,773
Bio sam u mirovini

2098
00:55:56,312 --> 00:55:58,773
već dosta godina

2099
00:55:58,814 --> 00:56:00,858
i redatelj

2100
00:55:58,814 --> 00:56:00,858
kontaktirao me,

2101
00:56:00,900 --> 00:56:03,945
ne znajući da imam

2102
00:56:00,900 --> 00:56:03,945
bio u mirovini.

2103
00:56:03,986 --> 00:56:06,447
A on je kao, "Oh, znaš,

2104
00:56:03,986 --> 00:56:06,447
Pitao sam se, znaš,

2105
00:56:06,488 --> 00:56:08,407
“Imao sam scenu koju sam

2106
00:56:06,488 --> 00:56:08,407
želio da budeš unutra."

2107
00:56:08,449 --> 00:56:09,992
[smijeh]

2108
00:56:10,034 --> 00:56:12,328
A ja sam rekao, "U redu, dobro,

2109
00:56:10,034 --> 00:56:12,328
kako se zove film?"

2110
00:56:12,369 --> 00:56:13,537
A on je kao, "Zlatne djevojke."

2111
00:56:13,579 --> 00:56:15,248
Ja sam kao,

2112
00:56:13,579 --> 00:56:15,248
"Ti si jebeni drkadžija!"

2113
00:56:21,129 --> 00:56:24,340
Tip me zove natrag, kao,

2114
00:56:21,129 --> 00:56:24,340
godinu dana kasnije i on odlazi,

2115
00:56:24,381 --> 00:56:26,383
"Dobio sam tvoj film o povratku."

2116
00:56:26,425 --> 00:56:29,386
Rekao sam, "Odjebi

2117
00:56:26,425 --> 00:56:29,386
odavde. [smijeh]

2118
00:56:29,428 --> 00:56:32,307
Nisam mislio da ću čuti

2119
00:56:29,428 --> 00:56:32,307
opet od tebe," i...

2120
00:56:35,310 --> 00:56:37,853
Želite li komad

2121
00:56:35,310 --> 00:56:37,853
od mene, kučko mala?

2122
00:56:38,896 --> 00:56:40,189
Što?

2123
00:56:40,231 --> 00:56:42,275
"Seks i grad",

2124
00:56:40,231 --> 00:56:42,275
Želim da ti glumiš Samanthu.

2125
00:56:42,317 --> 00:56:44,902
Ja sam kao,

2126
00:56:42,317 --> 00:56:44,902
"Stari, sviđaš mi se, čovječe."

2127
00:56:44,944 --> 00:56:48,864
Dakle, moram učiniti

2128
00:56:44,944 --> 00:56:48,864
taj određeni film,

2129
00:56:48,906 --> 00:56:51,284
i bio sam shvatio

2130
00:56:48,906 --> 00:56:51,284
prošlo je neko vrijeme

2131
00:56:51,326 --> 00:56:53,328
otkad sam bio pred kamerom.

2132
00:56:53,369 --> 00:56:56,789
Možda sam napravio, otprilike, dva

2133
00:56:53,369 --> 00:56:56,789
analne scene u cijelom mom životu.

2134
00:56:56,831 --> 00:56:58,249
Pa sam rekao da hoću

2135
00:56:56,831 --> 00:56:58,249
napraviti analnu scenu.

2136
00:56:58,291 --> 00:57:00,001
Ali ja nisam profesionalac u ovome.

2137
00:57:00,042 --> 00:57:03,629
Bog blagoslovio sve muškarce

2138
00:57:00,042 --> 00:57:03,629
vani koji to misle,

2139
00:57:03,671 --> 00:57:06,174
znaš, nema ih puno

2140
00:57:03,671 --> 00:57:06,174
pripreme koje

2141
00:57:03,671 --> 00:57:06,174
ulazi u ovo.

2142
00:57:06,215 --> 00:57:09,510
Da ti kažem nešto,

2143
00:57:06,215 --> 00:57:09,510
tamo... tamo treba biti.

2144
00:57:09,551 --> 00:57:11,887
Oh, ti prljavi, zločesti dječače.

2145
00:57:11,929 --> 00:57:14,765
-Hoćeš me jebati u dupe?

2146
00:57:11,929 --> 00:57:14,765
-Da, želim jebati tu guzicu.

2147
00:57:14,807 --> 00:57:16,225
Oh, da.

2148
00:57:16,267 --> 00:57:18,644
Gurni mi taj veliki kurac u dupe.

2149
00:57:18,686 --> 00:57:20,604
To je kao, 10:00 ujutro.

2150
00:57:18,686 --> 00:57:20,604
a ti imaš, kao,

2151
00:57:20,646 --> 00:57:23,191
gurnuo je pijetao od 20 inča

2152
00:57:20,646 --> 00:57:23,191
u tvoje dupe, zar ne?

2153
00:57:23,232 --> 00:57:26,235
I, znaš, nisam jeo

2154
00:57:23,232 --> 00:57:26,235
bilo što u vlastitom plijenu

2155
00:57:26,277 --> 00:57:28,279
za, kao, dugo vremena.

2156
00:57:28,321 --> 00:57:30,614
U kupaonici sam

2157
00:57:28,321 --> 00:57:30,614
razgovarajući sa svojom djevojkom.

2158
00:57:30,656 --> 00:57:32,908
„Allison, nešto

2159
00:57:30,656 --> 00:57:32,908
dogodilo se mom dupetu."

2160
00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:34,369
Ona kaže: "Što su

2161
00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:34,369
o čemu pričaš?"

2162
00:57:34,410 --> 00:57:36,037
Ja kažem: "Ima nešto

2163
00:57:34,410 --> 00:57:36,037
nije u redu s mojim dupetom."

2164
00:57:36,078 --> 00:57:37,454
Ona kaže: "Što su

2165
00:57:36,078 --> 00:57:37,454
o čemu pričaš?"

2166
00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:39,165
Rekao sam: "Ne, postoji

2167
00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:39,165
stvarno nešto, kao,

2168
00:57:39,207 --> 00:57:42,710
"kao, mislim svoje dupe

2169
00:57:39,207 --> 00:57:42,710
okrenut naopako ili-- Da."

2170
00:57:42,751 --> 00:57:44,879
A ona je kao,

2171
00:57:42,751 --> 00:57:44,879
"Što pričaš..."

2172
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:48,090
ja sam kao...

2173
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:48,090
(cviljenje) "Nešto je

2174
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:48,090
nije u redu s mojim dupetom."

2175
00:57:48,132 --> 00:57:49,884
I tako, sasvim sigurno,

2176
00:57:49,925 --> 00:57:51,593
Vraćam se na set, znaš,

2177
00:57:51,635 --> 00:57:54,096
i ja sam kao, dobio svoje noge

2178
00:57:51,635 --> 00:57:54,096
zajedno i ja ulazim,

2179
00:57:54,138 --> 00:57:56,849
i oni su kao,

2180
00:57:54,138 --> 00:57:56,849
"Uh, jesi li dobro?"

2181
00:57:56,891 --> 00:57:58,642
A ja kažem: "Um...

2182
00:58:00,269 --> 00:58:01,854
Nešto mi se dogodilo s dupetom."

2183
00:58:01,896 --> 00:58:04,565
I oni su kao,

2184
00:58:01,896 --> 00:58:04,565
"Oh, nije velika stvar.

2185
00:58:04,606 --> 00:58:06,108
Upravo ga pupaš."

2186
00:58:06,150 --> 00:58:08,819
Ja sam kao,

2187
00:58:06,150 --> 00:58:08,819
"Što je to pupanje ruže?"

2188
00:58:08,861 --> 00:58:12,114
A oni kažu: "Pa,

2189
00:58:08,861 --> 00:58:12,114
to je kada imate prolaps,

2190
00:58:12,156 --> 00:58:13,949
"znaš, kao,

2191
00:58:12,156 --> 00:58:13,949
guzica ti je propala.

2192
00:58:13,991 --> 00:58:16,827
"Okreće se naopako." točno?

2193
00:58:16,869 --> 00:58:19,580
A ja sam kao,

2194
00:58:16,869 --> 00:58:19,580
"Oh, ne, ovo nije dobro."

2195
00:58:19,621 --> 00:58:21,165
Oni su kao,

2196
00:58:19,621 --> 00:58:21,165
“Oh, ne brini za to.

2197
00:58:21,207 --> 00:58:23,751
"Postoji gomila djevojaka

2198
00:58:21,207 --> 00:58:23,751
u industriji

2199
00:58:23,792 --> 00:58:26,087
"koje imaju stalni ružin pupoljak.

2200
00:58:26,128 --> 00:58:30,674
“Postoji kao cijeli prolaps

2201
00:58:26,128 --> 00:58:30,674
fetiš žanr filma."

2202
00:58:30,716 --> 00:58:35,430
A ja sam kao, "Ne..."

2203
00:58:35,471 --> 00:58:39,141
Drugi put

2204
00:58:35,471 --> 00:58:39,141
Napravio sam analnu scenu,

2205
00:58:35,471 --> 00:58:39,141
Pripremao sam se mjesec dana.

2206
00:58:39,183 --> 00:58:40,768
[smijeh]

2207
00:58:40,809 --> 00:58:42,603
[Muškarac]

2208
00:58:40,809 --> 00:58:42,603
Jeste li stavili neka ograničenja

2209
00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:44,521
na što ste voljni

2210
00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:44,521
raditi na videu?

2211
00:58:44,563 --> 00:58:46,690
Hm, u ovom trenutku

2212
00:58:44,563 --> 00:58:46,690
s vremenom imam.

2213
00:58:46,732 --> 00:58:52,113
Neću raditi anale

2214
00:58:46,732 --> 00:58:52,113
ili gangbangs,

2215
00:58:52,154 --> 00:58:53,530
i to je uglavnom to.

2216
00:58:53,572 --> 00:58:55,532
A jedini razlog je, je...

2217
00:58:55,574 --> 00:58:57,034
[pročišćava grlo]

2218
00:58:57,076 --> 00:59:00,955
...to je više, kao, posao

2219
00:58:57,076 --> 00:59:00,955
stvar nego bilo što drugo.

2220
00:59:00,996 --> 00:59:04,083
Mislim da moram imati

2221
00:59:00,996 --> 00:59:04,083
nešto je ostalo

2222
00:59:04,125 --> 00:59:06,627
kada... na tržište

2223
00:59:04,125 --> 00:59:06,627
malo kasnije.

2224
00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:11,299
Dakle, vjerojatno ćete me vidjeti

2225
00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:11,299
radim to malo kasnije,

2226
00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:11,299
ali ne još sasvim.

2227
00:59:11,340 --> 00:59:12,967
Natjerat ću te da čekaš.

2228
00:59:13,008 --> 00:59:14,385
[Muškarac]

2229
00:59:13,008 --> 00:59:14,385
Radite li to izvan kamere?

2230
00:59:14,427 --> 00:59:16,929
Oh, definitivno. A-ha, a-ha.

2231
00:59:14,427 --> 00:59:16,929
Mm-hmm. Definitivno.

2232
00:59:16,971 --> 00:59:18,473
Pa, ne znam

2233
00:59:16,971 --> 00:59:18,473
o grupnjaku.

2234
00:59:18,514 --> 00:59:21,016
Obično ne ulazim u to

2235
00:59:18,514 --> 00:59:21,016
grupna situacija

2236
00:59:21,058 --> 00:59:22,435
sve to često.

2237
00:59:22,477 --> 00:59:24,520
Hm, ali analni seks,

2238
00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:28,023
Pokušavam ga unijeti

2239
00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:28,023
svaki put u plavom mjesecu.

2240
00:59:28,065 --> 00:59:29,566
[smijeh]

2241
00:59:29,608 --> 00:59:32,403
[Andrews]

2242
00:59:29,608 --> 00:59:32,403
Producirao sam

2243
00:59:29,608 --> 00:59:32,403
i režija 15 godina,

2244
00:59:32,445 --> 00:59:34,363
i mislio sam,

2245
00:59:32,445 --> 00:59:34,363
„Pa, znaš što?

2246
00:59:34,405 --> 00:59:36,532
“Zašto ne razumijem

2247
00:59:34,405 --> 00:59:36,532
teorija

2248
00:59:36,573 --> 00:59:39,868
"onog što sam zapravo bio

2249
00:59:36,573 --> 00:59:39,868
radi zadnjih 15 godina."

2250
00:59:39,910 --> 00:59:42,330
Pa sam se preselio u New York

2251
00:59:42,371 --> 00:59:46,667
i počeo sam ići na

2252
00:59:42,371 --> 00:59:46,667
njujorška filmska akademija.

2253
00:59:46,708 --> 00:59:50,796
Producirao sam dvije godine,

2254
00:59:46,708 --> 00:59:50,796
godinu dana režije.

2255
00:59:50,838 --> 00:59:53,549
Bilo je smiješno jer bi

2256
00:59:50,838 --> 00:59:53,549
idite na moju IMDB stranicu

2257
00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:57,636
i, znaš, ima ovih

2258
00:59:53,590 --> 00:59:57,636
19-godišnji mladići iz filmske škole,

2259
00:59:57,678 --> 01:00:00,722
i oni su kao, "O moj Bože!

2260
00:59:57,678 --> 01:00:00,722
Imate 1000 kredita?"

2261
01:00:00,764 --> 01:00:02,016
[smijeh]

2262
01:00:02,057 --> 01:00:05,561
"Vaša IMDB stranica je tako velika

2263
01:00:02,057 --> 01:00:05,561
i masivan i golem.

2264
01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:07,563
"Opa!" znate.

2265
01:00:07,604 --> 01:00:10,525
Pa da, kad sam to shvatio

2266
01:00:07,604 --> 01:00:10,525
nezavisno filmsko stvaranje bilo je

2267
01:00:07,604 --> 01:00:10,525
neću nastaviti

2268
01:00:10,566 --> 01:00:14,278
čineći me bogatom kučkom

2269
01:00:10,566 --> 01:00:14,278
na koje sam navikao biti...

2270
01:00:10,566 --> 01:00:14,278
[smijeh]

2271
01:00:14,320 --> 01:00:17,281
[svira elektronska glazba]

2272
01:00:17,323 --> 01:00:19,033
Možda bih trebao DJ?

2273
01:00:19,074 --> 01:00:21,035
Radoholičarska crta

2274
01:00:19,074 --> 01:00:21,035
rave chick girl.

2275
01:00:21,076 --> 01:00:23,620
Odradi moje dupe, naporno radi,

2276
01:00:21,076 --> 01:00:23,620
igrati žestoko.

2277
01:00:26,707 --> 01:00:29,502
Uvijek sam dobivao račune

2278
01:00:26,707 --> 01:00:29,502
kao porno zvijezda DJ.

2279
01:00:29,544 --> 01:00:31,170
Ali onda sam također bio

2280
01:00:29,544 --> 01:00:31,170
u časopisu "Playboy",

2281
01:00:31,212 --> 01:00:33,255
tako i "Playboy" DJ.

2282
01:00:33,297 --> 01:00:39,512
I, znaš, sada shvaćam

2283
01:00:33,297 --> 01:00:39,512
samo biti talentiran

2284
01:00:33,297 --> 01:00:39,512
prevarant DJ.

2285
01:00:39,554 --> 01:00:45,934
Nisam imao nikakvih problema

2286
01:00:39,554 --> 01:00:45,934
s mojom prošlošću koja je negativna.

2287
01:00:45,976 --> 01:00:47,811
Zapravo je bilo

2288
01:00:45,976 --> 01:00:47,811
upravo suprotno.

2289
01:00:47,853 --> 01:00:50,939
Sve sam iskoristio

2290
01:00:47,853 --> 01:00:50,939
alate i veze

2291
01:00:50,981 --> 01:00:52,358
i takve stvari

2292
01:00:52,400 --> 01:00:55,528
u svim novim poslovima

2293
01:00:52,400 --> 01:00:55,528
da sada počinjem.

2294
01:00:55,570 --> 01:00:57,779
Jako sam sretan što sam bio

2295
01:00:57,821 --> 01:01:00,575
dio od

2296
01:00:57,821 --> 01:01:00,575
"zlatno doba pornografije".

2297
01:01:00,616 --> 01:01:03,202
Vrlo sretan.

2298
01:01:00,616 --> 01:01:03,202
Jer, znaš što?

2299
01:01:03,244 --> 01:01:05,079
Ne znam jesam li

2300
01:01:03,244 --> 01:01:05,079
mogao to učiniti danas.

2301
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:08,457
Stvarno ne znam

2302
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:08,457
kad bih mogao.

2303
01:01:12,878 --> 01:01:15,548
[tiha, spora glazba svira]

2304
01:01:18,551 --> 01:01:22,846
[Muškarac]

2305
01:01:18,551 --> 01:01:22,846
Većina muškaraca uključena

2306
01:01:18,551 --> 01:01:22,846
u industriji,

2307
01:01:22,888 --> 01:01:25,224
izvan većine talenata,

2308
01:01:25,266 --> 01:01:27,476
ne mislim

2309
01:01:25,266 --> 01:01:27,476
oni su za žene.

2310
01:01:27,518 --> 01:01:28,894
Mislim da ne vole žene.

2311
01:01:28,936 --> 01:01:33,857
Mislim da su krenuli

2312
01:01:28,936 --> 01:01:33,857
imajući moć nad ženama.

2313
01:01:33,899 --> 01:01:35,568
Ali također stvara novac,

2314
01:01:35,610 --> 01:01:38,070
pa, znaš,

2315
01:01:35,610 --> 01:01:38,070
to je moje mišljenje.

2316
01:01:38,112 --> 01:01:40,573
ne mislim da je...

2317
01:01:40,615 --> 01:01:44,577
Daleko od najčasnijeg

2318
01:01:40,615 --> 01:01:44,577
industrija koja je ikada postojala.

2319
01:01:47,037 --> 01:01:49,248
[bučno čavrljanje]

2320
01:01:51,500 --> 01:01:55,003
[žena]

2321
01:01:51,500 --> 01:01:55,003
Long-term, I'm actually

2322
01:01:51,500 --> 01:01:55,003
doing my Web site now.

2323
01:01:55,045 --> 01:01:57,089
Eventually, I want

2324
01:01:55,045 --> 01:01:57,089
to keep doing it,

2325
01:01:57,131 --> 01:02:00,301
ali, mislim, ako nešto

2326
01:01:57,131 --> 01:02:00,301
else comes up,

2327
01:02:00,342 --> 01:02:01,927
i to bi bilo cool, ali...

2328
01:02:01,969 --> 01:02:04,179
Želim na kraju, kao,

2329
01:02:01,969 --> 01:02:04,179
unajmi ljude da to urade za mene,

2330
01:02:04,221 --> 01:02:06,682
pa, kao, ne moram to učiniti

2331
01:02:04,221 --> 01:02:06,682
više, znaš na što mislim?

2332
01:02:06,723 --> 01:02:10,603
Like, have my own site

2333
01:02:06,723 --> 01:02:10,603
i plaćati djevojkama da rade stvari.

2334
01:02:10,645 --> 01:02:12,605
Or men.

2335
01:02:10,645 --> 01:02:12,605
Tako da ne moram, kao...

2336
01:02:12,647 --> 01:02:14,315
I can be, like,

2337
01:02:12,647 --> 01:02:14,315
redatelj u osnovi, znaš?

2338
01:02:14,356 --> 01:02:15,441
That'd be cool.

2339
01:02:17,818 --> 01:02:19,069
[Muškarac]

2340
01:02:17,818 --> 01:02:19,069
Back up this way now.

2341
01:02:19,111 --> 01:02:20,529
-Yeah, nice.

2342
01:02:19,111 --> 01:02:20,529
-[škljocanje okidača]

2343
01:02:20,571 --> 01:02:22,239
Možete li ih donijeti

2344
01:02:20,571 --> 01:02:22,239
ispod sebe?

2345
01:02:22,281 --> 01:02:23,824
Da? Izvadimo ih.

2346
01:02:23,865 --> 01:02:25,951
Prelijepa.

2347
01:02:23,865 --> 01:02:25,951
U redu, dobro.

2348
01:02:25,993 --> 01:02:27,578
To je to.

2349
01:02:25,993 --> 01:02:27,578
Spusti to rame.

2350
01:02:27,620 --> 01:02:29,037
Da, lijepo.

2351
01:02:29,079 --> 01:02:31,790
Povucite lijevo rame

2352
01:02:29,079 --> 01:02:31,790
meni samo malo.

2353
01:02:31,832 --> 01:02:33,875
Upravo tamo.

2354
01:02:31,832 --> 01:02:33,875
Da, vrlo jaka.

2355
01:02:33,917 --> 01:02:36,128
Prelijepa.

2356
01:02:33,917 --> 01:02:36,128
Tamo, dobro.

2357
01:02:36,170 --> 01:02:39,173
[škljocanje okidača]

2358
01:02:39,214 --> 01:02:40,924
[Muškarac]

2359
01:02:39,214 --> 01:02:40,924
Volite li

2360
01:02:39,214 --> 01:02:40,924
ovaj posao do sada?

2361
01:02:40,966 --> 01:02:43,760
Zasad volim ovaj posao.

2362
01:02:43,802 --> 01:02:45,471
[Muškarac]

2363
01:02:43,802 --> 01:02:45,471
Postoje li određeni aspekti

2364
01:02:45,513 --> 01:02:48,098
ovakvog rada

2365
01:02:45,513 --> 01:02:48,098
da ti se ne sviđa?

2366
01:02:48,140 --> 01:02:50,934
Da, ali lajkovi

2367
01:02:48,140 --> 01:02:50,934
nadjačati nesviđanja.

2368
01:02:58,442 --> 01:03:00,944
[Muškarac]

2369
01:02:58,442 --> 01:03:00,944
Što se događa u životu

2370
01:02:58,442 --> 01:03:00,944
od Chasey Lain?

2371
01:03:00,986 --> 01:03:03,489
[Lain]

2372
01:03:00,986 --> 01:03:03,489
Trenutno sam ovdje i radim.

2373
01:03:03,531 --> 01:03:05,073
Radim dva tjedna,

2374
01:03:03,531 --> 01:03:05,073
dva tjedna odmora.

2375
01:03:05,115 --> 01:03:08,410
I dajem malo ljubavi

2376
01:03:05,115 --> 01:03:08,410
Dennis ovdje u BunnyRanchu.

2377
01:03:08,452 --> 01:03:09,911
Evo ga.

2378
01:03:09,953 --> 01:03:11,706
I puno ljubavi

2379
01:03:09,953 --> 01:03:11,706
puno obožavatelja vani?

2380
01:03:11,747 --> 01:03:16,168
Da. Svatko može doći,

2381
01:03:11,747 --> 01:03:16,168
svratite i dobit ćemo

2382
01:03:11,747 --> 01:03:16,168
dobar provod.

2383
01:03:16,210 --> 01:03:17,753
Izvolite.

2384
01:03:16,210 --> 01:03:17,753
Dakle, jeste li...

2385
01:03:17,794 --> 01:03:20,005
Snimaš li još filmove

2386
01:03:17,794 --> 01:03:20,005
ili si završio s tim?

2387
01:03:20,047 --> 01:03:21,674
[Chasey]

2388
01:03:20,047 --> 01:03:21,674
Mmm, ne znam

2389
01:03:20,047 --> 01:03:21,674
ako završim s tim.

2390
01:03:21,716 --> 01:03:22,966
Trenutno neću pucati.

2391
01:03:23,008 --> 01:03:24,009
[Muškarac]

2392
01:03:23,008 --> 01:03:24,009
u redu

2393
01:03:34,645 --> 01:03:39,400
[Lain] Pali i pali,

2394
01:03:34,645 --> 01:03:39,400
Otišao sam u BunnyRanch

2395
01:03:34,645 --> 01:03:39,400
na minutu i radilo.

2396
01:03:39,441 --> 01:03:41,860
nemam

2397
01:03:39,441 --> 01:03:41,860
bilo kakav problem s Dennisom.

2398
01:03:41,902 --> 01:03:44,821
Samo to nije za mene,

2399
01:03:44,863 --> 01:03:47,199
jer stvarno je

2400
01:03:44,863 --> 01:03:47,199
daleko od grada,

2401
01:03:47,241 --> 01:03:50,661
i ne volim

2402
01:03:47,241 --> 01:03:50,661
novac se tamo podijelio.

2403
01:03:50,703 --> 01:03:52,538
Uzimaju pola svega

2404
01:03:52,580 --> 01:03:54,873
a zatim vam naplatiti

2405
01:03:52,580 --> 01:03:54,873
za sobu i pansion

2406
01:03:54,915 --> 01:03:57,418
kao i različite stvari.

2407
01:03:58,711 --> 01:04:02,631
I postaje jako sporo

2408
01:03:58,711 --> 01:04:02,631
tijekom Božića

2409
01:04:02,673 --> 01:04:05,259
jer tamo postaje jako hladno

2410
01:04:02,673 --> 01:04:05,259
i pada snijeg i tako to.

2411
01:04:05,300 --> 01:04:09,513
Pa ponekad bi ih bilo

2412
01:04:05,300 --> 01:04:09,513
dana, dva, tri, četiri dana

2413
01:04:09,555 --> 01:04:12,015
a ne jedna osoba

2414
01:04:09,555 --> 01:04:12,015
ušao bi na vrata.

2415
01:04:12,057 --> 01:04:16,311
Tako da na kraju imate

2416
01:04:12,057 --> 01:04:16,311
ostati još malo

2417
01:04:12,057 --> 01:04:16,311
than you would have

2418
01:04:16,353 --> 01:04:18,564
jer si naopako

2419
01:04:16,353 --> 01:04:18,564
u kuću.

2420
01:04:18,606 --> 01:04:21,942
'Cause every day

2421
01:04:18,606 --> 01:04:21,942
da si tu,

2422
01:04:18,606 --> 01:04:21,942
naplate vam sobu i pansion

2423
01:04:21,983 --> 01:04:23,611
and this and that.

2424
01:04:23,652 --> 01:04:27,531
Posao za odrasle

2425
01:04:23,652 --> 01:04:27,531
i eskort posao

2426
01:04:27,573 --> 01:04:28,949
su dvije odvojene tvrtke.

2427
01:04:28,990 --> 01:04:30,492
They want nothing

2428
01:04:28,990 --> 01:04:30,492
raditi jedno s drugim.

2429
01:04:30,534 --> 01:04:33,203
In fact, years back,

2430
01:04:30,534 --> 01:04:33,203
if you were escorting,

2431
01:04:33,245 --> 01:04:35,956
you were blackballed

2432
01:04:33,245 --> 01:04:35,956
in the adult industry.

2433
01:04:35,997 --> 01:04:37,958
Ne bi nikad

2434
01:04:35,997 --> 01:04:37,958
ponovno te angažirati na snimanju

2435
01:04:37,999 --> 01:04:39,627
ako su saznali

2436
01:04:37,999 --> 01:04:39,627
bili ste u pratnji.

2437
01:04:39,668 --> 01:04:42,546
Ti bi trebao

2438
01:04:39,668 --> 01:04:42,546
biti nedodirljiv

2439
01:04:39,668 --> 01:04:42,546
kad snimaš film.

2440
01:04:42,588 --> 01:04:45,132
A to znači ne

2441
01:04:42,588 --> 01:04:45,132
svatko može doći do tebe

2442
01:04:45,173 --> 01:04:47,008
da te upucam ili...

2443
01:04:47,050 --> 01:04:49,470
nije svatko mogao dobiti

2444
01:04:47,050 --> 01:04:49,470
tebi da imam seks s tobom.

2445
01:04:49,511 --> 01:04:52,931
Inače, zašto bi

2446
01:04:49,511 --> 01:04:52,931
kupiti video?

2447
01:04:52,973 --> 01:04:55,058
Video mora biti jedini

2448
01:04:52,973 --> 01:04:55,058
mjesto gdje ga mogu dobiti

2449
01:04:55,100 --> 01:04:56,310
ili se neće prodati.

2450
01:04:57,561 --> 01:05:00,815
Moje slobodno vrijeme,

2451
01:04:57,561 --> 01:05:00,815
Volim provoditi u kupovini.

2452
01:05:00,856 --> 01:05:01,940
[smijeh]

2453
01:05:01,982 --> 01:05:07,446
S mojim sinom.

2454
01:05:01,982 --> 01:05:07,446
Ili, hm...

2455
01:05:07,488 --> 01:05:09,824
Opuštajuće. Sviđaju mi se moji konji

2456
01:05:09,865 --> 01:05:11,325
i, znaš.

2457
01:05:11,366 --> 01:05:13,910
[Muškarac]

2458
01:05:11,366 --> 01:05:13,910
Jeste li djevojka za odjeću?

2459
01:05:11,366 --> 01:05:13,910
Ili si djevojka za cipele?

2460
01:05:13,952 --> 01:05:15,788
Ja sam cipele. Ja sam cipele.

2461
01:05:15,830 --> 01:05:17,623
- Imate veliku kolekciju?

2462
01:05:15,830 --> 01:05:17,623
-Ja sam djevojka za cipele.

2463
01:05:17,665 --> 01:05:18,874
Ja znam.

2464
01:05:18,915 --> 01:05:22,503
Ogroman. 800 ili tako nešto par.

2465
01:05:22,544 --> 01:05:24,839
Bilo koja određena marka

2466
01:05:22,544 --> 01:05:24,839
posebno?

2467
01:05:24,880 --> 01:05:26,632
Ne osobito.

2468
01:05:26,674 --> 01:05:29,635
To je svaka marka. Svaki par.

2469
01:05:29,677 --> 01:05:34,264
Moji ugovori

2470
01:05:29,677 --> 01:05:34,264
progresivno postajao sve bolji

2471
01:05:29,677 --> 01:05:34,264
tijekom svih godina.

2472
01:05:34,306 --> 01:05:37,100
Ples progresivno

2473
01:05:34,306 --> 01:05:37,100
također je postalo bolje.

2474
01:05:37,142 --> 01:05:41,021
Dobio sam osnovnu plaću i onda

2475
01:05:37,142 --> 01:05:41,021
Imam dvije sobe i dvije karte.

2476
01:05:41,062 --> 01:05:43,858
Jer nisam dijelio sobu

2477
01:05:41,062 --> 01:05:43,858
s mojom prijateljicom.

2478
01:05:43,899 --> 01:05:47,235
I ne uzimam split

2479
01:05:43,899 --> 01:05:47,235
na robu bilo.

2480
01:05:47,277 --> 01:05:49,864
Neki od klubova žele uzeti,

2481
01:05:47,277 --> 01:05:49,864
kao, pola tvog novca.

2482
01:05:51,281 --> 01:05:53,450
Da, imao sam vlastitu liniju igračaka,

2483
01:05:53,492 --> 01:05:55,118
i imao sam svoju liniju

2484
01:05:53,492 --> 01:05:55,118
realnosti,

2485
01:05:55,160 --> 01:05:58,121
vibratori, i ljubavni gelovi, tzv.

2486
01:05:58,163 --> 01:06:01,458
Oblikovali su moje ruke,

2487
01:05:58,163 --> 01:06:01,458
moje lice, moje međunožje,

2488
01:06:01,500 --> 01:06:03,919
moja stopala...

2489
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,962
cijelo moje tijelo,

2490
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,962
pretpostavljam.

2491
01:06:07,130 --> 01:06:11,343
Bilo je 25 proizvoda

2492
01:06:07,130 --> 01:06:11,343
izaći na tržište.

2493
01:06:11,385 --> 01:06:15,222
Dobio bih čekove

2494
01:06:11,385 --> 01:06:15,222
svaka dva, tri mjeseca

2495
01:06:15,263 --> 01:06:18,016
otprilike 60.000

2496
01:06:18,058 --> 01:06:20,185
i takve stvari.

2497
01:06:20,227 --> 01:06:24,439
Ja sam stara škola.

2498
01:06:20,227 --> 01:06:24,439
Apsolutno znaš

2499
01:06:20,227 --> 01:06:24,439
taj gonzo mi nije najdraži.

2500
01:06:24,481 --> 01:06:27,359
To je nešto

2501
01:06:24,481 --> 01:06:27,359
sa skriptom

2502
01:06:24,481 --> 01:06:27,359
i zaplet.

2503
01:06:27,401 --> 01:06:29,695
[Muškarac]

2504
01:06:27,401 --> 01:06:29,695
Ali vidite, većina ljudi

2505
01:06:27,401 --> 01:06:29,695
bio bi iznenađen

2506
01:06:29,737 --> 01:06:31,739
to si htio

2507
01:06:29,737 --> 01:06:31,739
imati scenarij i...

2508
01:06:33,198 --> 01:06:34,867
Tako je lakše

2509
01:06:33,198 --> 01:06:34,867
ići prema scenariju,

2510
01:06:34,909 --> 01:06:37,077
a ti ideš na posao

2511
01:06:34,909 --> 01:06:37,077
pretvarati se da nešto radi,

2512
01:06:37,118 --> 01:06:38,370
biti nešto, raditi.

2513
01:06:38,412 --> 01:06:41,122
Mislim, to je cijela gluma,

2514
01:06:38,412 --> 01:06:41,122
pa zašto ne?

2515
01:06:41,164 --> 01:06:43,208
Mislim, da, naravno

2516
01:06:41,164 --> 01:06:43,208
Htjela bih imati scenarij,

2517
01:06:43,250 --> 01:06:45,961
nešto za napraviti,

2518
01:06:43,250 --> 01:06:45,961
raditi na.

2519
01:06:46,002 --> 01:06:49,506
Ne samo... navaliti

2520
01:06:46,002 --> 01:06:49,506
tamo kamera.

2521
01:06:49,548 --> 01:06:52,300
To uzima sav bijes

2522
01:06:49,548 --> 01:06:52,300
filmska magija iz toga.

2523
01:06:53,594 --> 01:06:55,387
Da, interneta nije bilo

2524
01:06:55,429 --> 01:06:58,223
kad sam prvi put dobio

2525
01:06:55,429 --> 01:06:58,223
u posao,

2526
01:06:58,265 --> 01:07:02,436
a onda je uništeno

2527
01:06:58,265 --> 01:07:02,436
posao prilično.

2528
01:07:02,477 --> 01:07:05,898
Ljudi mogu samo

2529
01:07:02,477 --> 01:07:05,898
pogledaj internet i nabavi

2530
01:07:02,477 --> 01:07:05,898
što god žele besplatno.

2531
01:07:05,940 --> 01:07:09,234
Nema potrebe stavljati

2532
01:07:05,940 --> 01:07:09,234
bilo koje proizvodne vrijednosti

2533
01:07:05,940 --> 01:07:09,234
u bilo što.

2534
01:07:09,276 --> 01:07:11,737
Nema potrebe za plaćanjem

2535
01:07:09,276 --> 01:07:11,737
dodatni peni za bilo što

2536
01:07:11,779 --> 01:07:16,324
kad se gura

2537
01:07:11,779 --> 01:07:16,324
niz grlo besplatno.

2538
01:07:16,366 --> 01:07:19,828
Iste mogućnosti

2539
01:07:16,366 --> 01:07:19,828
trenutno nisu dostupni

2540
01:07:19,870 --> 01:07:21,747
koji su tada bili.

2541
01:07:21,789 --> 01:07:23,624
proizvodio sam

2542
01:07:21,789 --> 01:07:23,624
liniju za samo djevojke

2543
01:07:23,665 --> 01:07:25,500
za Vivid

2544
01:07:23,665 --> 01:07:25,500
pod nazivom "Chasin' Pink"

2545
01:07:25,542 --> 01:07:27,962
i moj proračun je bio 30.000 dolara.

2546
01:07:28,003 --> 01:07:31,632
Mislim, to je bilo

2547
01:07:28,003 --> 01:07:31,632
smatra gonzom.

2548
01:07:31,673 --> 01:07:34,885
Moj "gonzo,"

2549
01:07:31,673 --> 01:07:34,885
moj "gonzo" od 30.000 dolara.

2550
01:07:34,927 --> 01:07:36,303
[smijeh]

2551
01:07:36,344 --> 01:07:38,764
Mislim, jeste li vidjeli

2552
01:07:36,344 --> 01:07:38,764
stvari koje su tamo gore?

2553
01:07:39,974 --> 01:07:41,809
Mislim, ja uh...

2554
01:07:39,974 --> 01:07:41,809
Zadnji put kad sam provjerio,

2555
01:07:41,850 --> 01:07:46,647
Bang Brothers nije imao

2556
01:07:41,850 --> 01:07:46,647
cijeli razrađeni postav.

2557
01:07:46,688 --> 01:07:48,816
Sada je drugačije.

2558
01:07:46,688 --> 01:07:48,816
Mislim, pucaju nešto

2559
01:07:48,857 --> 01:07:50,901
u njihovoj dnevnoj sobi

2560
01:07:48,857 --> 01:07:50,901
i baciti na internet

2561
01:07:50,943 --> 01:07:52,360
a onda sada

2562
01:07:50,943 --> 01:07:52,360
oni su porno zvijezde.

2563
01:07:52,402 --> 01:07:54,613
Pa nije baš

2564
01:07:52,402 --> 01:07:54,613
plaćati svoje obveze.

2565
01:07:55,864 --> 01:07:57,157
Ali u redu.

2566
01:07:58,492 --> 01:08:00,953
Što biste željeli raditi

2567
01:07:58,492 --> 01:08:00,953
nakon filmova za odrasle?

2568
01:08:02,537 --> 01:08:04,832
Ima li života

2569
01:08:02,537 --> 01:08:04,832
nakon filmova za odrasle?

2570
01:08:04,873 --> 01:08:07,125
[smijeh]

2571
01:08:04,873 --> 01:08:07,125
ne znam

2572
01:08:07,167 --> 01:08:09,294
Ne mislim tako, ali...

2573
01:08:09,336 --> 01:08:13,089
točno. Hm, sljedeće pitanje.

2574
01:08:13,131 --> 01:08:16,092
Kako biste vi procijenili

2575
01:08:13,131 --> 01:08:16,092
budućnost pornografije općenito?

2576
01:08:17,845 --> 01:08:22,349
Mislim da je budućnost pornografije...

2577
01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:28,271
Pa, moj Bože, to je najstariji

2578
01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:28,271
profesija koja postoji,

2579
01:08:28,313 --> 01:08:31,066
tako da prilično mislim

2580
01:08:28,313 --> 01:08:31,066
samo će biti bolje.

2581
01:08:33,068 --> 01:08:35,737
Da, trebao bi novac

2582
01:08:33,068 --> 01:08:35,737
napraviti još jednu scenu.

2583
01:08:35,779 --> 01:08:39,199
Mislim, tvrtke sada

2584
01:08:35,779 --> 01:08:39,199
jednostavno ne plaćaju.

2585
01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:42,118
Kad bih htio pucati

2586
01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:42,118
svaki dan, mogao bih.

2587
01:08:42,160 --> 01:08:44,830
Samo me ne zanima

2588
01:08:42,160 --> 01:08:44,830
u pucanju svaki dan

2589
01:08:44,872 --> 01:08:50,919
jer baš i ne volim

2590
01:08:44,872 --> 01:08:50,919
raditi međurasne scene

2591
01:08:44,872 --> 01:08:50,919
previše.

2592
01:08:50,961 --> 01:08:52,880
Ne želim snimati analno.

2593
01:08:52,921 --> 01:08:55,632
I tako je uglavnom

2594
01:08:52,921 --> 01:08:55,632
što pucaju

2595
01:08:55,674 --> 01:08:57,384
i jednostavno me ne zanima

2596
01:08:55,674 --> 01:08:57,384
u snimanju toga.

2597
01:08:57,425 --> 01:08:59,970
I tako, ja ne.

2598
01:09:00,012 --> 01:09:04,140
Mislim, završio sam za odrasle

2599
01:09:00,012 --> 01:09:04,140
dugo, dugo vremena.

2600
01:09:04,182 --> 01:09:07,853
Mislim, postoje druge stvari

2601
01:09:04,182 --> 01:09:07,853
to se može učiniti

2602
01:09:07,895 --> 01:09:09,771
što i mene zanima

2603
01:09:09,813 --> 01:09:12,273
što bih želio učiniti

2604
01:09:12,315 --> 01:09:15,027
budući da posao za odrasle

2605
01:09:12,315 --> 01:09:15,027
više ne postoji.

2606
01:09:15,069 --> 01:09:17,278
Od... Neka ide u krevet.

2607
01:09:17,320 --> 01:09:18,697
- Za tebe je.

2608
01:09:17,320 --> 01:09:18,697
-Oh!

2609
01:09:20,490 --> 01:09:22,242
-Zdravo?

2610
01:09:20,490 --> 01:09:22,242
-Allison?

2611
01:09:22,283 --> 01:09:23,827
[Lain]

2612
01:09:22,283 --> 01:09:23,827
Slava je stvarna.

2613
01:09:23,869 --> 01:09:26,997
Slava je zabavna.

2614
01:09:27,039 --> 01:09:33,128
Napravio sam to da me prepoznaju

2615
01:09:27,039 --> 01:09:33,128
kad idem u trgovinu.

2616
01:09:35,714 --> 01:09:40,218
Svi su tvoji

2617
01:09:35,714 --> 01:09:40,218
najbolji prijatelj kad...

2618
01:09:40,260 --> 01:09:41,636
[smijeh]

2619
01:09:41,678 --> 01:09:43,013
...kad si zvijezda.

2620
01:09:47,350 --> 01:09:49,144
Osoba koja je plaćena za seks

2621
01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:53,065
ne mora nužno imati

2622
01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:53,065
bilo kakve negativne posljedice

2623
01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:53,065
od tog čina.

2624
01:09:53,107 --> 01:09:55,901
I neke od stvari

2625
01:09:53,107 --> 01:09:55,901
ljudi su istraživali,

2626
01:09:55,943 --> 01:09:58,737
na primjer, jesu li stvari poput

2627
01:09:55,943 --> 01:09:58,737
posttraumatski stresni poremećaj,

2628
01:09:58,779 --> 01:10:00,321
anksiozni poremećaji.

2629
01:10:00,363 --> 01:10:03,075
I dok se mogu pojaviti više

2630
01:10:00,363 --> 01:10:03,075
često u toj populaciji,

2631
01:10:03,117 --> 01:10:05,744
nema dokaza za to

2632
01:10:03,117 --> 01:10:05,744
njihovo primanje seksa za novac

2633
01:10:05,786 --> 01:10:08,580
uzrokovao taj problem za njih.

2634
01:10:08,622 --> 01:10:12,333
Recimo da sam neki

2635
01:10:08,622 --> 01:10:12,333
nezaposlen tip ili tako nešto

2636
01:10:12,375 --> 01:10:15,629
usred zemlje

2637
01:10:12,375 --> 01:10:15,629
život u kampu s prikolicama,

2638
01:10:15,670 --> 01:10:18,673
ali imam

2639
01:10:15,670 --> 01:10:18,673
roba za sve moći

2640
01:10:15,670 --> 01:10:18,673
da uštedite 100 dolara tjedno

2641
01:10:18,715 --> 01:10:20,550
tako da na

2642
01:10:18,715 --> 01:10:20,550
moj rođendan sljedeće godine,

2643
01:10:20,592 --> 01:10:24,805
Mogu kupiti svoju omiljenu kurvu

2644
01:10:20,592 --> 01:10:24,805
ili porno zvijezda na sat vremena.

2645
01:10:24,846 --> 01:10:28,934
Dobro, upravo je pala

2646
01:10:24,846 --> 01:10:28,934
s tog pijedestala,

2647
01:10:24,846 --> 01:10:28,934
po mom mišljenju.

2648
01:10:28,976 --> 01:10:32,604
I postala je manje vrijedna

2649
01:10:28,976 --> 01:10:32,604
industriji.

2650
01:10:33,855 --> 01:10:36,191
Čim netko

2651
01:10:33,855 --> 01:10:36,191
može te imati

2652
01:10:36,232 --> 01:10:39,235
za cijenu

2653
01:10:36,232 --> 01:10:39,235
izvan industrije,

2654
01:10:39,277 --> 01:10:41,571
svoju vrijednost za industriju

2655
01:10:39,277 --> 01:10:41,571
ide dolje.

2656
01:10:41,613 --> 01:10:46,284
Međutim, modeli koriste

2657
01:10:41,613 --> 01:10:46,284
našoj industriji i našim stranicama

2658
01:10:46,326 --> 01:10:49,746
i scene

2659
01:10:46,326 --> 01:10:49,746
kao reklama

2660
01:10:49,788 --> 01:10:54,042
da su još uvijek

2661
01:10:49,788 --> 01:10:54,042
aktivna filmska zvijezda za odrasle.

2662
01:10:54,084 --> 01:10:57,045
[Grijesi]

2663
01:10:54,084 --> 01:10:57,045
Ljudi misle da kad jednom to učinite

2664
01:10:54,084 --> 01:10:57,045
porno, kao da je gotovo s tim,

2665
01:10:57,087 --> 01:10:58,505
ali stvarno nije.

2666
01:10:58,546 --> 01:11:01,133
Jednom kad radiš pornografiju, to je zapravo

2667
01:10:58,546 --> 01:11:01,133
otvara vrata za...

2668
01:11:01,175 --> 01:11:03,802
hodam okolo,

2669
01:11:01,175 --> 01:11:03,802
a ja hodam

2670
01:11:03,844 --> 01:11:05,095
u sličnoj ulici

2671
01:11:03,844 --> 01:11:05,095
neki dan,

2672
01:11:05,137 --> 01:11:07,848
a ja sam upravo prelazio

2673
01:11:05,137 --> 01:11:07,848
slično, cesta.

2674
01:11:07,889 --> 01:11:10,017
Prelazim cestu

2675
01:11:07,889 --> 01:11:10,017
a tip vikne

2676
01:11:10,058 --> 01:11:13,145
autom, "Jebeno te mrzim,

2677
01:11:10,058 --> 01:11:13,145
Donny Sins. Kučkin sine."

2678
01:11:13,187 --> 01:11:14,521
Ja sam kao,

2679
01:11:13,187 --> 01:11:14,521
"Tko si ti?"

2680
01:11:14,562 --> 01:11:16,690
On kaže: "Gledao sam te

2681
01:11:14,562 --> 01:11:16,690
na Dogfartu neki dan.

2682
01:11:16,731 --> 01:11:18,942
“Jebao si se

2683
01:11:16,731 --> 01:11:18,942
ova plava cura koju volim

2684
01:11:18,984 --> 01:11:20,861
i nikad nisam dobio

2685
01:11:18,984 --> 01:11:20,861
pojebati je prije."

2686
01:11:20,902 --> 01:11:23,697
A ti si kao...

2687
01:11:20,902 --> 01:11:23,697
Otvara vam puteve,

2688
01:11:20,902 --> 01:11:23,697
znaš na što mislim?

2689
01:11:23,738 --> 01:11:25,949
I onda je dovoljno smiješno

2690
01:11:23,738 --> 01:11:25,949
da me je prokleo

2691
01:11:25,991 --> 01:11:27,868
a onda me ponudio

2692
01:11:25,991 --> 01:11:27,868
jebena vožnja ulicom.

2693
01:11:27,909 --> 01:11:29,161
A ja sam kao,

2694
01:11:27,909 --> 01:11:29,161
“Ne, dobro sam.

2695
01:11:29,203 --> 01:11:30,912
Lijep je dan.

2696
01:11:29,203 --> 01:11:30,912
Radije bih hodao."

2697
01:11:31,955 --> 01:11:34,249
[pištanje]

2698
01:11:45,426 --> 01:11:47,846
U redu, crveno svjetlo je upaljeno.

2699
01:11:45,426 --> 01:11:47,846
Snimamo.

2700
01:11:51,141 --> 01:11:52,517
U redu.

2701
01:11:52,559 --> 01:11:54,728
nemam pojma

2702
01:11:52,559 --> 01:11:54,728
ako ovo uopće radi.

2703
01:11:54,769 --> 01:11:56,938
ne znam

2704
01:11:54,769 --> 01:11:56,938
što dovraga radim.

2705
01:11:56,980 --> 01:11:59,149
Samo želim napraviti

2706
01:11:56,980 --> 01:11:59,149
kaseta, u redu?

2707
01:11:59,191 --> 01:12:02,318
Dakle, evo me.

2708
01:12:02,360 --> 01:12:04,071
Nadam se da ti se sviđa.

2709
01:12:04,112 --> 01:12:07,699
Sjednite, opustite se i uživajte

2710
01:12:04,112 --> 01:12:07,699
prezentacija značajke.

2711
01:12:07,741 --> 01:12:08,825
Sranje.

2712
01:12:08,867 --> 01:12:10,202
Ova stvar uključena?

2713
01:12:10,244 --> 01:12:11,912
Kako dovraga

2714
01:12:10,244 --> 01:12:11,912
hoću li ga ugasiti?

2715
01:12:15,707 --> 01:12:18,210
[Howard Stern]

2716
01:12:15,707 --> 01:12:18,210
A Tabitha, što je s tobom?

2717
01:12:15,707 --> 01:12:18,210
Ti si u porniću.

2718
01:12:18,252 --> 01:12:19,878
Koja dob je

2719
01:12:18,252 --> 01:12:19,878
počinješ raditi porniće?

2720
01:12:19,920 --> 01:12:22,214
[Tabitha]

2721
01:12:19,920 --> 01:12:22,214
Počeo sam sa 25.

2722
01:12:19,920 --> 01:12:22,214
imam 31 godinu.

2723
01:12:22,256 --> 01:12:24,299
-[Stern] Imate 31 godinu---

2724
01:12:22,256 --> 01:12:24,299
- [Žena] 25 je kasni početak!

2725
01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:25,884
[Stern]

2726
01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:25,884
Kasniš na početku, da.

2727
01:12:25,926 --> 01:12:27,844
[Muškarac]

2728
01:12:25,926 --> 01:12:27,844
Kako je počela,

2729
01:12:25,926 --> 01:12:27,844
Rekao sam: "Kako ste počeli?"

2730
01:12:27,886 --> 01:12:29,096
Rekla je da jest

2731
01:12:27,886 --> 01:12:29,096
domaćica koja se dosađuje.

2732
01:12:29,137 --> 01:12:30,222
-Da.

2733
01:12:29,137 --> 01:12:30,222
-Stvarno?

2734
01:12:30,264 --> 01:12:32,015
- Bila si udana žena.

2735
01:12:30,264 --> 01:12:32,015
-Da, jesam.

2736
01:12:32,057 --> 01:12:34,392
A ti si sjedio doma.

2737
01:12:32,057 --> 01:12:34,392
Jeste li gledali puno pornića

2738
01:12:32,057 --> 01:12:34,392
kod kuće?

2739
01:12:34,434 --> 01:12:35,518
Ne, samo sam vidio...

2740
01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:37,812
Vidio sam samo pola pornića

2741
01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:37,812
cijeli moj život.

2742
01:12:37,854 --> 01:12:39,273
[Tabitha]

2743
01:12:37,854 --> 01:12:39,273
Morao bih reći

2744
01:12:37,854 --> 01:12:39,273
taj Howard Stern

2745
01:12:39,314 --> 01:12:42,109
je bio vrlo velik dio

2746
01:12:39,314 --> 01:12:42,109
moje karijere.

2747
01:12:42,150 --> 01:12:46,238
Pomogao mi je brendirati

2748
01:12:42,150 --> 01:12:46,238
Tabitha Stevens.

2749
01:12:47,405 --> 01:12:48,990
I to je sjajna prilika.

2750
01:12:49,032 --> 01:12:52,702
I moram se nasmijati

2751
01:12:49,032 --> 01:12:52,702
jer uvijek čujem,

2752
01:12:52,744 --> 01:12:56,164
„Jeste li morali spavati

2753
01:12:52,744 --> 01:12:56,164
s Howardom koji će biti uključen

2754
01:12:52,744 --> 01:12:56,164
toliko puta u njegovoj emisiji?"

2755
01:12:56,206 --> 01:12:58,292
I ne, nikad.

2756
01:12:58,333 --> 01:13:01,169
Nisam nikad, nikad

2757
01:12:58,333 --> 01:13:01,169
imao seks s Howardom Sternom.

2758
01:13:01,211 --> 01:13:04,505
Nikada, nikad, nikad nisam imala seks

2759
01:13:01,211 --> 01:13:04,505
s Howardom Sternom.

2760
01:13:04,547 --> 01:13:07,759
Ili bilo tko iz njegove emisije,

2761
01:13:07,801 --> 01:13:12,097
osim ako nije bilo

2762
01:13:07,801 --> 01:13:12,097
član Wack Packa, u redu?

2763
01:13:12,139 --> 01:13:13,348
Eto ga.

2764
01:13:13,389 --> 01:13:16,143
Istina dolazi

2765
01:13:13,389 --> 01:13:16,143
iz mojih usta u tvoje uši.

2766
01:13:16,184 --> 01:13:17,477
[smijeh]

2767
01:13:25,693 --> 01:13:27,028
Volim, kada

2768
01:13:25,693 --> 01:13:27,028
idem na set,

2769
01:13:27,070 --> 01:13:28,488
Volim znati

2770
01:13:27,070 --> 01:13:28,488
što ću učiniti.

2771
01:13:28,529 --> 01:13:30,740
Volim znati

2772
01:13:28,529 --> 01:13:30,740
koga ću učiniti.

2773
01:13:30,782 --> 01:13:32,951
Volim to znati

2774
01:13:30,782 --> 01:13:32,951
na porno setu.

2775
01:13:32,993 --> 01:13:36,579
-Mm-hmm.

2776
01:13:32,993 --> 01:13:36,579
-Volim znati koliko sati

2777
01:13:32,993 --> 01:13:36,579
Ja ću biti gotov

2778
01:13:36,621 --> 01:13:38,206
i volim biti

2779
01:13:36,621 --> 01:13:38,206
tretiran s poštovanjem.

2780
01:13:38,248 --> 01:13:39,833
To je sve što postoji.

2781
01:13:39,874 --> 01:13:42,294
Mislim, to je jedina stvar.

2782
01:13:39,874 --> 01:13:42,294
Ako me tretiraš s poštovanjem,

2783
01:13:42,336 --> 01:13:45,339
Ja ću te počastiti

2784
01:13:42,336 --> 01:13:45,339
sa 100 puta više poštovanja.

2785
01:13:45,380 --> 01:13:47,924
To je sve.

2786
01:13:45,380 --> 01:13:47,924
To je samo to.

2787
01:13:49,134 --> 01:13:51,636
1993. sam se udala.

2788
01:13:51,678 --> 01:13:55,223
I udala sam se za tipa

2789
01:13:51,678 --> 01:13:55,223
koji je bio super-cool tip.

2790
01:13:55,265 --> 01:13:57,017
Bio je vrlo dobar za sebe.

2791
01:13:57,058 --> 01:13:59,936
Bila sam striptizeta

2792
01:13:57,058 --> 01:13:59,936
kad sam ga prvi put sreo,

2793
01:13:59,978 --> 01:14:01,855
a onda sam očito dao otkaz.

2794
01:14:01,896 --> 01:14:03,315
I postala sam domaćica.

2795
01:14:03,357 --> 01:14:05,359
I bilo mi je jako dosadno.

2796
01:14:05,400 --> 01:14:08,695
Prvi video koji sam snimio

2797
01:14:05,400 --> 01:14:08,695
zvao se "Rolling Thunder".

2798
01:14:08,736 --> 01:14:10,488
Bio je to Vivid Entertainment.

2799
01:14:10,530 --> 01:14:12,282
Racquel Darrian

2800
01:14:10,530 --> 01:14:12,282
bio na poklopcu kutije

2801
01:14:12,324 --> 01:14:14,784
i moja scena

2802
01:14:12,324 --> 01:14:14,784
bio s Bobbyjem Vitaleom.

2803
01:14:14,826 --> 01:14:17,745
I trebalo je

2804
01:14:14,826 --> 01:14:17,745
biti djevojka, ali završilo je

2805
01:14:14,826 --> 01:14:17,745
biti dječak/djevojčica.

2806
01:14:17,787 --> 01:14:19,497
Zamijenili su ga

2807
01:14:17,787 --> 01:14:19,497
u mojoj zadnjoj minuti.

2808
01:14:19,539 --> 01:14:22,334
Dakle, naravno da nisam rekao

2809
01:14:19,539 --> 01:14:22,334
moj suprug u to vrijeme koji.

2810
01:14:22,376 --> 01:14:25,461
Ali sjećam se...

2811
01:14:22,376 --> 01:14:25,461
ovo je najsmješnija stvar--

2812
01:14:25,503 --> 01:14:28,089
biti nervozan

2813
01:14:25,503 --> 01:14:28,089
o mom dijalogu.

2814
01:14:28,131 --> 01:14:29,966
Seks za koji sam znao da mogu,

2815
01:14:30,008 --> 01:14:31,509
jer sam znao da imam...

2816
01:14:31,551 --> 01:14:32,844
Znaš, bio sam

2817
01:14:31,551 --> 01:14:32,844
stvarno dobar u tome.

2818
01:14:32,886 --> 01:14:34,012
Nekako sam još uvijek.

2819
01:14:34,054 --> 01:14:36,014
Ali svejedno.

2820
01:14:36,056 --> 01:14:39,893
Ali moja stvar je bila,

2821
01:14:36,056 --> 01:14:39,893
što ako ne dobijem

2822
01:14:36,056 --> 01:14:39,893
moji redovi točno?

2823
01:14:39,934 --> 01:14:41,144
I to sam im rekao.

2824
01:14:41,186 --> 01:14:43,146
I oni su kao,

2825
01:14:41,186 --> 01:14:43,146
"Bit ćeš dobro."

2826
01:14:43,188 --> 01:14:45,065
Nakon što je moja scena završila,

2827
01:14:45,106 --> 01:14:47,608
pa, bio sam na stolu.

2828
01:14:47,650 --> 01:14:49,569
Trebao sam biti

2829
01:14:47,650 --> 01:14:49,569
glumeći tajnicu.

2830
01:14:49,610 --> 01:14:51,112
- [Muškarac] Zamisli to.

2831
01:14:49,610 --> 01:14:51,112
-S Bobbyjem Vitaleom.

2832
01:14:51,154 --> 01:14:52,322
A kad sam ustao,

2833
01:14:52,364 --> 01:14:54,032
bili su brojevi telefona

2834
01:14:52,364 --> 01:14:54,032
utisnuto na moje dupe.

2835
01:14:54,074 --> 01:14:55,242
[smijeh]

2836
01:14:55,283 --> 01:14:56,617
I nisam mogao shvatiti

2837
01:14:55,283 --> 01:14:56,617
što je bilo.

2838
01:14:56,659 --> 01:14:57,911
Kao, "O, moj Bože,

2839
01:14:56,659 --> 01:14:57,911
tko je ovo napravio?"

2840
01:14:57,952 --> 01:14:59,537
Ali, da, tako je bilo

2841
01:14:57,952 --> 01:14:59,537
nekako zanimljivo.

2842
01:14:59,579 --> 01:15:01,248
Ali onda sam se razvela

2843
01:14:59,579 --> 01:15:01,248
odmah nakon toga.

2844
01:15:01,289 --> 01:15:04,792
Natjerao sam mamu da dobije sve

2845
01:15:01,289 --> 01:15:04,792
moje stvari iz moje kuće,

2846
01:15:04,834 --> 01:15:06,586
znaš, razveo se,

2847
01:15:06,627 --> 01:15:08,838
i to je bilo to.

2848
01:15:08,880 --> 01:15:10,798
Nikada se nisam osvrnuo.

2849
01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:14,261
Samo nisam mogao vidjeti

2850
01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:14,261
ja sam produžetak

2851
01:15:10,840 --> 01:15:14,261
tuđeg života.

2852
01:15:14,302 --> 01:15:16,179
Mislim, bio je uspješan

2853
01:15:14,302 --> 01:15:16,179
u onome što je učinio

2854
01:15:16,221 --> 01:15:17,597
i bio je veliki opskrbljivač,

2855
01:15:17,638 --> 01:15:20,434
i opet nemam ništa

2856
01:15:17,638 --> 01:15:20,434
protiv tipa bilo što.

2857
01:15:20,475 --> 01:15:22,602
Ali evo u čemu je stvar.

2858
01:15:20,475 --> 01:15:22,602
Kao da je to bila njegova stvar.

2859
01:15:22,643 --> 01:15:24,562
Morao sam pronaći svoju stvar

2860
01:15:24,604 --> 01:15:26,940
i završilo je

2861
01:15:24,604 --> 01:15:26,940
pornografija je bila moja stvar.

2862
01:15:26,981 --> 01:15:29,234
Samo ga zovem

2863
01:15:26,981 --> 01:15:29,234
jebeno, ja.

2864
01:15:29,276 --> 01:15:30,985
Kad sam ušao u posao,

2865
01:15:31,027 --> 01:15:33,863
Rečeno mi je

2866
01:15:31,027 --> 01:15:33,863
jedna jako važna stvar.

2867
01:15:33,905 --> 01:15:36,366
Usporite svoju karijeru.

2868
01:15:36,408 --> 01:15:39,535
Ako želite bilo kakvu

2869
01:15:36,408 --> 01:15:39,535
dugovječnosti,

2870
01:15:39,577 --> 01:15:41,788
nemoj raditi analne scene

2871
01:15:39,577 --> 01:15:41,788
smjesta.

2872
01:15:41,829 --> 01:15:43,415
Pričekaj nekoliko godina.

2873
01:15:43,457 --> 01:15:45,792
nemoj

2874
01:15:43,457 --> 01:15:45,792
dvostruka penetracija

2875
01:15:43,457 --> 01:15:45,792
smjesta.

2876
01:15:45,833 --> 01:15:47,585
Pričekaj međurasni odnos.

2877
01:15:47,627 --> 01:15:48,836
To je bila velika stvar.

2878
01:15:48,878 --> 01:15:50,380
dobro, dobro,

2879
01:15:48,878 --> 01:15:50,380
Nisam znala.

2880
01:15:50,422 --> 01:15:51,672
Evo dolazim

2881
01:15:50,422 --> 01:15:51,672
u posao.

2882
01:15:51,714 --> 01:15:53,425
Nisam poznavao nikoga

2883
01:15:51,714 --> 01:15:53,425
u porno biznisu.

2884
01:15:53,467 --> 01:15:55,135
Tako sam krenuo u karijeru.

2885
01:15:55,176 --> 01:15:57,220
Trebalo mi je što,

2886
01:15:55,176 --> 01:15:57,220
oko godinu i pol,

2887
01:15:57,262 --> 01:15:59,180
dvije godine učiniti

2888
01:15:57,262 --> 01:15:59,180
moja prva analna scena?

2889
01:15:59,222 --> 01:16:01,516
Mislim da sam napravio osam

2890
01:15:59,222 --> 01:16:01,516
analne scene cijelu moju karijeru.

2891
01:16:01,557 --> 01:16:03,559
Možda osam do deset?

2892
01:16:03,601 --> 01:16:05,228
Dvostruka penetracija.

2893
01:16:05,270 --> 01:16:08,189
Učinio sam to...

2894
01:16:05,270 --> 01:16:08,189
tri godine kasnije?

2895
01:16:08,231 --> 01:16:09,816
Pa sam uzeo vrijeme s tim.

2896
01:16:09,857 --> 01:16:12,444
Trebalo mi je 17 godina

2897
01:16:09,857 --> 01:16:12,444
prije nego što sam napravio svoj prvi

2898
01:16:09,857 --> 01:16:12,444
međurasna scena.

2899
01:16:12,486 --> 01:16:14,654
Dakle, uzeo sam si vremena

2900
01:16:14,695 --> 01:16:16,531
tako da nisam izgorio

2901
01:16:16,572 --> 01:16:18,408
i ljudi nisu izgorjeli.

2902
01:16:20,160 --> 01:16:21,536
Opet me pratiš?

2903
01:16:24,705 --> 01:16:27,000
Rekao sam ti da me prestaneš pratiti.

2904
01:16:27,041 --> 01:16:28,293
[Muškarac]

2905
01:16:27,041 --> 01:16:28,293
Ne, ne, čekaj.

2906
01:16:29,503 --> 01:16:30,920
[Stevens]

2907
01:16:29,503 --> 01:16:30,920
Mislim da danas

2908
01:16:30,962 --> 01:16:34,257
taj dan

2909
01:16:30,962 --> 01:16:34,257
ugovora je gotov.

2910
01:16:34,299 --> 01:16:35,967
I to je bilo

2911
01:16:34,299 --> 01:16:35,967
velika stvar za nas.

2912
01:16:36,009 --> 01:16:37,385
To je bila velika stvar

2913
01:16:37,427 --> 01:16:40,596
jer ti koristiš taj ugovor

2914
01:16:37,427 --> 01:16:40,596
doći na poklopce kutija.

2915
01:16:40,638 --> 01:16:41,889
Trebali su ti poklopci za kutije

2916
01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:43,224
pa si mogao ići

2917
01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:43,224
na cesti plešući.

2918
01:16:43,266 --> 01:16:45,435
Zaradio si mnogo novca

2919
01:16:43,266 --> 01:16:45,435
igrani ples.

2920
01:16:45,477 --> 01:16:48,229
Danas to znam

2921
01:16:45,477 --> 01:16:48,229
djevojke i dalje idu na put.

2922
01:16:48,271 --> 01:16:51,107
Što se dogodilo s bićem

2923
01:16:48,271 --> 01:16:51,107
u onim većim filmovima

2924
01:16:51,149 --> 01:16:53,151
gdje bi ti mogao biti

2925
01:16:51,149 --> 01:16:53,151
jedina djevojka na omotu kutije?

2926
01:16:53,193 --> 01:16:56,571
Sada su svi na poklopcu kutije

2927
01:16:53,193 --> 01:16:56,571
sa razjapljenim šupcima.

2928
01:16:56,612 --> 01:16:58,614
Mislim da to nije privlačno.

2929
01:16:58,656 --> 01:17:02,160
Tada je to bilo otmjenije

2930
01:16:58,656 --> 01:17:02,160
nego što mislim da je sada.

2931
01:17:02,202 --> 01:17:06,164
I ja mislim da djevojke

2932
01:17:02,202 --> 01:17:06,164
rade stvari danas

2933
01:17:06,206 --> 01:17:07,999
da oni vjerojatno

2934
01:17:06,206 --> 01:17:07,999
ne bih baš želio učiniti,

2935
01:17:08,041 --> 01:17:11,169
poput dvostrukih anala

2936
01:17:08,041 --> 01:17:11,169
ili dupli vag.

2937
01:17:11,211 --> 01:17:12,879
Zato što žele

2938
01:17:11,211 --> 01:17:12,879
zaraditi novac

2939
01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:16,466
i zato što postoji

2940
01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:16,466
tolika konkurencija.

2941
01:17:16,508 --> 01:17:18,385
Ali umjetnost toga

2942
01:17:18,426 --> 01:17:20,512
je kad ga sisaš,

2943
01:17:18,426 --> 01:17:20,512
moraš to uvrnuti.

2944
01:17:20,554 --> 01:17:22,055
Moraš to uvrnuti

2945
01:17:20,554 --> 01:17:22,055
na vrhu.

2946
01:17:22,096 --> 01:17:23,473
Zapamti to,

2947
01:17:22,096 --> 01:17:23,473
Dave, za kasnije.

2948
01:17:23,515 --> 01:17:26,059
Okreni, trzaj,

2949
01:17:23,515 --> 01:17:26,059
i vrti ga i liži

2950
01:17:26,100 --> 01:17:27,268
i ići dolje i gore.

2951
01:17:27,310 --> 01:17:28,562
Ali nemoj to učiniti u moje zube.

2952
01:17:28,603 --> 01:17:30,688
Mislim, bole ih.

2953
01:17:28,603 --> 01:17:30,688
Ovo su stvarno dobri zubi.

2954
01:17:30,730 --> 01:17:31,814
Vidjeti? Stvarno su dobri.

2955
01:17:31,856 --> 01:17:33,733
Svi smo u seks biznisu.

2956
01:17:33,774 --> 01:17:35,360
I čuo sam ovo prije.

2957
01:17:35,402 --> 01:17:36,736
Svi smo mi kurve u ovom autobusu

2958
01:17:36,777 --> 01:17:38,405
kada je posao u pitanju.

2959
01:17:38,446 --> 01:17:42,617
Sad sam to čuo

2960
01:17:38,446 --> 01:17:42,617
djevojke dobivaju

2961
01:17:38,446 --> 01:17:42,617
u porno posao

2962
01:17:42,658 --> 01:17:44,785
tako da mogu

2963
01:17:42,658 --> 01:17:44,785
postati pratnja.

2964
01:17:44,827 --> 01:17:46,329
To se sada događa.

2965
01:17:46,371 --> 01:17:49,332
Nisam protiv toga.

2966
01:17:46,371 --> 01:17:49,332
Ni malo.

2967
01:17:49,374 --> 01:17:51,376
Dakle, zato

2968
01:17:49,374 --> 01:17:51,376
stvarno ne vidiš

2969
01:17:51,418 --> 01:17:54,546
dob od

2970
01:17:51,418 --> 01:17:54,546
više porno zvijezda.

2971
01:17:54,588 --> 01:17:57,382
ja to mislim

2972
01:17:54,588 --> 01:17:57,382
ima ih vrlo malo.

2973
01:17:57,424 --> 01:18:00,468
Još uvijek imaš

2974
01:17:57,424 --> 01:18:00,468
vaša Jessica Drakes

2975
01:17:57,424 --> 01:18:00,468
svijeta.

2976
01:18:00,510 --> 01:18:03,179
Ali danas pogledaš Jessie,

2977
01:18:00,510 --> 01:18:03,179
i mislim, tko drugi

2978
01:18:00,510 --> 01:18:03,179
nakon Jessie?

2979
01:18:03,221 --> 01:18:04,889
Ne poznajem baš mnogo djevojaka

2980
01:18:04,931 --> 01:18:07,267
koji su sada porno zvijezde.

2981
01:18:07,308 --> 01:18:10,811
I sad mislim

2982
01:18:07,308 --> 01:18:10,811
to je put

2983
01:18:07,308 --> 01:18:10,811
oni to rade, je da...

2984
01:18:10,853 --> 01:18:12,564
I ne kucam cure.

2985
01:18:12,606 --> 01:18:15,442
Hej, ako tako žele

2986
01:18:12,606 --> 01:18:15,442
zarađuju svoj novac, to je u redu.

2987
01:18:15,483 --> 01:18:17,235
Opet, budite sigurni u vezi s tim.

2988
01:18:17,277 --> 01:18:19,487
Ali ja mislim da jesu

2989
01:18:17,277 --> 01:18:19,487
dolazi u industriju

2990
01:18:17,277 --> 01:18:19,487
napraviti malo ime,

2991
01:18:19,529 --> 01:18:24,117
a onda odu tamo

2992
01:18:19,529 --> 01:18:24,117
i napraviti vjerojatno čak i više

2993
01:18:19,529 --> 01:18:24,117
novac biti pratnja.

2994
01:18:26,786 --> 01:18:30,665
Pa jeste li se ikada zapitali

2995
01:18:26,786 --> 01:18:30,665
zašto sam tako opuštena

2996
01:18:30,706 --> 01:18:32,959
s poslom za odrasle

2997
01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:35,836
a kad si bio

2998
01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:35,836
snimati filmove i što sve ne?

2999
01:18:35,878 --> 01:18:38,506
Imam neku ideju,

3000
01:18:35,878 --> 01:18:38,506
ali što je to?

3001
01:18:38,548 --> 01:18:41,134
Pa to je to...

3002
01:18:41,175 --> 01:18:44,178
razumijem

3003
01:18:41,175 --> 01:18:44,178
vrijednost zabave.

3004
01:18:44,220 --> 01:18:47,557
Razumijem da postoji rijetko

3005
01:18:44,220 --> 01:18:47,557
uključena istinska strast.

3006
01:18:47,599 --> 01:18:48,891
I to na kraju dana,

3007
01:18:48,933 --> 01:18:52,145
to je posao

3008
01:18:48,933 --> 01:18:52,145
kao što je većina poslova.

3009
01:18:52,186 --> 01:18:53,854
[smijeh]

3010
01:18:57,024 --> 01:18:58,025
[Muškarac]

3011
01:18:57,024 --> 01:18:58,025
Kotrljanje.

3012
01:18:59,068 --> 01:19:00,820
Rez.

3013
01:19:00,861 --> 01:19:03,072
U redu. Ja ću

3014
01:19:00,861 --> 01:19:03,072
dobiti široki udarac

3015
01:19:00,861 --> 01:19:03,072
i vratit ću se tamo.

3016
01:19:03,114 --> 01:19:04,532
I kotrljanje.

3017
01:19:04,574 --> 01:19:06,576
[Orona]

3018
01:19:04,574 --> 01:19:06,576
A stvarnost toga je,

3019
01:19:04,574 --> 01:19:06,576
je to težak posao.

3020
01:19:06,618 --> 01:19:07,994
To je zabava.

3021
01:19:08,035 --> 01:19:10,788
Znao sam da si ti, kao i svi drugi

3022
01:19:08,035 --> 01:19:10,788
u poslu za odrasle

3023
01:19:10,830 --> 01:19:14,334
mora proizvoditi rad.

3024
01:19:14,375 --> 01:19:16,711
Kad sam odlučio

3025
01:19:14,375 --> 01:19:16,711
objesiti,

3026
01:19:16,752 --> 01:19:19,797
s mojom karijerom,

3027
01:19:16,752 --> 01:19:19,797
Morao bih reći

3028
01:19:19,839 --> 01:19:23,092
bilo je prilično

3029
01:19:19,839 --> 01:19:23,092
zajedničku odluku o tome.

3030
01:19:23,134 --> 01:19:24,927
-Zar ne bismo rekli?

3031
01:19:23,134 --> 01:19:24,927
-Apsolutno.

3032
01:19:24,969 --> 01:19:26,137
Da, bilo je.

3033
01:19:26,179 --> 01:19:28,348
Opet, jako poštujem Garyja.

3034
01:19:28,389 --> 01:19:30,766
A ako Gary ikada

3035
01:19:28,389 --> 01:19:30,766
bilo teško

3036
01:19:30,808 --> 01:19:33,311
i rekao, znaš,

3037
01:19:30,808 --> 01:19:33,311
“Stvarno te ne želim

3038
01:19:30,808 --> 01:19:33,311
raditi ovo više.

3039
01:19:33,353 --> 01:19:34,979
Možeš li molim te prestati?"

3040
01:19:33,353 --> 01:19:34,979
Ja bih.

3041
01:19:35,021 --> 01:19:37,732
jednostavno volim

3042
01:19:35,021 --> 01:19:37,732
i poštuj mog muža.

3043
01:19:37,773 --> 01:19:39,108
I on je isti sa mnom.

3044
01:19:39,150 --> 01:19:41,110
I samo sam shvatio, znaš,

3045
01:19:39,150 --> 01:19:41,110
i bilo je vrijeme.

3046
01:19:41,152 --> 01:19:44,322
Bilo je samo vrijeme da se krene dalje

3047
01:19:41,152 --> 01:19:44,322
na veće i bolje stvari.

3048
01:19:44,364 --> 01:19:46,240
[ptičje graktanje]

3049
01:19:46,282 --> 01:19:47,408
[zveckanje]

3050
01:19:47,450 --> 01:19:50,828
[Svira glazba iz vesterna]

3051
01:20:07,845 --> 01:20:12,099
[Orona]

3052
01:20:07,845 --> 01:20:12,099
Tabitha i ja provodimo dan

3053
01:20:07,845 --> 01:20:12,099
nakon dana za danom

3054
01:20:12,141 --> 01:20:14,561
ruksaci na leđima,

3055
01:20:12,141 --> 01:20:14,561
pješačenje u divljinu,

3056
01:20:14,602 --> 01:20:17,188
i snimamo nevjerojatno,

3057
01:20:14,602 --> 01:20:17,188
zapanjujuće, prekrasno

3058
01:20:17,230 --> 01:20:19,691
likovna fotografija pejzaži.

3059
01:20:19,733 --> 01:20:23,110
I proizvodimo

3060
01:20:19,733 --> 01:20:23,110
i Tabithinu jezgru,

3061
01:20:19,733 --> 01:20:23,110
apsolutno ključno.

3062
01:20:23,152 --> 01:20:24,571
Mnoge ideje su njene,

3063
01:20:24,612 --> 01:20:27,281
koncepti su njeni,

3064
01:20:24,612 --> 01:20:27,281
dizajn.

3065
01:20:27,323 --> 01:20:29,534
I proizvodimo

3066
01:20:27,323 --> 01:20:29,534
i stvaranje tih djela

3067
01:20:29,576 --> 01:20:32,620
za likovnu umjetnost

3068
01:20:29,576 --> 01:20:32,620
galerija fotografija,

3069
01:20:32,662 --> 01:20:34,997
-koji se zove...

3070
01:20:32,662 --> 01:20:34,997
-Divlji teritorij,

3071
01:20:35,039 --> 01:20:36,541
galerija Gary Orona.

3072
01:20:37,751 --> 01:20:39,085
Kako da to ponovim?

3073
01:20:39,126 --> 01:20:41,546
-"Ovdje sam."

3074
01:20:39,126 --> 01:20:41,546
-"Ovdje sam." U redu.

3075
01:20:41,588 --> 01:20:42,963
Ovdje sam sada.

3076
01:20:43,005 --> 01:20:45,633
Moj suprug i ja posjedujemo

3077
01:20:43,005 --> 01:20:45,633
galerija likovnih fotografija

3078
01:20:45,675 --> 01:20:49,512
ovdje, u Green Riveru, Utah,

3079
01:20:45,675 --> 01:20:49,512
pod nazivom Savage Territory.

3080
01:20:53,808 --> 01:20:56,018
-Da.

3081
01:20:53,808 --> 01:20:56,018
-U redu. Ali samo sam

3082
01:20:53,808 --> 01:20:56,018
javljam ti da sam bolje.

3083
01:20:56,060 --> 01:20:57,478
stvarno sam dobro.

3084
01:21:08,948 --> 01:21:11,659
Zapravo mislim

3085
01:21:08,948 --> 01:21:11,659
o životu nakon pornografije.

3086
01:21:11,701 --> 01:21:13,661
Želim ili...

3087
01:21:13,703 --> 01:21:14,995
želim ići

3088
01:21:13,703 --> 01:21:14,995
na faks stvarno.

3089
01:21:15,037 --> 01:21:16,623
Odgojen sam kao Jehovin svjedok,

3090
01:21:16,664 --> 01:21:19,208
pa sam bio unutra

3091
01:21:16,664 --> 01:21:19,208
stvarno mala škola

3092
01:21:16,664 --> 01:21:19,208
da je moja obitelj otvorila.

3093
01:21:19,250 --> 01:21:21,043
Dakle, nisam baš bio

3094
01:21:19,250 --> 01:21:21,043
upoznat sa poput,

3095
01:21:21,085 --> 01:21:22,796
javne škole

3096
01:21:21,085 --> 01:21:22,796
ili javno školstvo.

3097
01:21:22,837 --> 01:21:26,006
Dakle, fakultet za mene

3098
01:21:22,837 --> 01:21:26,006
bit će veliko iskustvo.

3099
01:21:26,048 --> 01:21:29,636
Dakle, ono što bih želio učiniti je otići

3100
01:21:26,048 --> 01:21:29,636
i na neki način vidjeti fakultete

3101
01:21:29,677 --> 01:21:31,846
i vidjeti različite slične staze

3102
01:21:29,677 --> 01:21:31,846
da mogu uzeti

3103
01:21:31,887 --> 01:21:33,931
jer ni ne znam

3104
01:21:31,887 --> 01:21:33,931
stvarno ono što želim učiniti

3105
01:21:31,887 --> 01:21:33,931
nakon pornografije.

3106
01:21:33,973 --> 01:21:35,725
Ali ne želim raditi porniće

3107
01:21:33,973 --> 01:21:35,725
do kraja života.

3108
01:21:35,767 --> 01:21:38,185
Vjerojatno ću doći

3109
01:21:35,767 --> 01:21:38,185
možda još godinu ili dvije

3110
01:21:38,227 --> 01:21:40,438
je najduži

3111
01:21:38,227 --> 01:21:40,438
rekao bih,

3112
01:21:40,480 --> 01:21:44,317
a onda idi u školu

3113
01:21:40,480 --> 01:21:44,317
i shvatiti vrstu

3114
01:21:40,480 --> 01:21:44,317
što želim raditi.

3115
01:21:44,358 --> 01:21:46,110
A možda ću i raditi

3116
01:21:44,358 --> 01:21:46,110
sa djecom

3117
01:21:46,152 --> 01:21:47,903
ili možda nešto

3118
01:21:46,152 --> 01:21:47,903
poput terapije masaže

3119
01:21:47,945 --> 01:21:49,614
ili fizikalnu terapiju možda.

3120
01:21:49,656 --> 01:21:53,117
[nejasno brbljanje]

3121
01:21:53,159 --> 01:21:57,872
Imam plan za izlazak

3122
01:21:53,159 --> 01:21:57,872
pornografije i nastupa.

3123
01:21:57,913 --> 01:21:59,290
Ja sam zapravo partner

3124
01:21:59,332 --> 01:22:01,501
u agenciji

3125
01:21:59,332 --> 01:22:01,501
s kojim sam trenutno.

3126
01:22:01,542 --> 01:22:04,170
A imamo i proizvodnu stranu.

3127
01:22:01,542 --> 01:22:04,170
Zove se Vuluce.

3128
01:22:04,211 --> 01:22:06,589
I pucat ćemo

3129
01:22:04,211 --> 01:22:06,589
modeli za to

3130
01:22:06,631 --> 01:22:10,635
i rade stranice za obožavatelje

3131
01:22:06,631 --> 01:22:10,635
i sve te dobre, zabavne stvari.

3132
01:22:10,677 --> 01:22:12,928
želim imati

3133
01:22:10,677 --> 01:22:12,928
obitelj jednog dana.

3134
01:22:12,970 --> 01:22:15,515
Dakle, definitivno

3135
01:22:12,970 --> 01:22:15,515
na pravom putu

3136
01:22:15,556 --> 01:22:18,518
uspjeti u tome.

3137
01:22:18,559 --> 01:22:20,186
Dakle, uzbuđen sam.

3138
01:22:22,938 --> 01:22:25,608
Dobio sam ovaj fantastičan posao

3139
01:22:25,650 --> 01:22:29,153
to, znaš,

3140
01:22:25,650 --> 01:22:29,153
Moram se odmaknuti

3141
01:22:25,650 --> 01:22:29,153
i analizirajte ovo ovdje

3142
01:22:29,195 --> 01:22:30,780
i reci,

3143
01:22:29,195 --> 01:22:30,780
“Čekaj malo.

3144
01:22:30,822 --> 01:22:34,200
„Znaš, mogu

3145
01:22:30,822 --> 01:22:34,200
izaberi bilo koju ženu,

3146
01:22:34,241 --> 01:22:37,829
znaš, ili bih mogao pitati

3147
01:22:34,241 --> 01:22:37,829
ako mogu napraviti scenu s njom."

3148
01:22:37,871 --> 01:22:43,000
I to znati

3149
01:22:37,871 --> 01:22:43,000
Ja ću biti sa

3150
01:22:37,871 --> 01:22:43,000
najčudesnije žene

3151
01:22:43,042 --> 01:22:46,921
je samo nekako...

3152
01:22:43,042 --> 01:22:46,921
fantazija se ostvarila.

3153
01:22:46,962 --> 01:22:49,382
Mnogi su ljudi poklopili slušalicu

3154
01:22:46,962 --> 01:22:49,382
o tome da samo radim djevojku/djevojke,

3155
01:22:49,423 --> 01:22:51,467
i oh, to je ovo,

3156
01:22:49,423 --> 01:22:51,467
to je lažno i to je sranje.

3157
01:22:51,509 --> 01:22:53,260
Mogu me poljubiti u dupe

3158
01:22:51,509 --> 01:22:53,260
jer nije.

3159
01:22:53,302 --> 01:22:55,179
Ne volim, znaš,

3160
01:22:53,302 --> 01:22:55,179
kada puno djevojke/djevojaka

3161
01:22:55,221 --> 01:22:57,765
imati, znaš,

3162
01:22:55,221 --> 01:22:57,765
dirajte jezike ili ovo.

3163
01:22:57,807 --> 01:23:03,771
Želim vezu gdje

3164
01:22:57,807 --> 01:23:03,771
možemo se čvrsto držati i znojiti

3165
01:23:03,813 --> 01:23:07,608
i... dvoje postaju kao jedno.

3166
01:23:07,650 --> 01:23:10,862
Život će proletjeti

3167
01:23:10,904 --> 01:23:14,448
i... znaš,

3168
01:23:14,490 --> 01:23:19,078
Želim zgrabiti i opipati stvari

3169
01:23:14,490 --> 01:23:19,078
koliko sada mogu.

3170
01:23:19,119 --> 01:23:21,748
I osjećam se ovdje

3171
01:23:19,119 --> 01:23:21,748
tek nedavno,

3172
01:23:21,789 --> 01:23:23,583
Želim zgrabiti sve ove stvari.

3173
01:23:23,624 --> 01:23:25,084
I skoro sam u panici.

3174
01:23:32,383 --> 01:23:35,929
Prošle su godine

3175
01:23:32,383 --> 01:23:35,929
budući da sam bio intervjuiran

3176
01:23:35,970 --> 01:23:38,347
ili ispred kamere.

3177
01:23:38,389 --> 01:23:40,975
U konačnici, cijela ova industrija

3178
01:23:41,016 --> 01:23:43,853
je velik, jebeni

3179
01:23:41,016 --> 01:23:43,853
odustati od života.

3180
01:23:43,895 --> 01:23:46,063
probudiš se,

3181
01:23:43,895 --> 01:23:46,063
imaš 47 godina,

3182
01:23:46,105 --> 01:23:48,315
a ti nemaš

3183
01:23:46,105 --> 01:23:48,315
lonac za pišanje u.

3184
01:23:48,357 --> 01:23:50,693
Sjajno. 25 godina.

3185
01:23:48,357 --> 01:23:50,693
Što ćeš sad učiniti?

3186
01:23:50,735 --> 01:23:53,780
U redu, ja... To je...

3187
01:23:53,821 --> 01:23:55,114
Što sada?

3188
01:24:22,976 --> 01:24:25,686
Sjećam se da sam

3189
01:24:22,976 --> 01:24:25,686
u kući mog djetinjstva

3190
01:24:25,728 --> 01:24:29,356
a ja prelistavam

3191
01:24:25,728 --> 01:24:29,356
lokalni PennySaver,

3192
01:24:29,398 --> 01:24:33,486
i vidio sam

3193
01:24:29,398 --> 01:24:33,486
oglas koji je rekao

3194
01:24:33,527 --> 01:24:36,823
"Traže se modeli figura."

3195
01:24:36,864 --> 01:24:39,533
Bilo je to probno snimanje

3196
01:24:36,864 --> 01:24:39,533
za Penthouse.

3197
01:24:39,575 --> 01:24:43,871
Znaš, ja nosim

3198
01:24:39,575 --> 01:24:43,871
svileni ogrtač moje bake,

3199
01:24:43,913 --> 01:24:47,500
i stavio sam

3200
01:24:43,913 --> 01:24:47,500
neki Lee pritisni nokte,

3201
01:24:47,541 --> 01:24:52,421
i malo smo se našminkali

3202
01:24:47,541 --> 01:24:52,421
i otišao na plažu Malibu.

3203
01:24:52,463 --> 01:24:54,632
Probni hitac

3204
01:24:52,463 --> 01:24:54,632
i gle i gle,

3205
01:24:54,674 --> 01:24:58,845
bio je središnji dio

3206
01:24:54,674 --> 01:24:58,845
za prosinac '87.

3207
01:25:00,471 --> 01:25:02,431
Bio sam razmažen.

3208
01:25:02,473 --> 01:25:05,852
bio sam voljen.

3209
01:25:02,473 --> 01:25:05,852
Bio sam tražen.

3210
01:25:05,893 --> 01:25:09,396
Od tamo je gdje

3211
01:25:05,893 --> 01:25:09,396
Upoznao sam Andrewa Blakea.

3212
01:25:09,438 --> 01:25:12,483
I pitao me hoću li biti

3213
01:25:09,438 --> 01:25:12,483
zainteresiran za triple-X.

3214
01:25:12,525 --> 01:25:14,318
U to vrijeme

3215
01:25:12,525 --> 01:25:14,318
Bio sam oženjen

3216
01:25:14,360 --> 01:25:16,737
i rekao sam, "Da, mogao bih

3217
01:25:14,360 --> 01:25:16,737
upustite se u triple-X

3218
01:25:16,779 --> 01:25:18,698
sve dok su to samo žene."

3219
01:25:18,739 --> 01:25:21,826
Znaš, iz pristojnosti

3220
01:25:18,739 --> 01:25:21,826
za mog tadašnjeg muža.

3221
01:25:21,868 --> 01:25:26,747
I gle i gle,

3222
01:25:21,868 --> 01:25:26,747
"Skrivene opsesije".

3223
01:25:26,789 --> 01:25:29,249
Julia Ann i ja smo bili

3224
01:25:29,291 --> 01:25:33,170
u isto vrijeme plešući

3225
01:25:29,291 --> 01:25:33,170
kao Blondage.

3226
01:25:33,212 --> 01:25:36,340
Bili smo na putu i,

3227
01:25:33,212 --> 01:25:36,340
znaš, rekao sam joj

3228
01:25:36,382 --> 01:25:39,010
o onome što se upravo dogodilo

3229
01:25:39,052 --> 01:25:42,137
s, znaš, pitan

3230
01:25:39,052 --> 01:25:42,137
raditi "Skrivene opsesije".

3231
01:25:42,179 --> 01:25:44,557
I ukrcala se

3232
01:25:42,179 --> 01:25:44,557
a onda smo ona i ja

3233
01:25:44,598 --> 01:25:48,102
led, zloglasni

3234
01:25:44,598 --> 01:25:48,102
scena ledenog dilda,

3235
01:25:48,143 --> 01:25:50,145
i to je osvojilo nagrade, i...

3236
01:25:52,314 --> 01:25:54,025
bili smo rock zvijezde.

3237
01:25:54,067 --> 01:25:59,405
[svira rock glazba]

3238
01:25:59,446 --> 01:26:01,574
♪ Dođi ovamo ♪

3239
01:26:01,615 --> 01:26:04,159
♪ Oh, dušo, ooh, ooh ♪

3240
01:26:04,201 --> 01:26:06,620
♪ Rekao je, "Dođi ovamo" ♪

3241
01:26:06,662 --> 01:26:09,707
Dolari su letjeli.

3242
01:26:09,749 --> 01:26:13,168
Samo sam kupovao automobile

3243
01:26:09,749 --> 01:26:13,168
za moju mamu,

3244
01:26:13,210 --> 01:26:15,838
za moju sestru,

3245
01:26:13,210 --> 01:26:15,838
za ovu osobu, onu osobu,

3246
01:26:15,880 --> 01:26:17,965
i velike kuće,

3247
01:26:15,880 --> 01:26:17,965
i puno toga.

3248
01:26:18,007 --> 01:26:19,258
Nisam znala

3249
01:26:18,007 --> 01:26:19,258
što učiniti sa svime.

3250
01:26:19,299 --> 01:26:21,468
Dogodilo se tako brzo.

3251
01:26:21,510 --> 01:26:23,345
Nisam bio spreman za to,

3252
01:26:23,387 --> 01:26:25,848
što me odvelo u poreze.

3253
01:26:25,890 --> 01:26:27,767
Ja-- I-- [smijeh]

3254
01:26:30,352 --> 01:26:32,855
[Muškarac]

3255
01:26:30,352 --> 01:26:32,855
Porno zvijezda Janine Lindemulder

3256
01:26:30,352 --> 01:26:32,855
se suočava sa saveznim kriminalnim rapom

3257
01:26:32,897 --> 01:26:35,775
zbog neplaćanja

3258
01:26:32,897 --> 01:26:35,775
oko 80.000 dolara poreza na dohodak.

3259
01:26:35,816 --> 01:26:39,028
[žena]

3260
01:26:35,816 --> 01:26:39,028
Lindemulder je imenovan prošli mjesec

3261
01:26:35,816 --> 01:26:39,028
u prekršaju optužujući je

3262
01:26:39,070 --> 01:26:41,363
pojačavanja porezne uprave

3263
01:26:39,070 --> 01:26:41,363
za dospjele poreze

3264
01:26:41,405 --> 01:26:45,409
na više od 350.000 dolara

3265
01:26:41,405 --> 01:26:45,409
prihoda u 2004.

3266
01:26:45,451 --> 01:26:48,996
Otišao u zatvor, prekršaj,

3267
01:26:49,038 --> 01:26:50,247
neuspjeh da--

3268
01:26:50,289 --> 01:26:53,584
ili namjerni neuspjeh

3269
01:26:50,289 --> 01:26:53,584
platiti zaostale poreze.

3270
01:26:53,626 --> 01:26:56,462
To je bilo nekako...

3271
01:26:53,626 --> 01:26:56,462
to je bio početak

3272
01:26:56,503 --> 01:26:59,548
od...

3273
01:26:59,590 --> 01:27:02,176
nevjerojatno...

3274
01:27:02,217 --> 01:27:04,971
noćna mora koja mijenja život.

3275
01:27:06,806 --> 01:27:10,434
[Žena]

3276
01:27:06,806 --> 01:27:10,434
Janine Lindemulder je sada zaključana

3277
01:27:06,806 --> 01:27:10,434
u žestokom sporu oko skrbništva

3278
01:27:10,476 --> 01:27:13,104
sa Sandrom Bullock

3279
01:27:10,476 --> 01:27:13,104
i njezin suprug Jesse James.

3280
01:27:13,146 --> 01:27:15,314
[Žena

3281
01:27:13,146 --> 01:27:15,314
Janine Lindemulder kaže

3282
01:27:13,146 --> 01:27:15,314
ona je dobra majka

3283
01:27:15,355 --> 01:27:17,108
i njezina kćer

3284
01:27:15,355 --> 01:27:17,108
je njen svijet.

3285
01:27:17,150 --> 01:27:19,777
Ali Bullock i njezin muž

3286
01:27:17,150 --> 01:27:19,777
Jesse James ju je optužio

3287
01:27:19,819 --> 01:27:22,113
svega od upotrebe droga

3288
01:27:19,819 --> 01:27:22,113
na zanemarivanje djeteta

3289
01:27:22,155 --> 01:27:23,823
i traže isključivo skrbništvo.

3290
01:27:23,864 --> 01:27:25,282
Sada taj Lindemulder

3291
01:27:23,864 --> 01:27:25,282
je završio

3292
01:27:25,324 --> 01:27:27,827
šest mjeseci zatvora

3293
01:27:25,324 --> 01:27:27,827
za utaju poreza,

3294
01:27:27,868 --> 01:27:29,495
ona želi svoje dijete natrag,

3295
01:27:29,536 --> 01:27:32,372
setting the power couple up

3296
01:27:29,536 --> 01:27:32,372
za veliku borbu.

3297
01:27:32,414 --> 01:27:36,460
[Lindemulder]

3298
01:27:32,414 --> 01:27:36,460
Kad cijeli Sunčani pritvor

3299
01:27:32,414 --> 01:27:36,460
stvar se događa...

3300
01:27:38,587 --> 01:27:42,049
moj bivši je imao svog odvjetnika,

3301
01:27:38,587 --> 01:27:42,049
skupi odvjetnik.

3302
01:27:42,091 --> 01:27:44,677
Tu sam, nema odvjetnika...

3303
01:27:44,718 --> 01:27:48,055
totalno zbunjen

3304
01:27:44,718 --> 01:27:48,055
o situaciji.

3305
01:27:48,097 --> 01:27:49,473
tetovirana sam.

3306
01:27:49,515 --> 01:27:52,267
Sudac gleda

3307
01:27:49,515 --> 01:27:52,267
što je moj posao.

3308
01:27:52,309 --> 01:27:54,187
U jednom trenutku,

3309
01:27:52,309 --> 01:27:54,187
spustila je svoje papire,

3310
01:27:54,228 --> 01:27:56,313
pogledao me pravougaono

3311
01:27:54,228 --> 01:27:56,313
u oči i rekao,

3312
01:27:56,355 --> 01:28:00,609
znaš, "Što se dogodilo

3313
01:27:56,355 --> 01:28:00,609
tebi u djetinjstvu

3314
01:28:00,651 --> 01:28:03,278
da bi te

3315
01:28:00,651 --> 01:28:03,278
kakav si?"

3316
01:28:03,320 --> 01:28:05,405
I znaš,

3317
01:28:03,320 --> 01:28:05,405
odmjerila me.

3318
01:28:05,447 --> 01:28:08,283
Vidjela je tetovaže,

3319
01:28:05,447 --> 01:28:08,283
ona vidi da si

3320
01:28:05,447 --> 01:28:08,283
porno zvijezda,

3321
01:28:08,325 --> 01:28:10,995
i bilo je prilično

3322
01:28:08,325 --> 01:28:10,995
gotova stvar.

3323
01:28:13,914 --> 01:28:16,917
ona...

3324
01:28:16,959 --> 01:28:23,382
a da mi nije ni dao

3325
01:28:16,959 --> 01:28:23,382
prilika da iznesem svoj slučaj,

3326
01:28:23,423 --> 01:28:25,634
izgubio sam je.

3327
01:28:27,136 --> 01:28:29,805
Biti u industriji,

3328
01:28:27,136 --> 01:28:29,805
biti jako tetoviran

3329
01:28:29,847 --> 01:28:34,476
definitivno promijenio

3330
01:28:29,847 --> 01:28:34,476
tijek mog života.

3331
01:28:34,518 --> 01:28:35,769
znate.

3332
01:28:35,811 --> 01:28:39,439
Što me duže nije bilo

3333
01:28:35,811 --> 01:28:39,439
od moje kćeri,

3334
01:28:39,481 --> 01:28:43,527
što je moj svijet postajao mračniji.

3335
01:28:43,569 --> 01:28:47,781
Tada sam pronašao

3336
01:28:43,569 --> 01:28:47,781
pod jakim lijekovima.

3337
01:28:47,823 --> 01:28:52,245
Znate, liječnici su prepisali

3338
01:28:47,823 --> 01:28:52,245
antidepresivi,

3339
01:28:52,286 --> 01:28:58,042
protiv anksioznosti,

3340
01:28:52,286 --> 01:28:58,042
a zatim tablete protiv bolova

3341
01:28:52,286 --> 01:28:58,042
došao u igru.

3342
01:28:58,084 --> 01:29:00,961
Vicodin, apsolutno

3343
01:28:58,084 --> 01:29:00,961
lijek izbora.

3344
01:29:01,003 --> 01:29:03,297
Pucati te trnce poput bombona.

3345
01:29:03,338 --> 01:29:07,467
I baš sve

3346
01:29:03,338 --> 01:29:07,467
ublažiti

3347
01:29:07,509 --> 01:29:12,014
nešto od tjeskobe

3348
01:29:07,509 --> 01:29:12,014
da sam osjetio.

3349
01:29:14,600 --> 01:29:18,729
Našao sam se...

3350
01:29:18,771 --> 01:29:20,814
a ovo je teško reći,

3351
01:29:20,856 --> 01:29:22,149
ali, beskućnik.

3352
01:29:22,191 --> 01:29:25,986
Beskućnik u mom kombiju

3353
01:29:22,191 --> 01:29:25,986
sa mojom mačkom,

3354
01:29:26,028 --> 01:29:29,448
samo pokušavam pronaći smisao

3355
01:29:26,028 --> 01:29:29,448
onoga što se dogodilo.

3356
01:29:29,489 --> 01:29:31,951
Imati svoju kćer

3357
01:29:29,489 --> 01:29:31,951
povukao iz mog života

3358
01:29:31,992 --> 01:29:33,119
u takvom...

3359
01:29:36,747 --> 01:29:38,373
oštar način.

3360
01:29:38,415 --> 01:29:40,042
Znaš, bilo je

3361
01:29:38,415 --> 01:29:40,042
nema telefonskih poziva.

3362
01:29:40,084 --> 01:29:41,752
Bilo je-- Nisam mogao

3363
01:29:40,084 --> 01:29:41,752
reci joj da je volim.

3364
01:29:41,794 --> 01:29:44,130
Znaš, "Žao mi je,

3365
01:29:41,794 --> 01:29:44,130
Ne znam što se događa.

3366
01:29:44,171 --> 01:29:45,339
Pokušavam doći do tebe."

3367
01:29:45,380 --> 01:29:47,424
Sve je bilo tako zbunjeno

3368
01:29:47,466 --> 01:29:51,929
i osjećao sam se kao

3369
01:29:47,466 --> 01:29:51,929
Bio sam na točki...

3370
01:29:54,514 --> 01:29:55,641
Želim se odjaviti.

3371
01:29:55,682 --> 01:29:58,393
Želim se odjaviti.

3372
01:29:55,682 --> 01:29:58,393
Ne mogu se dogovoriti.

3373
01:29:58,435 --> 01:30:00,604
Nemam alat.

3374
01:30:00,646 --> 01:30:03,440
Kad je Janine prolazila

3375
01:30:00,646 --> 01:30:03,440
kroz što je prošla

3376
01:30:03,482 --> 01:30:05,985
s Jessejem

3377
01:30:03,482 --> 01:30:05,985
i gubitak Sunny,

3378
01:30:06,026 --> 01:30:08,362
Mislio sam da ću je izgubiti.

3379
01:30:08,403 --> 01:30:11,324
Mislio sam da ću je izgubiti.

3380
01:30:13,408 --> 01:30:15,119
I zato što je patila,

3381
01:30:15,161 --> 01:30:18,664
tako je patila,

3382
01:30:15,161 --> 01:30:18,664
tako duboko.

3383
01:30:18,705 --> 01:30:20,457
Znaš, nisam mogao dobiti

3384
01:30:18,705 --> 01:30:20,457
nož van.

3385
01:30:20,499 --> 01:30:22,709
Nisam mogao to ispraviti.

3386
01:30:22,751 --> 01:30:25,545
Sve što sam pokušao,

3387
01:30:22,751 --> 01:30:25,545
nije bilo dovoljno.

3388
01:30:25,587 --> 01:30:27,381
Za zamjenu Sunny...

3389
01:30:29,842 --> 01:30:32,511
bilo je sve što sam želio učiniti,

3390
01:30:29,842 --> 01:30:32,511
bio je vratiti je

3391
01:30:32,552 --> 01:30:34,347
i uhvati je

3392
01:30:32,552 --> 01:30:34,347
opet u njenom naručju,

3393
01:30:34,388 --> 01:30:37,057
a mi samo

3394
01:30:34,388 --> 01:30:37,057
nije imao moć.

3395
01:30:37,099 --> 01:30:39,852
Nismo imali što,

3396
01:30:37,099 --> 01:30:39,852
znaš, imao je

3397
01:30:39,893 --> 01:30:43,605
što se tiče moći i novca,

3398
01:30:39,893 --> 01:30:43,605
i, znaš.

3399
01:30:43,647 --> 01:30:45,440
On je nedostojan otac i...

3400
01:30:47,109 --> 01:30:51,446
Napokon imam hrabrosti

3401
01:30:47,109 --> 01:30:51,446
nazvati telefonsku liniju za samoubojstva.

3402
01:30:51,488 --> 01:30:53,157
Nazovi ih, rekao sam,

3403
01:30:53,199 --> 01:30:55,117
“Čovječe, ne znam

3404
01:30:53,199 --> 01:30:55,117
što se ovdje događa.

3405
01:30:55,159 --> 01:30:56,994
Moram razgovarati

3406
01:30:55,159 --> 01:30:56,994
nekome."

3407
01:30:57,036 --> 01:31:01,207
I smiješno, ali tužno,

3408
01:31:01,248 --> 01:31:04,084
žena podiže slušalicu

3409
01:31:01,248 --> 01:31:04,084
a ona kaže,

3410
01:31:04,126 --> 01:31:07,963
"Stvarno nam je žao,

3411
01:31:04,126 --> 01:31:07,963
ali liječnik nije tu."

3412
01:31:08,005 --> 01:31:10,757
A ja sam kao,

3413
01:31:08,005 --> 01:31:10,757
„Šališ se ti mene?

3414
01:31:10,799 --> 01:31:13,177
u redu u redu,

3415
01:31:10,799 --> 01:31:13,177
Nazvat ću ponovo."

3416
01:31:13,219 --> 01:31:17,181
Pa se nekako smijem,

3417
01:31:13,219 --> 01:31:17,181
plačući u ovom trenutku

3418
01:31:17,223 --> 01:31:20,184
i baš tada i tamo,

3419
01:31:17,223 --> 01:31:20,184
Rekao sam: "U redu.

3420
01:31:20,226 --> 01:31:22,936
Dosta je dosta.

3421
01:31:20,226 --> 01:31:22,936
Moram ovo skupiti."

3422
01:31:27,441 --> 01:31:28,567
Išla sam na rehabilitaciju.

3423
01:31:28,608 --> 01:31:31,695
Bio sam na odvikavanju

3424
01:31:28,608 --> 01:31:31,695
za mjesec dana.

3425
01:31:31,737 --> 01:31:33,906
I svi u ovom trenutku

3426
01:31:33,947 --> 01:31:35,282
mislio da jesam

3427
01:31:33,947 --> 01:31:35,282
jednostavno van pameti.

3428
01:31:35,324 --> 01:31:37,201
“Oh, ona je meta.

3429
01:31:35,324 --> 01:31:37,201
Oh, ona je na cracku."

3430
01:31:37,243 --> 01:31:39,286
Ne, ne, izgubljen sam.

3431
01:31:39,328 --> 01:31:45,418
Jebeno sam slomljenog srca

3432
01:31:39,328 --> 01:31:45,418
izvan riječi.

3433
01:31:45,459 --> 01:31:47,461
U isto vrijeme,

3434
01:31:47,502 --> 01:31:51,131
Podvrgavam se

3435
01:31:47,502 --> 01:31:51,131
za gledanje na internetu

3436
01:31:51,173 --> 01:31:53,426
i gledajući ljude

3437
01:31:51,173 --> 01:31:53,426
uspoređujući me

3438
01:31:53,467 --> 01:31:56,470
američkoj ljubavi,

3439
01:31:53,467 --> 01:31:56,470
Sandra Bullock, kaže,

3440
01:31:56,511 --> 01:31:59,139
„Pa, Janine zaslužuje

3441
01:31:56,511 --> 01:31:59,139
izgubiti svoje dijete.

3442
01:31:59,181 --> 01:32:02,642
Ona je tako izbezumljena,

3443
01:31:59,181 --> 01:32:02,642
znaš, porno kurva."

3444
01:32:02,684 --> 01:32:08,023
I znaš,

3445
01:32:02,684 --> 01:32:08,023
"Sandra Bullock je, znate,

3446
01:32:02,684 --> 01:32:08,023
najbolja stvar za Sunny."

3447
01:32:08,065 --> 01:32:10,317
I to-- to je samo

3448
01:32:08,065 --> 01:32:10,317
dovodeći me dolje.

3449
01:32:10,359 --> 01:32:12,986
i idem,

3450
01:32:10,359 --> 01:32:12,986
"Kako ću ovo učiniti?"

3451
01:32:15,364 --> 01:32:18,409
Želim li svoju kćer

3452
01:32:15,364 --> 01:32:18,409
učiniti ono što sam učinio?

3453
01:32:18,451 --> 01:32:20,453
Jebote ne.

3454
01:32:20,494 --> 01:32:22,204
Nema šanse.

3455
01:32:22,246 --> 01:32:24,415
[pljesak]

3456
01:32:40,806 --> 01:32:43,600
još uvijek sam...

3457
01:32:40,806 --> 01:32:43,600
U limbu sam.

3458
01:32:43,642 --> 01:32:47,438
ne znam

3459
01:32:43,642 --> 01:32:47,438
što budućnost nosi.

3460
01:32:51,150 --> 01:32:52,734
Hoću li se vratiti u školu?

3461
01:32:52,776 --> 01:32:54,487
Hoću li biti konobarica?

3462
01:32:54,528 --> 01:32:55,612
ne znam

3463
01:32:55,654 --> 01:32:57,114
To je stvarno vrsta...

3464
01:32:58,365 --> 01:33:01,327
čudno vrijeme

3465
01:32:58,365 --> 01:33:01,327
mog života upravo sada.

3466
01:33:01,368 --> 01:33:03,370
Pokušavam to shvatiti

3467
01:33:03,412 --> 01:33:05,956
i, znaš,

3468
01:33:03,412 --> 01:33:05,956
napraviti moj sljedeći potez.

3469
01:33:08,292 --> 01:33:12,754
Moram imati

3470
01:33:08,292 --> 01:33:12,754
okosnica za to.

3471
01:33:12,796 --> 01:33:14,589
znate.

3472
01:33:14,631 --> 01:33:17,092
dosad...

3473
01:33:17,134 --> 01:33:18,802
ja ne

3474
01:33:18,844 --> 01:33:21,472
ja ga nemam

3475
01:33:21,514 --> 01:33:23,640
Ali stiže se tamo,

3476
01:33:21,514 --> 01:33:23,640
znate.

3477
01:33:23,682 --> 01:33:25,184
To je posao u tijeku.

3478
01:33:38,197 --> 01:33:41,158
[svira instrumentalna glazba]

3479
01:36:33,580 --> 01:36:35,582
[instrumental

3480
01:36:33,580 --> 01:36:35,582
glazba se nastavlja]